So, it's been a while. But, here I am with another story, not about the girl from the previous two. This is about a guy, the most toxic and controlling one I've ever known.

So, this story actually starts with me having trouble with another male roleplayer. He was the type who was always jumping into smut and I felt awkward pretty much every time we roleplayed. But, I'll talk about him later.

Now, this is when I was still young and scared to say no. I wouldn't stop roleplaying with someone unless I could think of a good reason, and technically this guy wasn't breaking any rules.

So, when I got a message from another guy asking if I roleplayed with the first guy, I was confused and said yes.

What ensued were several messages telling me that I should stop. Guy #2 told me about how guy #1 had jumped into a private roleplay between him and his fiance, and had his character rape his fiances even though they both told him to stop and leave.

Now, because of my experiences with guy #1, I could believe it. I was so thankful to have an excuse that even though I didn't check it out, I blocked guy #1 immediately {which I still don't regret, all things considered}

I thanked the new guy for letting me know. I was happy that I was free of the original guy, and to me the new guy seemed like such a nice person. After all, he'd gone out of his way to warn me about just how terrible the old guy really was.

And so, we started talking. He kept complimenting me, talking about how good of a roleplayer I was and he asked me questions. I dodged a lot of the personal ones, like my name and such. But, I freely answered others like my age and favorite colors.

The fact that he knew my age, looking back, makes everything after so much worse to me. At the time, I was either fourteen or had recently turned fifteen. I don't know how old he was, but since he said he had a fiance I would assume he was at least eighteen, possibly older.

Now, of course he wanted to roleplay. I told him we could do it in pms, or he could check out my book. He explained that he didn't like roleplaying in pms, but he also didn't like roleplaying with a character that anyone else could roleplay with.

Okay, so he wanted me to make a character just for him, and to not let anyone else roleplay with them.

So, I made a private roleplay book. I'd put in the rules that people could totally still ghost, just no commenting. I knew people would ghost with or without permission, but I still wanted to let people know it was still okay. I liked {and still do} when people ghosted! I like to ghost roleplays myself, it's how you check out someone you might want to roleplay with.

So, I made a few characters for him at his request. They were all females, which was a nice change for me. Now, he was picky. He specified every little thing about the characters, but he always seemed happy with the turn out. He also always gave nice replies, and replied quickly. So, I was willing to look passed the pickyness.

While we rped, we kept talking in pms. He was always asking me about my day, and let me vent about issues. Of course, being an eighth grader, I had so many issues and it was nice to be able to vent.

Then, he wanted to request a new character, one he wanted to do smut with.

I let him know how awkward smut was for me, but that I'd be willing to do it. I still couldn't say no very well after all.

Then, he told me he wanted my character to be twelve. That was...Really weird and I honestly should have kept saying no.

But, he told me he'd seen a bunch of others doing it. He reminded me that he thought I was the best roleplayer, and that he loved the characters I made so much. He reminded me that he'd been there to listen to me for so long {like a little under a month} so I should be able to do this one thing for him.

Okay, I made the character. I made it to his specifications and we started the roleplay.

He berated me for making her too sexually innocent. He knew a lot of twelve year olds and they weren't that innocent. I told him that I could very clearly remember being twelve {since it hadn't been that long ago} and I'd barely known anything about sex, and I was doing my best.

He told me to do better with it.

Around then, somebody commented on the chain, telling the guy that he was disgusting and that this was really weird. I honestly agreed, but I didn't say anything for a bit.

The guy yelled at the commenter, telling him it was a private roleplay and that he shouldn't even be reading our chain. I popped in there, and told him that I'd put in the rules people could. He berated me for doing that, telling me to change it.

I blocked him after that and deleted the entire book. I was too uncomfortable, and I really didn't like how just...Controlling he was, let alone the whole wanting to roleplay smut with a twelve year old character.

Honestly, the older I get the more uncomfortable I get looking back on it. This guy has to be one of my scariest online interactions, and I'm so glad that I'd at least been smart enough to not give him any details he could have used to identify me in any way.

I know everyone should know this already, but never share anything personal with strangers. And, if you feel uncomfortable, duck out. You're uncomfortable for a reason.