Valerie pov.
I was cold, but lying in the bed under the covers, bundling myself up. I didn't want it to come to this, but it was my only choice. I couldn't believe myself. I didn't want to die and leave my family and the man I loved, but this plan was just stupid. I'm so dumb. I should have stayed with Puck. At least if I was with him, I knew he was safe and I knew we could work things out.