Chapter 23: Desperation

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CAROLINE POV

I was fucking aroused! I was wet, I felt wet. And I was craving Jaxon. But it wasn't heated. Because I wasn't on fire. I was just a horny human.

I almost ran to the cabin because I was embarrassed by the way Jaxon at me. Embarrassed yet aroused. He knew and that was enough to get my cheeks all red.

I ran to the cabin and closed the door behind me. Resting my back against it. I was only thinking about self-pleasure but I knew it was no use because I wanted him. I wanted him to touch me badly. I know I could ask to but I know I wasn't ready. I knew even if I give him a nod, he'll take me in a heartbeat but I wasn't ready. Not yet. I was going crazy. My mind and hormones were having a debate.

I need this to stop. I started taking off my clothes and walked into the bathroom, not caring if my dress and undergarments were in the way of the front door. I just needed a cold shower to calm myself down.

I stood under the freezing shower, washing my hair, letting the cold water come down on me no matter how much I was shivering.

I got out and wore the white shirt that fitted me like a dress and wore my black underwear.

I looked myself in the mirror and I could see my nipples poking through and the black lace panties very clearly. The shirt doesn't do a good job in hiding anything, not under good lighting or werewolf gaze. I looked around for the shorts but I remembered that I had forgotten them outside.

The shower didn't help me at all.

I got out of the bathroom so I could get to my room and wear the shorts until I heard him behind me "Caroline?" I turned around and my eyes were wide as he stood there with my clothes and bra in his hand. He asked, "What's wrong?" I stood with my legs clenched tighter because the wetness was back. He asked, "Why did you run?"

Oh, only if he knew.

I couldn't answer because I didn't trust my voice at all. He looked down at me and his eyes glowed red with a loud purr from his chest. I looked down where his gaze was going and he could see my hard nipples poking through the shirt. I wrapped my hands against my chest and I forgot that he could also see my dark black panties too. I looked back at him and his eyes closed, inhaling the air. His breathing got heavy.

He knew.

He looked at me with red glowing lusty eyes. I honestly didn't know what to say. He stood there, all sexy as hell. His eyes flickered between red and brown. It was like an on and off switch. He hanged his head down and said"Why don't you go and get changed?"
I could've just ran inside the room and changed but I didn't want to. Deep down I wanted him to touch me, I wanted him bad.

I just cleared my throat and he looked up at me. His brow eyes again flickered red. He couldn't stop himself from inhaling the scent of my arousal and by the shiver in his voice, I knew it did things to him.

He warned with a clenched jaw "You better go inside or you're not gonna like what happens next." That warning alone made me go weak in the knees. Instead of walking inside, I walked to him. With full confidence inside me. Loving the fact of how hard he was trying to keep his eyes on me and not look down. I removed my arms from my chest and he followed my action. His gaze roaming on my chest. I grabbed him by his belt and pulled him against my body, standing on my toes and whisper against his lips "What're you gonna do about it?" I gave him the lightest peck on his lips and that one peck was enough to make this giant bomb explode.

He bent down and picked me up without any warning at all. I shrieked, all my confidence going out the window, and wrapped my legs around his waist. His jaw clenched and his eyes were red. He was angry. He walked inside the bedroom and pushed me flying on the bed. I bounced with wide eyes at him.

Okay, he was mad.

I should've been scared but I just got turned on more and more. He grabbed my ankles, his eyes not moving from mine at all. His hands slightly went up to my calves, caressing them with his warm hands, making my knees go weaker. He warned, "You need to tell me to stop." But I just remained quiet. He growled, grabbing my ankles and pulled me to the end of the bed, and getting on his knees. He kissed my thigh and said again "Caroline, you need to tell me to stop. There's still time." But I bit my bottom lip, holding on to a moan as he kisses the inside of my thigh. He said again "What do you want, Caroline? I know you're aroused but I need words. Because once I'm in control, there's no going back." He lightly bites the soft skin inside and I whimper, struggling to answer "I want you to touch me. I need you bad but I'm not ready to go all the way."

He looks up at me and I watch as his chest goes up and falls. I gulped as he holds my face in his hand "Are you sure?" Looking me in the eye for consent. I nod eagerly "I'm desperate." He smiles and slams his lips on mine. It wasn't soft or sweet like it usually is. It was raw, hard, and hungry. I knew this was the only way Jaxon could tell me how badly wants me. How badly he always wanted me. He had let go of his control and I clench my eyes, moaning at how desperate he was for me. How many times he had to control himself just because I wasn't ready.

I grab him by the collar and pull him up as I stand up too. He wraps his arm around me and the other one behind my head, holding me in place. He grunts as he kisses me like he just couldn't get enough and yet he was fighting with himself to not hurt me. Slowly, I start unbuttoning his shirt and pulling it out of his slacks. My palms against his bare chest and stomach and not once does he breaks the kiss, just shivers on my lips. I reach to the belt of slacks and start unbuckling it. Unbuttoning it as I pull the zip down, he pushes me back on the bed.
His eyes are red as he slowly takes the shirt off his broad muscular shoulders. I feel the mattress dipping as he climbs up on the bed, climbing on me. He straddled my thigh without putting any weight on me. His knee was right against my core, where I needed him the most. I softly began grinding myself against his knee but he puts his hand on my stomach, stopping me. I looked in his eyes that were hooded with lust and held a promise to make me cum and cum again. And I was deeply and truly holding him on that promise.

Scrunching the hem of my shirt in his hand, he lifts it to my stomach and I feel him go down, kissing right above my navel as I let out a hard exhale with my fingers in his hair. Loving his soft kisses on my bare skin. It made my nipples painfully hard. He lifts the shirt more till right beneath my breast and trails his kisses up to my ribs as I close my eyes, feeling my skin getting warm and warm because of him.

He kisses me and I wrap my arm around his neck and well as my legs around him, pulling him closer to my body. Moaning on his lips as the hardness in his slacks comes in contact with the core and began grinding against him a little rougher than before. He pins my hips down against the mattress again and kisses behind my ear, growling that made me shiver to my bones. He whispers in my ear "You think I will let you off that easily?" He pulls back and looks down at me. The sweet Jaxon I knew wasn't in this room with me right it. It was his dominating side. I knew he'd take care of me but I also knew he would make me beg him for more. And pathetically I moaned "Jaxon, please." My back arching as his eyes fall right on my chest. Lowering his head, he softly bites my nipple through the fabric of my shirt. I threw my head, arching my chest at him more. He pulls back and lifts my shirt, uncovering my breast, lightly blowing air so it would turn painfully hard again. And when it did, that is when he closed his lips around my hard bud and began sucking on it. Sometimes circling his tongue and sometimes sucking badly to the point it hurt but felt good too. He pulls off the shirt from my other breast and gives it the same attention as the previous one, sucking. As he bit them, I put my fingers in his soft hair and moan "Harder, bite me harder." And he did. He sucked, bite, and licked and I enjoyed every moment. I scrunched his hair between my finger and pulled his head up, forcing his lips on me again. Kissing him with passion and hunger.

He had truly starved for me. He wasn't kidding when he told me that he was dying to touch me. The love inside my heart grew for him because he also said that he won't take me without me wanting him to. And just because I said yes, that's when he agreed. Just because I said so. This man truly was a man every woman dreamt of. And I was lucky enough to have him in my life.

He pulls my body up and looks at my face for permission. When I nodded, he pulls my shirt off and lets it drop on the floor. Pushing me back down on the bed without breaking the kiss. He trails his kisses down my neck, my shoulder, biting my nipple on the way to my stomach. This all felt good but this still didn't fulfill my desperation for him.

I said, my voice barely a whisper "Jaxon, I need you." He chucked and pulls my panties down my legs. He looks at it and then at me with amusement in his brown eyes "Oh, you are desperate." He lets it fall on the floor and looks at me. I was laying naked in front of him. His gaze was enough to make me cower my body from him but I couldn't. Not when I wanted him to untie the knot that was building in my stomach. He put his hands on each of my knees, parting my legs to the sides and I shivered as I felt cool air slapping me against my wet core. He put his hand on my stomach and I felt his thumb gently rubbed in circles on my clit. I moan "That's it." He asks "Is that where you want me, Caroline?" I nod eagerly with my lips pursed in, my eyes clenching. He was painfully slow that I began grinding my hips against his thumb again but he pulls back and I almost cry "Please don't." He kisses my nose and says "I agreed that I won't go all the way but I certainly did not agree that I won't tease." I felt his hot breath against my lips as his chest purred "You're mine, Caroline Quinn, mine." I pecked his lips and he pulls my head up and slides a pillow underneath it.

I watch him as he goes down on me. His gaze doesn't leave mine. Even for a second. He wanted me to see him as he does things to me that will make me scream his name.

He starts by kissing the soft flesh of my thigh but that's not what I want either. He finally uses two fingers to up and down my slit, gathering my wetness against my clit, and starts rubbing me again in a circular motion. I close my eyes as I focus on his touch. He teases "You're certainly enjoying this, aren't you?" He warns "Eyes on me, Caroline!" I open my eyes and watch him go down on me. His mouth nearing my heat and instantly, he starts sucking my clit softly. My eyes are wide and my mouth open, holding his gaze as he eats me out. My legs starting to thrash but he keeps them pinned down and further apart, exposing me more to his mouth. He warns "You can't cum now. I need to see your orgasm first." I nod my head in submission and smile at the fact that he wasn't slowing down. I didn't want him to. Not now, not yet.

I feel him enter a finger inside me, pumping me gently without moving his mouth from me. And then another digit. Two fingers inside and he curves hitting the spot as I moaned his name "Oh, Jax. Please don't stop." Pushing my hands in his hair, I pushed his head harder on my clit and he pumped me wildly. This was much better than my hand or the showerhead. Much better.

My back arched as I reached my climax, screaming his name "Jaxon!" As he pumped and suckled without stopping. He didn't stop until I orgasmed hard and came down from my climax and he didn't stop when my clit got sensitive. He didn't stop. He kept going, holding me down. I reached my second orgasm with tears of pleasure coming down my cheek as I screamed his name again and begged with nearly a whisper "Please. I can't-" and I came in his mouth.

He stops and climbs on top of me with a smile on his face. His chin glistening too. He kisses me and I taste myself on his lips as his fingers go back down rubbing my clit again. I scream against his mouth and he stops. My body stays limp as I try to catch my breath. He asks softly "Was this good enough?" He wiped the tear off my cheek "Is your desperation gone?" I chuckle "You weren't kidding when you said that I only have to tell you when I want it." He kisses me softly again "I never was. I'll do it again and as many times as you ask me to." The soft side of him was back. I look down at the bulge in his pants and I knew it was only fair if I help him too. I said, "Let me help you with that." But as I put my hand on his bulge, he grabs both of my wrists and I gasp. His grip was hard but not too hard. He looks down with his jaw clenched and then back at me with red eyes "You don't wanna go there now, Caroline. Not when I'm holding on to my sanity." He kissed my cheek with a smile "Thanks for the offer though." But I held him by his shoulder "So you would rather be in pain than lose your control?" He nods "I'd rather be in pain than lose my control and do something that you don't want me to." I say against his lips "You would never hurt me. Take them off."

I grab his slacks by the belt hoops and try to pull them down. He lifts his waist and I pull it down his legs. His bulge was too evident in his tight grey boxer. I straddle his lap but staying on my knees. I kiss his forehead, going down his nose and then his lips. Kissing him softly as I lower myself down on his manhood. His shivers as he rests his head on my chest but I began grinding myself on him. The only thing keeping us apart was the thin fabric of his boxer, nothing else. I hold his face between my hands and whisper "I know you want this just as much as I do." He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulls me down harder on him, my clit rubbing against his manhood as he makes me grind harder on him. He shivers and leans his head back against the headboard behind him. His eyes closed as I watch his jaw clench, holding in a moan. I wrap my arms around his neck, pulling him into a kiss as he moans my name against me "Caroline." His eyes flickering bright red. I feel him rubbing my clit as I grind harder. Our mouths open as we reach closer to our sweet orgasm. I don't stop. I hold myself because I wanted him to cum first but the way he was rubbing my clit, I knew he wanted to cum together. And I didn't object to it.

He shuddered under me and let out a deep growl, his canine extending. I kiss his lips, not minding his sharp teeth at all. And seconds later he howls a moan of pleasure as do I. His canines back to his normal teeth and red eyes back to his normal brown ones. He wraps his arms tighter around me and pulls me into a hug and I lie against his chest with my eyes closed. Exhausted yet happy.

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