Hey, my name is Rockie, quite an awkward name for a girl, don't you think? Yeah I know that really well, like what were my parents thinking when they gave me that name "rocks". I get mocked at school, they say I look like a rock.

Ok, to start it all, I know you know me, to come to think of it, it's only my name you know. I'm a 15 year old girl with zero social communication but not with animals. I sometimes think I can understand them. I love to believe even if I know it can be real I just love doing it

This is November 15 2020, going shopping with my mother as usual I think she has low..... never mind. Have you ever wondered if it's you that doesn't have friends or it's just friends that don't have you, I surely know the answer to every question except my life awkward isn't it. Someone once told me this, a very literary word I just had to put down.

Do you have a best friend?
Do you want to have a best friend?
Are you best friend someone else?

5 years have passed and I've been able to answer just the first two questions " no and yes" . Come on how am I to know if I'm a friend to somebody else when no one wants me as a friend. Do you know what they call me? they call me weirdo. Yeah I remember her name now, the one who told me that saying her name is pride and I love her very much.

It's exactly 10:00 at night and my mom is going to come matching upstairs to check if I'm still up, but I just hide my diary under my pillow when she's gone I continue, but it's like she already knows my plan. I can't believe tomorrow is Monday, I enjoyed my holiday. I usually don't like the first day of school but Mom insists I go, huh! Mother's right? always so.....