It was comforting knowing he was there,

Without ever looking over to check.

And now, without looking, I know

He's gone now.

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I always felt like I was watching him in a movie

But I think that one of the reasons I did so less often

Is because whenever I did watch him in a movie, I always saw his eyes staring right back

At me, seeing me to the core.

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And now it feels so strange to feel like my core could be now invisible to his human form.

He was in that entourage that was always in my head

All the time, always reminding me.

I can't tell you what.

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I didn't mind him seeing me from the screen like that

I just minded how it felt to know I was human.