Prince John P.O.V
I was sitting on my bed staring at the ceiling I was thinking 'how did I survive?, WHY did I survive?' yeah I know how can the horrible Prince John almost die? But I wasn't mean when I was little the meanness is to cover my real emotions so no one asks me about my past because behind the evil plans and the evilness there lies a LOT of secrets, one of my biggest secrets is that I was a mistake to my parents I was abused everyday it was either being thrown into the stone wall or being hit in the ribs with a iron bar, now I'm extremely flexible because over the years I broke so many bones that I can bend more than Robin Hood and his band can it doesn't hurt me and I don't have to worry about being abused anymore since my parents are dead and I'm the one who killed them but didn't mean to kill them on purpose I was just protecting myself and my older brother Richard, since that day I remember seeing so much blood pouring onto the ground I was crying and Richard was hugging me saying
"Don't feel bad you saved us"
I wanted to believe him but I can't, the pain of killing them still haunts me in my dreams I don't want to live anymore I don't want to be in this world everyday I'm scared that Richard will get killed that Robin will get killed, yeah I care about Robin ok don't judge me, I don't want anyone hurt it just be memories of what mistake I made I don't want to hurt anyone again. It doesn't help that the only way I managed to kill my parents was because I found a book which contained dark magic so I'm half demon now the demons that make me a demon are really friendly so I let them explore the village with no one seeing them but I just wish that I was never born that I wasn't alive, by now there are tears streaming down my face, I close my eyes and then open them go to my drawer and take out the blade I used to kill my parents and to self harm as well and ran out of the castle as quickly and quietly as I could not soon after I was in the forest I banged my head on a branch but I didn't care I rolled up my sleeves and started cutting myself then I saw a dark figure far away from me then I stood up and ran I felt a throbbing pain in my head and everything going darker the last thing I saw was Robin and then I blacked out.
Robin POV
Me, Tuck and Little John when to gather berries we all split up and went in different directions the way I went I heard fast footsteps as if someone was running I took out my bow and got ready to attack I then saw Prince John running and slowly slowing down I walked towards him and was about to ask him if he was ok but he passed out, luckily I caught him I felt something on my hand and I gently put Prince John in my arms and looked at my hand it was blooded my eyes widened he must have hit his head, he was getting colder every minute so I ran to the den where Little John and Tuck were already and also Marian and Scarlet
"Why are you carrying Prince John" Scarlet asked me
"I was collecting berries when I saw him running, but then he passed out he must have hit his head because I have my whole had blooded" we all looked at each other then I saw that a part of his top was darker I put him on my hammock and rolled up his sleeve his arm had cuts everywhere I showed the others
"Those cuts happened not long ago so either someone attacked he or he....."
"Self harms" Prince John said as he woke up our eyes widened
"I'm depressed that's why I self harm and don't ask why I'm depressed because I won't talk" he then jumped up and ran of the tree and landed on the ground and I think he ran back to the castle.
Prince Johns POV
I can't believe they saw my cuts I'm such a failure, they'll probably tell the whole village and everyone would laugh at me because I was depressed just like my parents. After I reached the castle I ran upstairs into my bedroom jumped on my bed and closed my eyes I could feel the tears violently from my eyes not soon after I fell asleep. I hope I die in my sleep.