Triggers: Full body shock, Ambulances, Hospitals, Suicide Mention

Nurses pilled into the room and took Virgil from Roman's arms and Roman cried into Patton's chest. The nurses called an ambulance to come and help Virgil and keep him stable. His body went into a shock since he was so young and he had been doing drugs for awhile. Withdrawal is a very dangerous and risky thing and the nurses, Virgil, and Roman knew this would happen.
"Hey Hun. You can ride in the ambulance with Virgil if you would like. I know how much he means to you." His nurse said.
"Thank you." Roman said.
"You two can come along as well." The nurse said gesturing toward Logan and Patton who were sat on the bed.
"It's okay, I'll stay." Patton said.
"Me too." Logan said.
"Okay. If you want to leave at any time to see him ask me and I'll drive you two okay?" The nurse said.
"Alright." Logan said.

Roman packed a bag of some essentials since he knew he would be spending a lot of time in the hospital. He went into the ambulance as it started to drive away. He grabbed a stool and sat next to Virgil and held his hand.
"He's a fighter y'know." A paramedic said.
"I know. It's what I love most about him." Roman said.
"You're not his brother are you?" He said.
"No sir. I'm his boyfriend." Roman said.
"Okay, we've seen cases like this before. He'll be fine. He's in a withdrawn caused shock since his body is so used to having drugs in his system and now that he hasn't had that for a couple weeks, basically his body is freaking out and shut down. He should be up in a couple days." The medic said.
"A couple days?! I need him up now!" Roman yelled.
"I get it. If this were my wife or even my child I would be in the state you would be in. I just need you to take a deep breath and he'll be up before you know it. Trust me." He said.
"Um. Thank you." Roman said as he started to take exaggerated breaths to help himself.

Virgil was raced into a room and all the doctors looked at Roman.
"Do you know what drugs he did?" They asked him.
"Uhhh. He said um... Weed, LSD I think , Crack Cocaine, Heroin, and Ecstasy. I could be wrong but I feel like I remember that." Roman responded.
"Do you know the dosage?" The doctor asked him.
"No sir. I met him in rehab." Roman said.
"What were you in rehab for?" Another doctor asked.
"Hypersexuality." Roman responded.
"Okay, while you're here. Just so we can do something while you're here. It will be free of charge. Why don't we have a Andrologist check you out? Just to be safe." The doctor said.
"O-okay." Roman said.

The Andrologist walked into the room and walked Roman to a separate room. He sat in a chair and Roman sat on the bed.
"So Roman, how you feeling today." He asked.
"Not great." Roman said.
"Why?" He asked.
"M-my boyfriend, is in withdrawn shock and I can't do anything about it." Roman said breaking down and his voice breaking into a strain.
"I'm sorry sir. So you are gay correct?" He asked.
"Y-yes." Roman responded wiping away his tears.
"So were you receiving the sex or giving the sex?" He asked.
"Usually receiving." Roman responded.
"Can you orgasm and still feel it or can you not?" He asked.
"I can't feel like anymore. I faded away for a while and then it just completely went away. I don't know until I cum." Roman said.
"Okay. And while you're ejaculating, is it a lot or a little?" He asked writing stuff on paper.
"I...don't really pay attention." Roman said.
"That's fine. Roman, I think you have have some severe nerve damage in your penis and or your prostate. You may have limited semen left as well. Which is okay considering you're gay and if you really want biological kids your partner can be the sperm donor. Just be careful, very careful. Don't engage in sexual activities for...I'm going to say another year or so. Is that okay?" The doctor asked.
"Yeah, totally." Roman said.
"Let's get you back to Virgil okay?" He asked.
"Mhm." Roman hummed.

Roman grabbed a chair and pulled it up next to Virgil. He just watched him like a creepy stalker. That thought caused Roman to chuckle through his tears. He saw a ukulele in the corner and he grabbed it. He grabbed it and started to play the first song that came to memory. I had nothing to do with their situation at all but it would definitely fill the silence.
He grabbed it and started playing.

It's a small town
Word gets around
And travels in circles
Through hoops over hurdles
Everyone's careless
They talk about our mess
They don't care how it hurts me
Must think it was easy
They say you have a new love
I'm happy for you love
I just don't wanna meet her
Are you gonna keep her
Cause I don't wanna see you with her
I don't wanna see her face
Resting in your embrace
Her feet standing in my place
I don't wanna see you moved on
I don't think that I'm that strong
It hasn't been that long
Since I was the one on your arm
I don't like being sober
That's when it hits me it's over
Although it was my choice
I can't shake your calm voice
Saying you found one
That makes you feel as strong
And helps you through hard times
'Cause that job was once mine
They say you have a new love
I'm happy for you love
I just don't wanna meet her
Are you gonna keep her
'Cause I don't wanna see you with her
I don't wanna see her face
Resting in your embrace
Her feet standing in my place
I don't wanna see you moved on
I don't think that I'm that strong
It hasn't been that long
Since I was the one on your arm
I don't wanna see you with he
I don't wanna see you with her
'Cause I don't wanna see you with her
I don't wanna see her face
Resting in your embrace
Her feet standing in my place
I don't wanna see you moved on
I don't think that I'm that strong
It hasn't been that long
Since I was the one on your arm
'Cause I don't wanna see you with her

After he strummed the last chord he had even more tears in his eyes even thinking about Virgil with someone else or away from him. He had never felt so strongly for anyone outside of his own family. The thought of a life without Virgil was a life he didn't want to live.
"Please wake up soon. I don't know what I would do without you. I can't stand the thought of a life without you. I love you too much for this. I want you to just come through the door and come back to rehab with me where we can have dates in our room and cuddle while watching Musical bootlegs and movies together. I love you so much, I can't believe this is even happening right now. Please. Just wake up baby, wake up. Are you going to wake up? No, I don't think so. Just know, if you were to die. I wouldn't be mad. I would find a way for us to be together, even if that meant I would have to kill myself. No one else would care anyway except maybe my mom, Logan and Patton but they are non-existant compared to the light you bring in my life. Save your strength and stay alive." Roman sang the end as he ran his fingers through Virgil's purple hair. Virgil's heart rate started to dangerously slow down. He pressed the nurse button rapidly as more tears came out of his eyes.

A/N: Soooo, as you all know I went to New York. I'm going to share some pictures with you all.

My Hotel View:

Probably My favorite thing I bought (the pants) and yes I was on a train all day of course I look like a mess 😂

DEAR EVAN HANSEN!!!

Classic NY cheesecake bc I'm a cake junkie

BE MORE CHILL!! Not the biggest fan but I'm glad I saw it!

Me and my mom go to New York about twice a year. Once in the winter and once in the summer. We don't even consider ourselves tourists anymore. Seriously, I know so much about New York it's ridiculous. If you are planning to go, you can always ask me a couple questions if you don't know what to do or what it's like. Anyway sorry for leaving you on that cliffhanger but I should be back to my normal posting schedule so stay tuned for that 😁