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Letter; Part 2

You make me feel things
Positive emotions
Ones that only get complicated and frustrating when I think about it too much.

But hey
At least I've figured out how to talk about this.
Writing poems that have no destined day
For you to see them.

Maybe one day you will read these.
Maybe you won't.
But they are here
Out in the open.

Junior year is almost over.
I've written 30 poems for you so far.
Next year maybe there will be more,
Maybe there won't.

We'll just have to see.

But until then,
Here are my thoughts and feelings I've had for you.
Here are my moments of clarity, of confusion, of fear, of bravery.
Here are my heart and soul.

And if you are reading this
Then I have trusted you with my entire being.
Because you seriously have no idea how much you drove me crazy this year.

Dear AR,

"Kaleidoscope eyes sparkle at the world
My emerald city downtown girl
In the sickness of you
I'm just a white blood cell, fighting like hell for you"

(Kaleidoscope Eyes, Panic! at the Disco)


xo, Ro Wilder

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