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Levi wasn't one known to ever hold any form of love in his life. 

He never dated. 

He never did one night stands. 

He never flirted. 

He never took interest in anyone. 

He never thought over love, not anymore than an unwanted passing thought that'd be thrown out of his brain as soon it came around. 

But that didn't mean he didn't hold any rumours over his love life. 

He was humanity strongest. 

He was the captain of the survey corps, known by both soldiers and civilians. 

He was a hero, a dark knight that was nothing like the charming princes all were told as children. 

He was the devil, a demon and he was everyone dream man to want. 

So, everyone tried gaining his attention. 

Everyone wanted him. 

Everyone tried flirting. 

Everyone tried every dirty move to try and be touched by him, even the lame pretending to trip before him plays. 

Everyone tried flirting with him. 

Everyone tried asking him out for a drink or walk. 

Everyone tried to woo him enough to simply gain a single glance by him. 

But they never did.

Leaving rumours to be made up, for someone to brag over something that never even happened just to gain a better standing in their social life. 

Of course, Levi never once cared for any rumours involving his name.

But he at least knew none were true. 

Well, that was a lie. 

He did hold a love life.

He held someone precious in his heart. 

Someone he in fact did love. 

But he just couldn't tell anyone who .. mostly out of fear over losing her if the world knew over them. 

So, mostly a demanding favour asked by him, they stayed silent over their relationship.

A horrible thing to ask from the one he loves who only wants to have a family, to have a family that wouldn't be stolen away from her like everyone else she's ever loved. 

He couldn't promise to stay by her side forever but he could promise to always give his heart to her and her alone, no matter how many years pass. 

But that didn't stop her from being possessive over him and if he told the truth, he rather liked her possessive side. He found it cute and he only felt more giggly over the fact that she was so possessive over him. He knew some might be spooked or found it creepy but her possessive side wasn't stalkerish, it was just her proving his frightened she was over losing him one day, proving just how much she loves him. 

Why wouldn't he love knowing such a thing every time she get's possessive over him. 

It proved how much she cared for him.

It proved that she needed him as much as he needed her. 

It proved that .. she wasn't going to walk away one day and leave him all alone after finally gaining a reason to live for once again. 

But he'd admit that possessive side sometimes became very dangerous for his chances of survivor. 

"Is it true?" Hanji excitedly asked from where they sat in the food hall, sitting in the higher ranking table like always. Erwin and Mike yet to join them as the two were collecting their own trays of whatever tonight meal was meant to be. 

"Is what true?" Levi tiredly asked as it was always during meals that the crazy titan lover cornered him with her many, many and never ending questions over any and all rumours directed towards him. 

"You slept with that fresh cadet, the one with the huge tits that out do some of the titans" Hanji blurted out without any fitter and creepily touching up her own chest as if he'd need a physical clue over what she was hinting towards. 

The food hall had never been more silent than it had in that single moment. All heads snapped towards their table, awaiting to hear confirmation or rejection over said rumour. Levi gulped, a deadly shiver forcing it's way up his spine as his danger sense tingled.

"Four-eyes, listen very carefully because we both end up beheaded. That rumour is bullshit" Levi lowly answered as he looked towards a trembling back just over Hanji shoulder. 

"Are you sure? From all the descriptions added to the rumour, it sounds rather true. You don't have to worry over acting your rank, it's just us talking right now. Plus, this fresh cadet is on everyone fuck list .. everyone begging for a taste. Apparently you were the very first to win her over and pull her under the covers of your bed. She took you from one hell of a ride before you acted dominate and took over. Making her scream out to god for mercy over how good you we-" Hanji ranted back without thinking, a huge goofy grin on her lips as she started pointing out the facts told to her when overhearing the rumour from a few soldiers. Her sentence was cut off as a butter knife was wedged into the wall behind Levi, rather close to his ear and half an inch closer .. it would have went through his skull. 

"I give you my word that I never once laid a single hand on her. Those rumours are bullshit and unless someone wants to die, said rumours will never be spoken again" Levi promised completely serious, true fear in his eyes as he glanced to the knife sent as a single warning over the topic. 

"Was that knife always wedged into the wall?" Hanji innocently asked as she tilted her head to the side and stared at the knife. 

"Y-Yeah" Levi shakily breathed out, glancing over the crazed captain head towards the person he knew was to blame. 

"Huh? I didn't notice before" Hanji muttered back before shaking her head and going back to eating her meal. 

Levi quickly finished his meal before leaving the food hall, deciding to simply return to his office and finish up the last of his paperwork. Sniffing at his teacup to make sure nothing was added to it while he was out before making himself some earl grey tea. 

Slowly drinking it as he worked and glancing towards the door every few seconds as he expected an visitor. But they never arrived, leaving him more disappointed than relieved. Finishing up early for once and locking his office before heading to the staff kitchen and washing up his cup and tea pot. 

He glanced around, searching for a certain someone expecting them to walk him to his room to make sure no one else was waiting inside of it. But still .. no sign of them making him frown. He headed back to his room alone, still looking over his shoulder in case they decided to follow along with a distance to check he didn't return with anyone else. But still .. he never once saw them. 

Reaching his room and not helping but smile as he saw them awkwardly standing by his door. Head sucked low in shame and guilt over how they acted as they always were after lashing out without thinking. 

He still always found it adorable. 

Walking over and slipping his room key out, unlocking it before lacing their hands together. Not caring if anyone saw for once and pulling her into his room. Locking his door behind them and slipping of his shoes, watching as they did the same. 

Releasing their hands before heading over to get out of his uniform, whistling at them to do the same and they did. He slipped into one of his nightshirts and trousers, slipping into his side of the double bed, gifted to all who held ranks. 

His eyes staring over the one person that he found to be so pulchritudinous.

Watching as they slipped on the set of pyjamas kept hidden in his wardrobe for the nights they'd cuddle up and fall asleep in each other arms. Never going further than kissing or cuddling since they both promised to wait until marriage before ever joining their bodies as once.

It was their retirement plan.

To be married and live someone peaceful.

Maybe have a child or two if they're able to have some but knowing they might miss out on such a blessing in life.

He'd help with their garden, growing vegetables just like she was grown up to seeing outside their window as child. They won't have a full farm but they'd grow enough to live on and maybe sell some at the closest market. 

He wasn't enjoying the thought of getting muddy each and every day but .. he enjoyed growing something with his own hands, to creature life with his stain hands by her side. He wanted the pleasant achievement over a victory that meant not having to kill anyone or anything with his hands. 

Growing a plant or too, he knew he wouldn't be any good at it at first but they'd teach him and if he was really bad at it .. he'll simply watch the one he loves grow them instead. He just .. he wanted to live in the middle of nowhere and find peace with them where they could be happy together.

No longer stand as hero's but simply .. husband and wife. 

They'd hold their scars, their past never being forgotten but their future would be left for them to figure out and unfold without anyone ruining it for them. 

Husband and Wife, he really loved the sound over it. 

His eyes leaving from where she was dressed in her nightdress, his oversized shirt he use to wear to fill with his scent for them to use during the nights after a rather harsh and heart breaking expedition. But now, they wore it as part of their nightdress.

His gaze landing on the bedside table bedside him, two rings wrapped up in his mother old handkerchief in the drawer. The same rings that once belonged to the one he loves parents, seems the rings were taken off by the kidnappers that killed them and the police passed them over to the doctor who took in his love one. The doctor who never got to pass them over but seems the bratty brother knew over them and was the one holding onto them for them before. 

Now, he held them in secret and knowing he'd use the same rings as their own. 

His own mother couldn't bless their marriage just like their parents couldn't anymore, but this way .. they'd be apart of their marriage in some form. Just like his mother hand mirror will be kept safety tucked away in their shared house one day. 

"I chose you, Mikasa. I would never want anyone but you in my life as my lover" He spoke his answer as he felt her sit on the edge of the bed, earning him to scoot more towards the centre to give her space. 

"But she's pretty" She argued back, a hand pressed to each side of his shoulders stopping him from scooting any further away from her. 

"And you are gorgeous" He admitted without even having to think over it because he knew just how irresistible and marvellous she was. She was the one to steal away his heart after all. 

"No, I'm not. She's pretty and has everyone bewitched by how appealing she is. She's got the body that all women dream to have and the body that all men drool over. I've never cared over my own looks or appearance but even I know I'm no match against her" She muttered back in a small voice, lowering her gaze and blindly staring at his chest as she knew truly thought she wasn't any good. 

It pained him to see her so .. vulnerable.  

"Mikasa, you are beautiful. You're smart, stubborn, powerful and one of the most breath taking person I know. I just wish you could see yourself through my eyes" He promised gently, sliding his hands up her sides and stopping just under her armpits as his warm and honest gaze never broke from her unshielded gaze. 

"You really do love me?" She asked helpless, needing to be told that he truly did and she hadn't made the whole thing up in her head. 

"I do, with all my heart" He answered was pure love in his eyes as he used his god given strength to lift her up just enough for him to sit up and place a sweet kiss to her lips. Passing on just how he felt when he knew no word could describe how much he loved her. 

"But I have an ugly body. I've worked my body too much and I'm a beast when it comes to fighting now. I've got more abs than most men in this camp. My chest is more pecks than boobs and whenever I flex, my biceps stand out more than my gluts. The only part of my body isn't mostly muscle is my quads, I've still got chubby thighs no matter how much I work out" She sniffed back as she leaned her forehead to his, closing her eyes as she felt herself tearing up and her throat closed up on her a few times. She feared that if she opened her eyes, he'd be taken from her just like everyone else she deeply cared for. She's had to face with Eren being kidnapped so much and Armin life always being danger .. she couldn't lose him .. he was the only one to always return her no matter what life had thrown towards them both. 

"Mikasa, I love every inch for you and if I only ever loved your body .. our relationship would never have survived this long. You're such a stubborn brat that loves to push my buttons. I would have never survived your personality if I had ever only loved your body. But I don't, I love both your outside appearance and your inside appearance. Plus, I love your chubby thighs .. they're always catching my eyes whenever your wearing your straps. And it's also rather hot knowing my girlfriend is more badass than any other man around .. it's a proud feeling knowing that no one could ever flex like you do" He spoke up, his eyes humorous as he knew he'd never have survived being with her if he didn't fall in love with all her imperfections that only became perfections in his eyes as time passed by. Smirking as he slipped in a few points over what he did find rather attraction and how proud he was to be the one to hold her heart when she clearly could have any other guy in her life.   

"I prefer it when you flex" She admitted shyly, opening her eyes and glancing to the side while her cheeks heated up. 

"And I do" He reminded her with a shit eating grin. 

"I know, I make sure to always be in view when you do" She shamefully replied as she turned her glance back to his gaze. She had a feeling he always knew she was watching whenever he stretched or "accidently" flex since she's noticed him do a little more often in an expedition than he did before they started dating. She wasn't against it of course, she loved her eye candy. 

"Why do you think I only flex when I know your close by" He smugly shot back as he always enjoyed the few times he could show off or gain her full attention on him. He knew over how many drooled and stared at her and he loved being the only one who gain her gaze by a simple movement. 

"I love you" She confessed with a giggly smile. 

"Just my body or all of me? Because I can be self conscious too" He asked playfully, raising an eyebrow as he wanted to try turning the tables on her. 

"I know, I find it cute whenever you think ill over yourself since it means I get to prove you wrong over it all. I love showing you the man I see" She admitted with a soft smile, her arms loosely wrapped around his neck while his hands stayed resting on her lower back. 

"We're both broken, Mikasa. One way or another, we're broken but we glue back perfectly together as one. Without you, I'll hold no air in my lung. Don't ever think I'd chose someone who wasn't you because I wouldn't survive without you anymore" He reminded her as he leaned forward, placing a kiss to her forehead before pulling her over to his lap and trapping her as his arms snaked around her. 

"I'm sorry for throwing a knife at you and for threatening the cadet linked to those rumours" She apologised, resting her head ontop of his as they cuddled. 

"What did you do?" He worriedly asked as he didn't want to find a reported incident on his desk first thing in the morning. 

"I didn't physically hurt her .. just gave my own warning without showing my presence. She's never going to even think about you again" She mumbled back, no regret or guilt in her eyes over what she did to the poor fresh cadet. 

"I love how cling you are sometimes. No one can threat a person like you do" He admitted, in pure bliss over how demonic she can be. 

"I learnt from the best" She giggled back, pressing a kiss to his cheek. 

"No, I'm the best at physically torturing someone. But your mind games, I pass my crown over to you for them" He proudly announced, already knowing he was no match for her and loving it.