Side Note: Just some .. depressed or low moods drabbles I've had saved on here for some time now. 

https://youtu.be/Ir0JPXBr440

If you could relive a day, be it in the past, future or now .. what day would you live?

Me: A day when I held my childhood innocent, living a lie that I had yet to learn over it being a lie. To see the world, before learning over so many truths. I want to live .. a single day .. where I felt true happiness by a single doll that protected me from the world .. I would live that day, once more and cherish it so much more. I just want to feel .. something more than pain and hurt .. even for a day, I want to feel human

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"Only music can help me to express my feelings. But I admit, its really hard, I want to cry but I can't. I'm just hurt inside and feel someone stabbing my heart and it breaks damn into pieces"

Sometimes, sadly, that just means you've got no more tears left to cry.Until months or maybe even years later, they'll come flooding out again

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They call us weak when we cry, but

They call us cold when we have no more tears left to cry

We break until we're so broken, we're left being nothing more but numb.

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Roses are dead

Violets are dying

Outside im smiling

But inside im crying

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How can you wish upon a star when they no longer shine for you.

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How do you reach for the sky when the moonlight no longer reaches you.

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I only wanted to be happy. 

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Love is the most dangerous weapon to be born.

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Why was I given born if I only feel pain.