About a month later I found out why I was fucked up that night. Someone had slipped the drug into my drink- but the drug took some time to kick in, and the person assumed I hadn't drank the drink. They found out who it was, and they got arrested.

I was fully recovered, and was able to jump straight back into making videos. I haven't seen Simon since then. Josh apologised for his behaviour towards me and I forgave him.

I still missed Simon, of course I did, but it was better we were apart.

I finish booking my flight, printing off my boarding passes and putting them on top of my suitcase.

I was going to America, to LA actually, to start a new life. Josh had supported my decision- JJ got angry though, saying it was too far. Vik said he'd miss me, but that we would still talk often and that he would have an excuse to visit LA more.

I had sold or gave away most my furniture and I had already packed and sent the things I wanted sent over to the airport. I just had to get the rest of my things and myself over to America. I fly in two days time- today I was having a leaving party which was being hosted upstairs, in JJ's penthouse.

I'd decided on some ripped black skinny jeans, my Adidas Superstars and a white crop top. I leave my hair down and just apply simple makeup. It wasn't going to be a massive party- just me and the boys and the girls.

I was obviously going to miss everyone, but I would miss Simon the most, I already miss him tremendously, but when I'm halfway around the world, its going to be even worse- but eventually, I'll get over him.

I head up the elevator to JJ's penthouse and I knock the door. JJ lets me in, giving me a huge hug. Everyone else was already here and I made sure to hug everyone at least once. I notice one person isn't here- Simon.

Cal and Harry had brought the alcohol and Kylie and Maggie had laid out the food. I spend most my night with the 6 boys that made my life perfect. It's about 1am when Simon comes through the door. He slumps straight down beside Harry who was sitting with Kylie on his lap. He looks across at me, and I look away quickly, my eyes find Vik who looked rather lonely and out of place here in this atmosphere.

He gives me a soft smile and I return the gesture. I missed him. I really, really missed him, but what he did could not be forgiven.

"Hey we should get a massive group photo?" Cal asks and we all get together, Cal sets up the camera to take the photo and we all get in a group. I stand between Josh and Vik and we smile.

The photo takes and then Callux goes round taking photos of me with other people.

I get to Simon and he puts his arm round my shoulder and my hand goes round his waist.

"Smile," Cal says and I smile widely, Simon smiles that beautiful half smile and Cal snaps the photo.

Afterwards I say thank you to Cal and he walks off to take photos of everyone else.

"So, LA huh?" Simon asks and I nod.

"Its whats best," I mumble and he shakes his head.

"Whats best for us is us being together, Lise," He says, attempting to take my hand, but I step back.

"You lost the privilege of calling me Lise when you fucked that other woman," I say and he looks away and back.

"That was a mistake, I love you, Lise," He says and I shake my head.

"I'm sorry, but I can't," I say and I turn away, walking towards Josh and JJ who were talking to Maggie and Freya.

"Whats up? Has that prick said something to you?" Maggie asks when I get to them.

"No," I mumble and she shakes her head.

"I wish you'd just tell me what happened between you two?" Maggie asks and I shake my head.

"One day, its not right to tell you know," I say and I make the comment open, so I'm talking to all 4 of them.

Kylie was the only one who knew about Simon. I explained it all to her over vodka and tequila.

JJ, Freya, Josh and Maggie all smile.

"Don't worry, we understand," Josh says and I nod, smiling.

I turn and walk towards Cal, he was talking to Chip and Harry, Kylie clinging to Harry like her life was in danger.

"Hey guys," I smile and Cal puts his arm round me.

Simon walks over and glances at Cal's arm round me and I smile at Chip.

"I'm happy you're going for your own benefit," Chip says, "You'll love it out there,"

"Thanks Chip, I'll come back at some point, I just need some exploring time," I say and Cal hugs me.

"You'll love it," He says and he kisses my forehead.

"Thanks Cal," I smile and I look at Simon.

"Guys, I love you all, but I've gotta get some sleep!" I call and everyone comes over, giving me huge hugs. Kylie starts crying and Freya gets teary eyed.

"Look after Joshua for me," I say and thats what makes the tears spill.

"I will, I promise," Says Freya, hugging me for a second time.

I thank everyone, hugging the 7 boys that changed my life yet again.

Afterwards, I head down in the elevator to my apartment.

I open the door and head inside.

I flop out on the sofa and then I hear the door knock.

"One minute!" I call, getting up and heading to the door. I open it up and see Simon.

"Whats up?" I ask and I invite him inside.

"I wanted to come and change your mind," He says and I shake my head.

"You can't," I remind him, leading him to sit down on the sofa.

"If you were seriously not in love with me you would have taken off the necklace and the ring," He says and I sigh.

"You should learn to be less cocky," I say and he chuckles.

"I apologise," He says, holding up his hands.

"The only thing is, is that you're right, I do love you, and I'm leaving London, leaving England, in order to fall out of love with you," I say and he takes my hand.

"But I said sorry, I explained why I did it-"

"Thats not enough for me. I'm sorry, Si, but its not," I mumble and he gives me a small smile.

"You called me Si," He marvels and I roll my eyes.

"I'm going to bed, so you have to leave," I say and he reaches out and grabs my hand.

"Let me stay," He says and I look away.

"Why?" I ask and he looks into my eyes.

"Because I want one last night with you," He says and I give him a soft smile.

"Fine," I mumble and he smiles wider.

I walk into the bedroom and I find myself some pyjamas.

"Do you mind if I wear just boxers?" He asks and I laugh.

"Thats fine," I say and I pull off my clothes. Simon had seen me undressed before, it didn't bother me.

"Oh..." He mutters when he leaves the bathroom, his clothes in his hand.

I look him up and down and then look at the bed.

"Si-" I say and he walks forwards, pressing his lips on mine.

I kiss him back.

I had to, I needed that kiss.

He moves his hands, lifting me up by the backs of my thighs and I kiss him harder.

"I missed you," I mumble and he smiles.

"I missed you too," He whispers as he moves us to my bed.

He places me down lightly, taking off my bra swiftly.

I pull his lips back to mine and harshly bite his lips.

"I love you," He says and I look into his eyes.

"I love you too, Simon Minter,"

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Ooooo ONE CHAPTER LEFT LADS.

I have the prequel and sequel all organised now.

The Prequel will be called: Chimera

The Sequel will be called: Elysium

I hope you guys like the new covers for my books, I really like them!

Thanks for reading!

~KatnissBajanCanadian❤️