SIMON

"Thank you for everything," She says into the camera, "Without your guys incredible support, I wouldn't be here right now, finishing my packing for LA. I also have 7 special boys to thank for my amazing journey right here in London," 

She takes a second, clicking something on her computer before she looks back to the camera. 

"Ethan, you have been an amazing friend, so supportive and caring and you were more like a brother to me. I've loved our laughs and our inside jokes about the other boys, and I'm going to miss you, and your laugh," She chuckles, taking a deep breath. 

"Tobi, you have to be one of the kindest guys there is, you don't argue with anyone, you listen to everyone and you care about everything. You're too nice for your own good, but I like that about you. You have been there for me too many times, and I will always remember that, because thats what counts. Thank you Tobi and look after Maggie for me," Her tone is a little softer. 

"Harry, you have to be one of the most hilarious and open people I know. I appreciate you for who you are, and I know the feeling is mutual. Thank you for pulling pranks with me and for being hilariously awesome throughout these years, you treat me like a sister, and I'm glad you and Kylie finally got over yourselves and admitted your feelings for each other because you're both too cool for yourselves, so you have each other. Double trouble, am I right?" 

"Vik, you're so nice too, and I think you need to sleep more, and we've had so many arguments over you not sleeping enough. And I'm going to miss that. I'm going to miss our deep conversations at 5am in the morning because we both can't sleep. I want to play minecraft with you when you're bored and I want to make you cups of tea or coffee in order to help you stay awake even if I want you to sleep. You're one of the most hardworking of the boys, and you make sure the videos are there. You are always there for the people around you, and that makes all the difference," 

"JJ, where do I even begin? You're like a cuddle monster! You make amazing music, so stop listening to the haters, they can't stop you from doing what you love. One day you'll find a girl who doesn't care about the money you make, or the house you live in or the car you drive, they'll appreciate you for you. You're an amazing guy, and a lot of people don't see that level of your personality because they don't want to, they want to see the guy you sometimes act like on YouTube, but thats not who you really are. JJ you're one of my best friends, and I'm going to miss your random hugs and random piggybacks and random screams at absolutely nothing, thank you for being there JJ, because it meant a lot," 

"Josh, my cousin and my best friend. You have been more like a brother to me than a cousin. You let me live in your house, you introduced me to YouTube when I needed something to take my mind off my problems, you're one of the biggest reasons why I'm still here today. You inspire me to continue. You are amazing, and I want everyone to tell you that, because sometimes I see it in your eyes, the sadness- but a little positivity goes a long way. Keep up the amazing work, Josh. Take more holidays, spend more time with Freya. She loves you, and sometimes I think you don't believe that fact, well I'm telling you she does, more than you're ever going to know. I love you too, and I thank you for being there when I needed you the most," 

"and finally, Simon. I don't know what to say really. I used to hate you. I still kind of do, obviously, and you know why. But you're still an awesome guy, I made loads of videos with you, and that made me see you differently. You are nice. You are talented. You are unique. You are hot. You are perfect. You make me smile, and thats something I needed more of. Arguing with you made my day, because it meant you noticed me, that you knew I was there. I thought you were just ignorant, I thought all you cared about was the money and the girls you got from YouTube, but I was wrong, and you proved me wrong. Those 7 days of going out for meals changed the way I looked at you. I no longer looked at you with hate. I looked at you with love," 

But the time she had finished speaking she had tears rolling down her eyes. She then turned off the camera, and the video ended. 

Much like Lise was, I was in tears too. I checked my watch, her flight was in 30 minutes time. 

I stand up, heading out my room. I travel downstairs and I pull my trainers on. I had to see her, I had to. 

I grab my car keys. 

"I'm going out!" I call, hearing a few mumbles as I shut the door behind me. It was cold out, I wish I had brought a coat. 

I get in my car and turn over the engine. 

I drive as fast as I can, pulling up outside the airport quickly. 

I head into the building, checking the flight lists as I run for the gate. 

I pick up the pace, pushing past groups of people heading on holiday. 

"I need to get through, I have to see my girlfriend, please?" I ask security and they look at each other and give me a simple nod. 

I head on through, my tears were finally starting to dry up as I got to the boarding area. 

I check the boards again, before I hear the announcement on the speakers: 

"Final boarding for London to LA," The woman says and I shake my head, sprinting as fast as I can to the gate, which luckily was pretty close. 

I run to the desk and the woman looks at me startled. 

"I need to get to my girlfriend, please, shes on that flight," I say and the woman bites her lip, looking at the other woman. 

"I'm sorry sir, we can't allow you to do that," She says and I roll my eyes. 

I shove past them both, running down the stairs quickly. 

I rush out onto the gravel runway, heading for the plane. 

"SIR! STOP RIGHT THERE!" I hear and I ignore them, running for the plane. 

I clamber up the steps, nearly falling over. 

"Elise?" I ask once I'm on board. 

Everyone looks startled, people tut, others whisper. 

"Elise please?" I ask and I scan the plane. 

Fuck, she wasn't here. 

"Simon? What're you doing?" It was her. 

I spin round, seeing her standing there. 

"Elise, thank god," I say and she shakes her head. 

"What're you doing on my plane?" She asks and I look round. 

"Any chance I can talk to you?" I ask and the flight attendant rolls her eyes. 

"No, the plane is already late for take off," She says and I look at Elise and back.

"Please? I need to talk to her about how much I love her," I say and the people on the plane all 'aw' or coo about my comment. 

"Ugh, make it quick," Says the flight attendant and I grab Elise's hand, pulling her down the stairs of the plane. 

"You can't go," I say and she shakes her head. 

"I have to, Simon," She says and I shake my head back. 

"I watched your video, you told me you loved me, so please, just stay here," I plead, begging her. 

"No," She says, pulling her hand away from me, "I'm going, its final," 

"But Lise," I whisper and she looks away. 

"I'm sorry," She says and she turns and walks to the top of the stairs. 

"You hate me, don't you?" I call and she turns round, her eyes filled with tears. 

"I don't hate you. In fact I love you, but loving you is killing me. So this is goodbye, even if I don't want it to be," 

fin 

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I'm crying. 

I can't even with myself tbh. 

Well guys, the sequel and the prequel will be coming out soon, the forewords for both of them are going up literally straight after this chapter is posted, so please do go and add them to your library/reading lists. 

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I love you all, and I hope you stick around for the prequel and sequel, and some of my other Sidemen books. 

Thank you. 

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