The sun burned my eyes as they flickered open, I'd left my hotel room curtains open last night. I turn off the alarm on my phone and yawn, sitting up. 

I stretch my arms and suddenly theres a knock at the door. 

I get up, shifting my vest so its straight. 

Behind the door is one of the hotel workers bringing me breakfast. 

"Thank you so much," I smile, looking at the delicious looking food. 

I take the tray from her and place it on my desk before grabbing my phone and camera. 

Simon and Vik had encouraged me to vlog the trip so I was going to do just that. 

"Good morning from Germany!" I laugh, filming out of my window before turning round the camera. 

"So, I just got up, hence the pyjamas, its day 2 of GamesCom now, and I'm going to eat, shower and head on down, I'll probably meet up with Simon on the way, because I think Josh, Freya and Tobi are going to be busy today," I say and I put my camera down on my desk and eat before heading for a shower and then getting dressed in a SDMN crop top that I'd had designed especially, a pair of high waisted skinny jeans and my Adidas Superstars. 

I grab my camera before shoving my phone in my pocket and I pick up my leather jacket as I head out the door. I knew I had all my stuff in my jacket from last night so I would be fine. I pull on my leather jacket, making sure I definitely have everything and I head off into the elevator. 

"Guys I am so bloody tired, like yesterday I was at the convention all day and me and the boys went out last night till like 2am and its now half 7 in the morning and I'm actually dying," I laugh as the elevator reaches the bottom floor. 

I head out, checking my phone. 

"So apparently Simon and Vik are already there, so I best get going," I laugh and I turn off the camera and power walk to the GamesCom venue. 

I arrive after like 20 minutes [probably the most inaccurate thing rn, i'm so sorry] and I pull out my camera. 

I get a few people waving to the vlog as I walk and a couple people ask for photos. I get a message from Simon telling me he's with Vik at the Battlefield area so I make my way there. 

I vlog my walk there and eventually I can see Simon standing watching everyone playing. I creep up behind him and I jump up behind him, wrapping an arm round his shoulder. 

"Holy shit, you scared the fuck out of me!" He says, turning round so my arm slips from his shoulders and I laugh. 

"And you filmed it?!" He asks and I smirk. 

"Bite me," I say, sticking out my tongue and he rolls his eyes. 

We watch Vik play for a bit before Simon asks if I wanted to grab lunch. 

Simon lets Vik know before he asks for my camera. I pass it over and he vlogs us for a bit before we head to a little area where they have food. We buy some sandwiches and find ourselves a seat. 

Simon films me for a minute, his eyes wide as he stares at the screen. I watch him, a small smile on my lips before I start laughing. 

"Give me my camera back you loser," I say, grabbing my camera. I film our food before turning it off. 

"You literally film everything," Simon says and I shrug. 

"People like to see what I'm up to," I say and Simon nods, eating a bit of his sandwich. 

My phone starts buzzing in my pocket and I pull it out to find Cal's calling. 

"Cal?" I ask and I can hear lots of shouting in the background. 

I roll my eyes, looking at Simon and then I get up, walking off. I find a quiet spot, listening to Cal ramble on about something or other that he did yesterday. 

"Yeah, thats cool Cal, but I'm kind of busy right now, babe," I say. 

"Oh, I'm sorry, I forgot that everything revolves around you," He says and I blink, confused. 

"Excuse me?" I ask, my voice cracks a little. 

"You heard me," He says and I look over towards Simon, he was tapping away at his phone. 

"Cal, call me when you're not hungover," I say and he sighs heavily. 

"How about you call me for once? All I've been seeing the last few days is photos of you and the others, photos of you and JJ, photos of you and Tobi and you and Vik and Simon and I even saw fucking Lachlan in a photo," 

"Because thats one of the reasons we're all here, to spend time together...I'm sorry I can't have other friends because I'm dating you," I snap, rubbing my temple. 

"Oh, fuck off then," He yells into the phone and I sigh. 

"Bye Callum," I say, hanging up. 

I stare at my phone for a moment, gobsmacked. 

I hardly had any time to register what happened before a boy and a girl came up to ask for a photo. 

I stand between them as they ask a passerby to take the photo. 

I give them a smile and they both thank me before heading off together. 

I breathe out deeply and turn on my heel walking over to Simon. 

"I have to go," I say and he looks at me, confused. 

"Wait, what happened? What did he say to you?" Simon asks as I pull on my leather jacket and grab my camera off the table. I shove my camera into my jacket pocket and I shake my head. 

"Lise," He says and I look up into his eyes. 

"What?" I ask, my eyes filling with tears. 

"What did he say to you?" He asks and I shake my head. 

"Its nothing, I just miss him," I lie before walking away. 

I have no idea  where I'm going, but I just keep walking, trying to hide my face. 

I eventually see a sign for the ladies bathroom so I head that way. 

Sobbing, I head into the restroom, moving past someone washing their hands and I step inside the cubicle. 

I close the toilet lid and sit down on it, breaking down completely. 

He just broke up with me over the phone for fuck sake. I grab tissues, wiping my eyes and nose, trying to control myself. 

I don't need Cal, I have 7 incredible boys who would travel to the moon and back for me. JJ would hug me, Ethan would laugh with me, Vik would sit with me and have deep conversations, Harry would rant with me, Tobi would listen to music with me, Josh would wipe away my tears and Simon...

Simon would lie with me under the stars, letting me cry into his chest until I had no tears left. Simon would hug me, laugh with me, have deep conversations with me, rant with me, listen to music with me and wipe away my tears. 

Thats when it hit me. 

I was never in love with Cal. 

Because I was already in love with, Simon Minter. 

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Thank you for reading. 

Holy shit. 

This chapter literally just flowed straight out of my mind. 

I can't even comprehend this chapter. 

This books actually fucked me up.

~KatnissBajanCanadian<3