It was now only a few days till Christmas, and Simon was going home for Christmas, and myself and Josh were going to his parents house, Vik was going up to Sheffield and JJ was going to his parents house.

Today Simon and Vik were leaving to head home so we were all spending time together- eating Dominos and messing about.

I was enjoying being with Simon, but the whole keeping it secret had been going on for 4 months now. The Upload Event was a massive success and I got to meet so many fans.

I'm still not talking to Cal as friends, but it doesn't bother me.

Maggie and Tobi are now living together and Harry and Kylie are still going strong.

It was all rather calm, and it made me happy how everyone was finally settled into a routine that made them want to keep doing it.

Over Christmas Freya would be coming to stay, so at least I had her to keep me company whenever Josh wasn't about.

JJ had put some music on not long ago so I was dancing, swirling round with JJ. Simon was attempting to dance while sitting on the sofa and Vik was giving him strange looks as he did so.

Eventually it was getting towards the time of Vik's train.

Josh drove us all to the train station and I gave Vik a huge hug, telling him to get some sleep while he's home and he smiles and tells me to have fun.

JJ gives him a hug too and I smile at how cute it looks. Simon and Josh then hug him too and I say a final goodbye to Vik. He boards the train and waves when it sets off.

I nearly start crying as the train pulls out the station and JJ gives me a hug, laughing.

"Don't worry, we'll all be back together before you know it," JJ smiles and I smile back at him.

"You're right," I say and JJ laughs.

"For once," He chuckles and I smile widely.

The drive home was awfully quiet, the only sound was Josh tapping his fingers on the steering wheel.

Once we get home I decide to head to my room to do some editing of my latest video which is a Christmas themed Q&A with everyone in the house. We did videos on everyone else's channel too which will come out one at a time as we get a day closer to Christmas.(idek if that makes sense)

"Yo, Lise?" I hear behind me so I spin my chair and see Simon in the doorway.

"Whats up Si?" I smile and he walks forwards and sits on my bed, facing me with a little wrapped present in his hand.

"Here, its a little something for Chrismas," He says and I smile.

"Thank you, Si," I say and he hands it to me.

"Well, actually, I got you something too," I say and he smiles.

I open the draw on my desk and take out the small wrapped gift.

"Here we go," I smile, handing it to him.

He smiles at me and I sit down next to him.

"Is that my hoodie?" He asks and I look away quickly, feeling my cheeks heat up.

"You're so cute when you're all embarrassed," He says, giving me a half smile.

"Shut up," I laugh and he smiles wider.

He presses his lips onto mine for a moment- its a sensation I could never get used to, and never want to lose.

"Merry christmas, baby girl," He whispers and I raise an eyebrow.

"Don't tell me you want me to start calling you daddy?" I ask and he winks at me.

"Get out," I laugh and he laughs too, looking at his gift.

"Can I open it now? I'm really curious?" He asks and I shake my head.

"Its a Christmas present, which means- spoiler alert- you open it on Christmas!" I say and he rolls his eyes.

"I hate you," He chuckles and I smile.

"I love you too," I whisper, catching his eyes.

"Lise, I want you to know, that I think you're the missing piece to my puzzle," He says and I smile, feeling a little giddy.

"And you're the perfect person to complete me," I say and he kisses me again, more firmly this time, more meaningfully.

"I love you so much, and I'm going to miss you so much," He says and I smile.

"Its only a week," I whisper and he nods, "I love you too, Si,"

"I best go finish packing my bag," He says, kissing my forehead softly.

"You have fun with that," I laugh and as he stands up to go I reach forwards and smack his ass.

"Don't push your luck, Daniels," He says and I roll my eyes.

"Oh, I've wanted to do that for so long," I mimic him- its funny we remembered this months after the conversation first happened.

I guess we always remember the insignificant stuff sometimes.

After Simon leaves I finish editing my video and set it to post on the 24th of December.

About an hour later Simon calls us all.

I head downstairs, finding him holding his little suitcase, his backpack over his shoulders and a small smile on his lips.

He looked good, but when did he never.

I stop on the bottom step, kissing him one last time before the other two come bounding down the stairs.

He hugs Josh then JJ and finally he turns to me.

"Bye, Si...Simon," I correct myself, hoping the others didn't notice.

"Bye, fat ass sket," He says and I laugh, pulling him into a hug, one had keeps hold of his suitcase handle, his other rests on the small of my back, my hands holding the back of his neck.

"I love you," He whispers, only audible to me.

"Have fun, Simon," I say, moving back and he laughs.

"Always do," He says, heading outside. He unlocks his car as we stand in the doorway.

He smiles and gives us a wave before getting into his car. He turns on the headlights and pulls on his seatbelt.

JJ and Josh give him one last wave, walking off before Simon even moves the car.

He looks at me and I blow him a kiss, he waves and then turns the car, pulling off the drive, heading away from the house, away from the boys, away from me.

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Ayeeeee!

Thanks for reading guys, I hope you enjoyed this chapter!

~KatnissBajanCanadian❤️