Yep I got tagged in one thing and the other one I just decided to do bc I wanted to.

So there's this thing:

So I guess.... do that if you'd like lol. Also anyone who reads this is free to do it, please keep spreading positivity! It's super nice hearing what people say, and it also feels nice to leave kind messages for others.

Now for the tag that I didn't get tagged in at all but I still decided to do bc it's 2AM, I've just woken up and I'm bored.

Dear ex,
You were so much of an asshole that I'm not gonna give you the time to be talked about

Dear self,
Hey, you fucking moron. Stop holding in all your damn feelings. It's not good for you and you know it. Life fucking sucks at the moment, but maybe it would be at least a little bit better if you stopped ignoring all your problems.

And take better care of yourself. You can do it. You want to lose weight and be more active, so just do it. You scream at yourself a lot in your own head, but this isn't something you should be getting mad at yourself for not doing. You just need to talk to yourself a little kinder, and maybe you'll actually be encouraged to do it, so.... you've got this.

Dear mom,
I'm sorry about all of the things stressing you out. Thank you for trying not to be grumpy and snap at me despite all of this. I love you.

Dear dad,
I miss you. I'm ready for all of us to have a house together again.

Dear crush,
You don't really exist. Aside from like, that one really pretty girl I wish I had the confidence to talk to and be friends with bc she seems funny, but that's more of a friend thing.

Dear school,
Fuck you.

Dear siblings,
I hope you get better soon, but I am glad you're staying in NC longer. I just wish it wasn't because you're sick. I hope they fix the problem quickly.

Dear past me,
Chewing your nails is a normal bad habit. Self harm is not. If it means you won't ever start scratching, please just keep chewing your nails. You'll start to like nail polish when you're older, and it's a much better reason to stop than the reason you did.

Dear first love,
I don't know you yet. I don't know if you'll truly exist, or if you do if you'll ever think of me the same. I doubt a lot that anyone will ever actually be able to love me, mostly because I can barely even keep a close friend. If barely anyone will ever truly care about me as a friend, who would care about me more than that? Just... prove me wrong, please? I don't want to be unlovable forever.

Dear future me,
I hope you figured things out a little more. I hope you've found happiness. I'm going to believe that you have, or at least hope it because I really don't have any other reason to go on except for hoping things improve. I hope you're taking care of yourself.

Dear best friend,
Thank you for being my friend. You mean a lot to me.

Dear future child,
If I have a future child, then I hope they know that I will always love them no matter what they do, and I want the best for them.

Dear person I hate,
There are quite a few of you. You don't know it, but should probably expect it because you're all terrible, terrible people. Fuck you for hurting people I care about. You're all assholes.

Dear person I love,
Again I don't really know you yet.

Annnd I'm skipping the last one alright-

I started this forever ago, clicked off and then got completely distracted by fan fiction so uh. Whoops. I'm gonna go try and write a new chapter of Tally Marks now. Thanks for listening to me ramble. Bye-Oliver