Sammi did these and I'm bored so uh..... here

First Tag:

1. Your sexual orientation or gender identity?
Pansexual and trans man

2. Did you have any experiences as a child that foreshadowed your sexuality?
Not really?? For the most part I had crushes on guys bc that's who I hung out with most of the time, and once I did have a crush on a girl I already pretty much realized that I didn't care much about gender?

3. How old were you when you knew? What was that like for you?
Around 13 years old I think? It was confusing (especially the gender thing I went through so many different things I thought I was lol-). With my sexuality it was kinda just like.... whatever. I already had changed my views of religion so I didn't believe the same way my family did, so I saw nothing wrong with being gay or anything similar. Gender is definitely a much bigger struggle than that. Still is.

4. The first person you came out to and that story?
My cousin and at the time best friend. I basically said "hey I think I'm this" and they went "oh cool I think I'm this other thing" and I said "cool" and that was the end of that

5. Did you face any problems regarding religion?
I already mentioned my personal deal with that, but I have had other people say I'm wrong bc their religion says so. Most of my struggles regarding religion have nothing to do with not being straight, but that's another topic-

6. Your favorite LGBT book?
Simon vs. the homosapien agenda was really good

7. Your favorite LGBT movie?
Haven't watched it yet but I wanna see Love Simon

8. Your favorite LGBT role model/celebrity?
Thomas

9. Your favorite LGBT song or artist?

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10. Your favorite LBGT quote?
I'm gonna have to look this up idk any uh-

This ones nice

11. A picture from your first LGBT relationship or of your first LGBT crush?
Uhh idk what you'd count as an lgbt relationship or crush in my case? Like obviously me being with a girl is sorta like a straight relationship so would only guys count for this?? Idk I've had lots of crushes on lots of people but never been in a relationship(not one I'd count as my first anyways my first sucked and was over the internet so)

12. Your first experience with an LGBT organization or event(Day Of Silence, Pride, etc.)?
I asked my mom the other day if I could go to pride and she said she'd sooner kick me out of her house than let me go so..........

13. Maureen or Joanne(or your favorite LGBT show or queer positive show)?
Dunno who this question is referring to, sorry. Also I can't think of any shows I've seen rn that are super LGBT positive??

14. The LGBT slur you hate most or if you've taken back a slur and used it as a definition?
I'm all for taking back whatever words you want and using them but I personally don't use any. I've never actually been called any slurs, but I really really hate the f word. It's awful.

15. Your favorite gay joke? (We all need to laugh at ourselves)
"Sorry, I'm not thinking straight... ever, I'm not straight." As said by Roman in a Sanders Sides video (not sure which sorry!)

Second Tag:

1. How do you identify?
Already stated.

2. Share a story of you doing something that probably hinted to everyone around that you were queer/trans/etc.?
The other day at the beach I mentioned not finding many male actors attractive but thinking a lot of women in shows we watched were super hot. Nobody thought anything of it. (Also I wasn't saying I don't find any men attractive, but women in tv shows/movies? God they're so hot)

3. When was the first time you had an inkling you were different?
Idk I kinda figured out all these different labels existed before I thought I was different, so I started asking myself after rather than just having this bug realization.

4. When did you first learn about being gay/queer?
When I was in elementary school and lived with my grandparents we had a dog named Spot. We had to sell him to someone else when my parents got an apartment, and the two ladies who came to take Spot were together, according to my mother. She made it seem like they were weird, so for a long time I also thought it was weird. This obviously changed when I started getting on the internet more often and forming my own views outside of my parents ideas.

5. Who was your first queer celebrity crush?
No ones gonna believe me but I don't??? Know many celebrities????? Much less have crushes on them??? I said I find a lot of actresses attractive but I don't really follow popular people unless they're like, youtubers like Thomas, so idk much about them and so don't have crushes on them. I already fall for people close to me in my personal life way too easily and too often to even imagine thinking about celebrity crushes-

Anyways, that was all of the tag questions.

I.... have had a very long day, lmao. I went over to my cousins house and swam in the pool for a long time with all of my family(it was a lot of fun when it started raining and even more fun when there was some lightning and all of us screamed and rushed out as fast as possible lol). Then went home and built a giant pillow fort using all of my aunts couches in her living room, and all of their blankets. Went out to eat. Then came home, rushed around doing chores and cleaning out my bird cage so it won't be disgusting when I come home from vacation, showered bc my bird crapped all over me while he waited on my shoulder for me to finish, set up my birds newly cleaned cage out where my dad would be able to see him to remember to feed him and take care of him while I'm gone. Done a bunch of laundry that I'm waiting for so I can pack for tomorrow.

It's been..... a very fun, and very very exhausting day. So what am I gonna do now? Get some well-needed rest? Nah. I'm gonna stay up a while writing chapters of HHS so I can keep updating it while I'm gone. (And cause I want to so like don't yell at me saying I'm not obligated to stay up ik I'm just dumb and like writing at unreasonable times)

Also before I end this to go finally finish my laundry and pack, and then go write some, I want to share some texts from my mother bc they're funny(to me at least, lol)

So to explain the texts, I have this shrug emoticon thing (  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ) saved in a shortcut on my phone so I can send it to people without having to look it up every time, cause I like it. And I sent it to my mom, and she thought it was the greatest thing ever lol. She gave me her phone and made me go set it up on her phone so she could use it idk why I find it so funny or why she likes it so much but-I hope someone else finds this funny too lol

Lol okie anyways, thanks for listening to me ramble and answer questions. Hope you have/have had a nice day! Take care of yourselves! Bye!-Bob