How can one forget what love feels like and how can they forget what having close friends feel like?

I'm not sure how it happens....

But I'm pretty sure that I've forgotten what those feel like....

I'm so lonely.....

I'm so cold.....

I'm so bored with being alone with my thoughts all day....

Where did all of my friends run off to?

When can I stop playing this game of hide and seek?

When can I be happy again???