I wonder when my friends can just once, for just once in their life, I don't care when, can just hang out with me and talk to me. Just, please, just talk to me. I'm so sick and tired of being alone all the time, you have no idea. I don't even try anymore, because all it feels like now is talking to a wall because no one treats me like a friend. Just please, I beg of you, acknowledge my feelings, just for freaking once, and understand the pain I'm in and just talk to me. I don't care what it is at this point. I just want my friends to treat me like their friend and not someone who gives out kindness for free.