Please tell me, what is love? Just, what it is? Is it the love of your friends? Is it looking at your friends being in a relationship when you're alone? Or is it looking at your crush next you knowing that he'll never like you more than a friend? Tell me, what is it? Because I want to know, badly, so tell me.

People'll tell me: "you'll fine someone one day, don't worry. You'll find them soon." But when is soon? Next week? Next month? Next year? 5 years from now? 20 years from now? When I'm on my death bed? When is soon? So how long do I have to wait? How much longer do I watch my friends be in relationships and love talk each other when I'm too scared to confess because I don't want to hear his answer and be friendzoned? "Oh but Rin, you won't know until you try"

Oh really? Then tell me what I'm supposed to do when we barely talk and have no interactions when he and his friend hugs and talk everyday. What do I do? Tell me, what do I do? Get over it and try to find someone else when I see him everyday? Not possible, you try being in my shoes. And do you know what's better? I told my friend that I'd support her through her relationship and I'd help her through everything, but now that she's in a relationship, I don't know. Do I back away and let things be things, or do I still be there, I don't know, I really don't.

So what is love?

Someone please tell me.

Because I want to know.

What is it?