Okay, I'm just going to start off with something for a particular group, but I'm not going to say their name, I'll feel more guilty if I do that it I'll ask them to look at this. 

But anyways, can you guys please stop with all of the lovey-dovey talk. It's really annoying to a point where you guys don't understand at all. You guys don't understand a bit how it feels for me. Listening to you guys say 'Your my Mako' or 'Your my Ira' or 'My bae can only have Despair' or something like that. Stop it, just Stop! It makes me feel bad, like I'm not good enough with Dia with all this love talk. It's like your constantly bragging like 'Look how cute of a couple we are, we're better than you on every level' kind of thing, I hate that. I just feel upset because you guys do all this stuff all this with art and what do I have? Huh? What can I draw? What art can I do with no talent? What can I do?  And I'm sitting over here with no talent and everyone's doing art and videos and just stop, it's making feel bad, like I'm doing too little for Dia.

And Speaking of stuff, where my credit. Where's my compliments? Where's my acknowledgement for how hard I work? The only people who do it are Ollie and Dia, no one else, Emmy and Kat do it a little bit, but not much. While I'm over here, compliment everything that you do, what do I get. An "That's really good" and that's all, that's all? I compliment everything single thing that you do and I get the least amount of things, am I nothing to you guys. Have you guys even seen what I posted? Or did you guys just read it and not say anything? Thanks a lot, that was a lot of work that was worth nothing, let me put more stuff that no ones going to read. When I compliment you guys, I mean it, I mean every words that comes out. And what do I get? Nothing. Just a few words and that's it, nothing else. Do you know how much that hurts? Do you? Or do I compliment you guys too much? And the oc's. Oh my lord. Just. Stop. With you guys talking about all of your oc's and all the things that they've done and been through, what have you heard from me? It's too much. I can go on and on about my oc's and nothing will happen because it seems like no one pays attention.  It's bad enough that it happens in real life, but with my friends? Who I love and care about? Whose practically apart of my family? Do you know how that feels? If you don't it hurts, a lot.

And I try, oh do I try to tell you how it hurts. Did you guys even see what I said about my ex? Did you? What they done to me? Did you see that they forced me to watch stuff? That they forced me to like things? And that it feels like I have to do that same with you guys? That I have to watch and play everything you guys talk about. And after I mentioned that, you guys continued to do that same. It hurts, a lot. I don't want to be reminded of my ex. I don't want to do the same things I did with them. I don't, so please, at least consider how I feel, from my point of view, how it feels after doing all that stuff with my ex. I hate that feeling so please stop.

And Ace Attorney. Holy shit, slow your freaking horses down. What good does it come for me for you guys to always be talking about it? I said that I'm not caught up with the series yet. Do you know what happened after that? I'm treated like a freaking child. Earlier today I Kat posted something and I said '?', she replied with 'Oh, it's AA stuff, sorry'. Are you serious!? Am I like 5? Am I asking adults what their talking about and the only thing they can say is "It's adult stuff, Rin, you'll understand when you're older", really? Are you guys that dedicated to the game to ignore what I said and continue to talk about AA, with spoilers of other games? Are you serious? That's like me and Dia talking about Danganronpa V3 and ignoring you guys saying that you don't want any spoilers, how would that feel? That's how I feel. If we can't say a thing about V3, what about you guys? Huh? Are you going to ignore like everyone else? Are you going to make me uncomfortable and continue talking about it? Are you guys going to leave it up to me and make me watch everything because I want to understand what you guys are talking about? Are you guys going to ignore me like me ex? Do you know how much it hurts, do you guys even know why I'm gone while you guys are talking about AA? You want to know why? It's because what fun is it listening to your friends talk about something you don't understand. It's not fun. I feel sad. I feel like I have to watch the series. I feel like I have to know what you guys are talking about.

Do you know what I remember? I remember staying at my grandmother's house writing about how much I love you guys, putting my feelings and everything into it. Do you know what happened the next day? I was ignored, because you guys were talking about Ace Attorney all day. What did I do? I turned off my notifications and I waited until it was okay to come back, because I don't want ruin your fun and ask you guys to stop. So please, just stop! I don't want to write this, I don't to hurt your feeling, but I have to in order for you guys to hear my complaints. I'm sorry, but I have to. I can't deal with this uncomfortableness everyday anymore, I can't. It's making me upset, like I'm unwanted and it'll be better if I just left. I don't want to leave, I don't want to leave Dia, I love you guys and I don't want to leave. So please, consider my feelings and just say something, anything. I need to know if you actually read this or if you don't even care. I'm sorry, but please do this for me. Thank you, I love you guys.