I love it how I said earlier that I'd stop doing something

Then like an hour later I did it again

Then it came to me that I'm hurting myself and making others happy

I have 43 muted chats and all 43 muted chats hurt me more than ever

43

43 muted chats

43 muted chats

I have a problem

Which might be the reason why I also feel so alone

Because I have 43 muted chats

Because I'm missing out on the stuff that's muted on the 43 chats

What's wrong with me?

I'm alone

I want to make friends

I complain about not having enough friends

I tell myself that no one cares about me

Which is probably why I have 43 muted chats

People don't want to hear about someone that they don't care about

So I'm doing a favor

By muting their chat

Because it had something that I didn't like

Or because I felt left out

Or because spam

Or because it involved everyone but me

Or a new person who I don't know and just popped up so I mute their chat.

I have a problem.

Someone help.

Please help before I mute another chat.

But on the other hand.

I'm doing them a favor

Because no one wants to hear from someone they don't care about

So by shutting the hell up I'm making them happy.

Sooo.......

Why don't I mute all the chats.

Then everyone will be happy because I finally shut the hell up.

Yay for them

More pain and self hate for me.

I might also go ahead and stay up late and watch John Mulany again so I can ignore my self hate for an hour

Plus who needs sleep

Lmfao

Someone please help me.