Hey, let's play a game of hide and seek!

I'll hide, and everyone will try to find me! It's like a searching game!

The rules are quite simple:
I'll go hide somewhere and everyone will try to find me. And I won't come out of my hiding spot until I'm found, no matter how long it takes. And no matter who asks where I am, I can't tell them where I am or give any hints besides the ones that I'm going to give you. Sounds simple, right?

Here's my hint for you to find me:
•It's profile/ cover picture has one of my favorite characters (which I have a lot)
•It'll be a roleplaying account and will have around 3-5 books, which might increase depending on how long it takes
•If you think that you've found me, read the description, it should say:
Welcome to my account! This is a roleplaying account where I'll be roleplaying as __________, __________, and __________. I'm really nice and I reply to messages quickly, so feel free to message me if you just wanted to say hi or to roleplay with me.
If you see something like that scroll down to the bottom, it should say you found me at the bottom.
If you follow all of these hints and look reeaally hard, you'll find me. Good Luck!

OH! Also, I say anything on this account until I'm found. I also won't reply to any discord messages, skype? I'll think about it. But that's all I wanted to say!

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I'm sorry....

I don't want to do this....

I really don't...

But it seems like the world really does hate me, right? haha...

Lately, it feels like no one cares about me. Every rant, every vent, every word, anything I say no one says anything. No one gives a shoulder to cry on. No one gives me support and helps me get out of suffering. No one tells me "hey, you'll get through this" or "I'll be there you". It feels like no one cares. You might say that it's not true, that people do care, that people do support me, but that's in your point of view, you're not going through what I'm going through. You don't know how it feels when no one says anything to your rant, it really hurts you know? It feels like I'm not important enough for you, or anyone really. This is the only thing that I can think of at the moment.

I'm just running away from my problems again, like always, and being optimistic and lying to myself. You might be wondering why I am doing, let me tell you why in a few words. Every day I wake up and I say something on my chat, and no one says anything. Every day when I vent, I have to wait about an hour for someone to say something. Every day when I'm looking through the messages and seeing how much fun everyone is happening, I can't help but feel that I'm not needed in this word, but somehow people care about a nobody like me. On the last thing that I posted, I said that I was playing hide and seek with everyone, that I was always it. That I had to look for someone to talk to, for someone to support me. But I'm tired of being it, I'm tired of looking for people to support me, I'm tired of it all. So, it's your turn now. It's your turn to play hide and seek with me and to find me.

Like I said before, I won't reply to any messages that I receive on this account or on discord. I'll reply to you on skype if I feel like you truly care, if not then I won't say anything. I'll check on this account and on discord, but I won't say anything. I'll be in the shadows when I'm looking on here. Other than that, if you want to talk to me you'll have to find me. I'll come back when someone finds me if someone I know finds me and says that you found me.

By the time you see this, I'll already be gone. What will happen if everyone gives up and stops looking? I'll still be waiting until someone does, even if it takes years. I'm sorry that it has to turn out like this, but thisis just what I find best to do.

I'll be waiting to be found.

Goodbye until then.

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Originally written: September 16th, 2017