JUDGEMENT:PART 1.2
乂❤‿❤乂ELSA
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Natutunan ko ng mawala siya sa buhay ay ang pag-aaral ay hindi sa lahat ng oras sa edukasyon ka lamang magconcetrate dahil ang pag-aaral ay isang experience na hindi mo dapat sayangin. Dahil sa pag-aaral may makakakilala kang mga bagong kaibigan na kasama mo sa hirap at ginhawa ng buhay mo. They'll never leave you alone. They are always by your side. In your bad and good terms. I really appreciated what they're doing to protect me but I can't hold it anymore kapag sila na ang inaapi. Ibang usapan na yun.

"We're sorry *sniff we're very sorry Elsa. Alam naman naming hindi mo yun magagawa. Pinagbantaan kasi kami." Ani Fiera.

"We're Sorry Elsa for accusing you for being a killer. Inutusan lang naman kami ni-" Hindi niya na natuloy ng mapatingin sa likod ko.

Tinignan ko ang likod pero wala namang tao doon. I smell something fishy this time. Una palang alam ko na kahit hindi nila sabihin. Amoy na amoy ko na kung sino talaga sila. Isa silang mga inventor ng mga bagay na hindi dapat buuin. I know that they need someone to assembled it clearly and they need me. The one and only.

"Ituloy mo baklang Hyena at nanggigil ako sa iyo." Ani Anna na talagang namumula sa galit. "I thought we were friends simula Grade 5 pa tayo but you proved to me that we're not. I trusted but you failed me." Ani Anna na nakahugot ng english si My friend.

"Oo kaibigan ang turing ko sayo Anna simula't sapul pero nakalimutan mo nang pakisamahan ako dahil tumutok ka na kay Elsa. You threw me like a garbage in a trash can at hindi ka nagdalawang isip na balikan ako. Ikaw ang tanungin ko. Did you really accepted and treated me as your friend?" Ani Hyena na nangingilid na ang luha."Isa yun sa dahilan kung bakit hindi ako nagdalawang isip na saktan si Elsa because she stole you from me and I couldn't accept the fact na mas sinamahan mo siya kaysa sa akin! Simula nung dumating siya wala na ako! I've always waiting you at the gate that you used to be, that we used to be waiting each other! But, there's no Anna came. I know that I was wrong to never think twice on that fucking planned, so here I am now, I did another fucking mistake that I didn't really wanted to do in the first place." Aniya na napaluhod na sa harap na humahagulgol. Inalu siya ni Anna at niyakap.

"I'm really sorry Hero Yen. I didn't really know na nasasaktan na pala kita. I'm just thinking about myself. I'm so selfish. I forgot that there's someone who also need me dahil sobrang ganda ko kaya pinag-aagawan ako." Aniya na umiiyak na rin pero di pa rin nawala ang pagiging maganda niyang parte.

Hindi ko inaasahan na magkaibigan pala sila simula kabataan nila. They look like stranger in school but they're best of friends outside this world. Hindi ko namalayan na may pumatak na palang isang luha sa mga mata ko.

Pagpapatawad. Isang salita na hindi ko kayang sabihin dahil sa pride at baka matapakan nun ang ego ko. Isang salita ngunit kay hirap bigkasin. I deeply sighed heavily. Ngayon na ba ang oras para magpatawad ako sa mga taong nagsinungaling sa akin. Alam kong may kasalanan din ako dahil hindi ko pinakinggan ang explanations nila.

I'm still living at their territory but I am not communicating to them. I know that they understand my situation and my cold expression towards them. I don't really want to be cold to them because deep inside, I wanted to hug them even tigher.

"Why are you crying?Is there's something wrong?" It was Tito Isaher. Hindi ko pa siya tanggap na bilang ama ko kahit nagkaroon na kami ng DNA test and It was positive. 99.9% positive.

I was just looking at him without any expression...

"Why are you here?... Again,"

"I just want to see you before I go to my office." Aniya na may malungkot na mga mata. I feel so bad at him to being treated as nothing at my senses. "Okay I'm gonna go now." Aniya sabay halik sa noo ko.

Tumalikod na siya at ako tulala pa rin. Hindi ko na kaya ang mga nangyayari sa akin. Since hirap na hirap na ako oras na ba para magpaalam sa mundo dahil sa depression na ito. I remember the days na nagkaroon ako ng mga kaibigan na kahit kailan hindi ko naranasan nung panahong nasa America palang ako. Ay meron pala si Rema... My one only friend in America. Do I need to leave them now for my own sake? No! I can't leave them because they were their in my upside downs even though we're just known each other for a week and one more reason is... There's so many people needs my presence and I don't want to fail them.

I turn my attention to the three boys that I promised to be with in a date. Hindi ko nagawa yung hinihiling nila dahil sa kalungkutan ko. Ayaw ko namang makipagdate sa kanila na may pilit na ekspresiyon para maging masaya. I don't want to fake my expression to impress someone because for me it look so disgusting.

"Shan!Ali!Alex" I called their names para mapansin nila ako dahil mukha kasi silang nanonood ng drama at tutok na tutok sila sa panonood. Dinaig pa ang Must be love.

"Bakit Elsa natagusan ka ba?" Ani Alex kaya nabatukan siya ni Ali at Shan.

"Hindi. Sasabihin ko lang na handa na ako sa mga alam niyo na yung hinila-hila niyo ako noong isang buwan kila Anna." Sabi ko na napakamot sa batok. Inaalala nila yun at ng maliwanagan parang malungkot ang expression nila kahit nakangiti sila sa akin at tumango.

"Sa weekends na lang pagkatapos ng community service natin." Anilang tatlo.

"Hoy ano yan magshare naman kayo." Ani Vico na curious sa pinag-uusapan namin. Napakalalaking tao tsismoso.

"Wala aattend kami sa isang costume party. Sasama ka ba?" Ani Ali na humagikgik naman si Alex sa gilid niya.

"Wow!Gusto ko yan tapos magsusuot ako ng superman!" Aniya tapos pose na ala lumilipad tapos tumakbo siya paalis pero nakataas ang  isang kamay na parang super hero.

"Matanong ko nga kayo. Nag-aadik ba si Vico o sadyang adik lang siya?" Tanong ko kaya nagtawanan sila.

"Anong pinagtatawanan niyo jan?Magsali naman kayo dahil nakakaiyak yung drama ni Anna na akala mo ngayon lang sila nagkita ni Hyena na ilang taon tapos hindi sila nagpansinan sa huli nag-iyakan. Tapos ngayon lang nareveal ang pangalan ni hyena na Hero Yen pala." Theresa said while wiping her tears like Jessie behind her.

Hindi sila ang kaibigan na inaasahan ko na darating sa akin pero I'm so very grateful na sila ang dumating dahil they could made me smile even though I'm sad. They could made me laughed even though I'm crying. They could made me feel special so that I really love them very more than much.

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I'm here in my own lab, under our big house. I'm practicing in doing the ethanol in the most simple way para Hindi na magwaste ng more time sa paghihintay para mafinish ang product. Madali lang sa akin Ito pero gusto Kong mas mapadali pa. And I also I'm here for monitoring of the inventions that I making. Gumagawa ako ng nerve gear for the online gamers, but Hindi pa siya masyadong maayos dahil parang may kulang pa siyang piyesa o kaya may Mali sa circuit Niya. I've also making a watch that can create a hologram and a phone that can transform into a gun. I have so many Inventions, but they're still pending for some issues.

I called Danger, my robotic dog to give me some info in making ethanol and some ways na mas mapapabilis ang paggawa ko, but he said that it's vague a procedure because there's no one in human race already made it perfectly and the outcome was they all died because of wrong calculation.

I need to be careful in putting the some elements because explosion is vulnerable at baka masira pa ang ang aking kagandahan because ethanol is a simple aliphatic alcohol formally derived from ethane by replacing one hydrogen atom with hydroxyl group: CH3-CH2-OH.

I Nerd You#23
Hyujinzz( ˘ ³˘)♥
To.be continued...