Jane

"Okay, so she ate at three so if she starts crying change her and give her the milk in the fridge with the latest date first. You have to heat it up-"

"Jane, we got it just go," Olivia reassured me. I nodded grabbing the baby. She giggled at me, my happy baby. She had dimples just like Harry.

"I love you, my sweet girl." I kissed her and she smiled. "Mommy and daddy will be back in the morning, okay?" I kissed her face and Harry held her for a minute.

"I'll be back my angel. Be good to uncle Louis and auntie Olivia." She smiled and Harry gave her a kiss on the cheek. "Daddy loves you so much." He kissed her cheek again and she smiled holding Harry's face. "Don't do that or I will never leave." She just smiled big.

We gave her back to Olivia smiling and giggling. "Okay, we're leaving." Harry held my hand as we were walking out. "Oh! She needs to do her tummy time." Harry pulled me out of the house.

"You already told us, Jane, twice." I rolled my eyes waving at her as Harry practically dragged me to the car. I walked to the car and he opened the door for me. He got in and leaned over to kiss me.

"Okay, we'll get some dinner first and then anywhere my baby wants." I nodded. "You good?" I sighed but nodded. "Alright, let's go."

I had time to shower and get dressed in something cute and warm. Christmas was in two days so it was really cold out.

Harry pulled into my favorite Italian restaurant; the same one he asked me to be his girlfriend at.

We got seated and he pulled out my chair. "Thank you." He leaned down to kiss my cheek. He sat down and looked at the menu. I looked up at him from the top of my menu and watched as he looked through each item. "Can I suggest something?" He nodded. "The fettuccine alfredo is really good here."

"Okay, I'll get that." He shrugged. He leaned against the table and smiled at me. "You look so beautiful tonight."

"Thank you, you look really hot." He laughed. "Oh my god, I mean handsome." He chuckled holding my hand.

"Can I ask you something?" I nodded awkwardly. "Are we going to make love tonight?"

"Depends on how you treat me," I said taking a sip of water. "You have to buy me dinner first, I'm not that easy." I joked.

"Well if we do, are you still going to call me daddy?" I covered my mouth and laughed. "Because I don't mind it coming from you."

"Harry! I don't know, sometimes it slips out. I don't plan on calling you that, it just happens." I shrugged. The waiter came by and gave us our drinks and took our orders. "You go back to work soon," I stated.

"Yeah, so do you." It was true. I was going back at the end of January. Harry was going in on the 4th. "We need to talk to my mom about watching her when our schedules overlap." He agreed.

Our food was brought out and Harry let out a moan from the food. "This is good." He groaned. I giggled and looked over at a couple on the other side of us. The woman had a fancy-looking drink. "Do you want one?" He asked.

"It has alcohol, I'm breastfeeding," I told him. "Besides I know you don't like kissing me when I'm drinking." He shook his head.

"It's up to you baby, I support you no matter what." He grabbed my hand and kissed it making me giggle. Just then a waitress passed by with a molten chocolate cake with a giant scoop of ice cream. "Uh, I want that." He said looking at it. "Do you think they have that deep-fried ice cream?" God, I hope they did.

"We should get some after we eat," I told him. After we ate everything and had dessert, Harry paid and helped me put my coat on. He wore his leather jacket and it made me think of when I first met him.

He got in the car and closed the door. I looked at him and pulled him in close. I pressed my lips to him and he immediately kissed me back. When he pulled away he smirked. "We need condoms." He nodded.

He drove down the street to a 24-hour pharmacy and we walked in looking around. We found the condom and lube section and I sighed. "Which ones?" He scratched his head.

I shrugged. "Uh, bare skin I guess." He picked them up and read the box. "You think twenty-four is enough." I snorted playfully shoving him. "I need the right size there's a reason you call me big daddy."

"You call yourself that." I laughed.

He looked around at all of the options. I rolled my eyes as he reached for a bigger size making me a little scared about us having sex. What if it did hurt? My first time didn't hurt that bad, it was actually nice. So if it hurt this time around, it was going to suck.

I decided to use this as some foreplay, more for myself. I leaned into his ear and whispered. "You're so big huh?" He looked at me and smirked. "I can't wait to have you inside me again, with that big cock." I kissed his cheek and walked down the aisle.

He followed me slapping my ass. He got right in my ear and said. "Don't tease daddy or I'll spank you when we get back to the hotel." I felt the same tingle in between my thighs as before. He walked over to the lube and picked one up. "To make it nice and easy while I fuck you." He told me as he passed me.

I took a deep breath looking over at an older woman who clearly heard Harry. My eyes widened and all I did was walk away.

After we paid I got in the car and reached over to pull him in for a kiss. "Drive fast," I said in his ear.

We made it to the hotel and grabbed our bag going straight in. I shoved him in the elevator and kissed his neck as we were going up to the seventh floor.

Everything was happening quickly as he opened the door. He threw our stuff to the side and put me on the bed. His hands were everywhere all at once. He took off my shirt and grabbed a handful of my chest, squeezing a little too roughly for how sensitive I was.

"Ow!" He pulled back out of breath.

"What did I do?" He said worriedly.

"Nothing, my boobs are sensitive." He apologized but leaned in slower this time. I got nervous so I stopped him. "Baby I might need to pump," I said to him he pulled back and nodded. "Sorry," I said getting up.

This was already going bad.

"Don't be sorry, you do that and I'll go run us a hot bath." He suggested.

"You hate baths." I squinted looking through my bag.

"Yeah but you love them and I love you." He winked going to the bathroom.

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As I sat in the hot bubble water I could feel my whole body relax. Harry got in as well and groaned. "That feels good, I can see why you like them." The tub was round and deep so we sat in there comfortably. I had my boobs covered with my hands and he noticed. "Don't hide from me baby girl, get over here." I uncovered myself and dunked my head underwater.

When I came up I smiled at him as he had done the same. "I'm nervous to have sex," I admitted. "What if it really hurts?" I got closer to him and he held me around my waist.

"We're going to take it slow, and if it hurts we stop." He kissed my forehead. "I just want to hold you and kiss you. I miss you."

I raised an eyebrow and gave him a look. "Your dick seems to want more." He looked down. He was hard and it almost looked angry at me for the lack of attention. "Do you want me to take care of you?" He seemed like he was torn between letting me touch him and wanting to please me. I pouted my lips and he leaned in to peck them a few times. I stuck my tongue out at him since he wasn't kissing me right. He flicked his tongue out and licked mine. "Kiss me right, Harry, like you mean it."

He grabbed a hand full of my hair and tugged my head back gently to run his lips over my neck. I giggled as he ran his other hand down to my butt. "Is this okay?" I nodded reaching down in between us to grab him. He hissed, his hips jerking forward.

"Its been a while?" He nodded. "So sensitive, I bet I can make you cum so quick." I teased him. His head rolled back as I began moving my hand up and down. We began kissing again and he moaned against my lips. I moved faster and Harry bit my lip. "Are you close?" He nodded reaching his hand in between my legs. "No don't." I pulled away.

He looked confused. "I can't touch you?" He asked. "At all?"

I sighed. "Not right now, just relax first." The truth was I didn't think I could do it tonight. I was too nervous to do it. Harry's hips bucked up and he cursed

"Fuck Jane, I'm gonna cum, 
baby." His eyes rolled back and his jaw dropped as he came under the water. "Oh shit, that was good." I pressed kisses to his neck and he hummed in satisfaction.

We got out of the tub after that. Harry wrapped a towel around his waist and I put one around my whole body. "Why don't you wait out there for me, I have a surprise for you." He nodded giving me a quick peck.

When he walked out of the bathroom I closed the door behind him and looked at myself in the mirror. I looked fine, I knew that much. My stomach had looked almost okay, except for a few stretch marks and slightly loose skin. I sighed opening my bag and pulling out some lingerie. I got dressed and moved my hair around. I sighed grabbing my phone and calling Olivia.

"Hello?" She said over the phone.

"Just tell me she's okay," I said quietly so Harry couldn't hear me.

She chuckled. "Yes, she's fine. Louis is feeding her as we speak, she's fine Jane."

"Okay, thanks. I have to go." I told her.

"Yes, go, I love you." We hung up and I put the phone down.

"Okay," I said to myself. As I walked out of the bathroom I turned off the bathroom light and walked into the room. I almost couldn't help but giggle as I saw Harry fast asleep on the bed. "Harry?" He didn't move. I smiled shutting off his light and walking around the bed to lay down. I let out a deep breath and then yawned. I was tired.

Within seconds I was asleep.

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Harry

I opened my eyes and looked around and then at the time on the clock by the bed. It was eight in the morning, I slept the whole night.

"Fuck." I looked over and Jane was snuggled up in a blanket asleep. I scooted over and wrapped an arm around her. I was naked but I noticed she wasn't as I pulled the blanket up and almost immediately felt like an asshole. She was wearing sexy lace lingerie, she had planned it out and I fell asleep. "Jane?" I kissed her cheek.

She was still asleep so I kissed down her arm. She turned still asleep and snuggled into my arms. I kissed her forehead and she mumbled something. "Harry?" She touched my face. Her eyes still closed as she felt my face.

"I'm sorry I fell asleep," I said to her. "You look sexy." I kissed her neck. She looked away and sighed. "Are you mad at me?" I pouted.

"We needed to sleep more than we needed sex." She kissed my cheek. "To be honest I was afraid to have sex last night, so I didn't even try to wake you up," she admitted. I had a good feeling she did.

"I was too, I saw the baby come out of you, so I was afraid to even touch you." She hid her face. "Baby, it's natural, it's not like you had to pull a full-grown person, it was a baby. Now let me see it." She snorted. "You haven't let me see it," I told her.

Even yesterday she was quick to get in and out without letting me see it.

"Dude get me in the mood first." She turned around. Getting Jane in the mood without being able to touch her boobs were going to be a challenge. Oh but I know what turns her on.

I pulled her close and kissed her shoulder. "You are so sexy." I ran my hand up her outer thigh and spanked her ass. "Do you like that princess?" She nodded. I pulled her face to look at me. "Use your words, Jane."

"Yes, I like it when you spank me." She leaned in to kiss me. I opened my mouth and she moaned as I stuck my tongue in her mouth. I didn't realize my hand was at her neck until I felt her put her own hand over mine. But instead of pulling it off, she pushed my hand so I could hold her neck tighter.

I pulled away and looked at her. "Don't tell me you want me to choke you now too," I said teasing her. "Do you want daddy to choke you?" She moaned sticking her ass right up against my dick.

"Just do anything Harry, please." She begged. I smirked reaching down between her legs and gently rubbing over her panties. "Oh, please be gentle." She said almost afraid.

I let go of her neck and had her lay flat. "How about we go slow, and save the kinky stuff for a different day?" She nodded, laying back on the pillows with her legs bent and closed. I sat back on my knees and asked if I could just see her. She uncrossed her legs and I slowly pulled off her panties. She looked perfect in my eyes. Whatever insecurities she had were beyond me. "So beautiful." She blushed as I gently ran a finger down her center.

She pulled me into her so I could kiss her. I inserted a finger inside of her and she kept kissing me like it was nothing. She wasn't as wet as she usually gets, but that was because of breastfeeding. I went in again with two fingers and this time she pulled back a little. "Um, can we use the lube?"

"Of course my love." I grabbed it and sat back as watched me. "Are you still okay?" She nodded.

"It feels good, just need some help." She shrugged awkwardly. "I probably feel all loose-"

"Jane stop, you are actually-" I leaned in after putting lube on my fingers. I pushed in two fingers and smirked. "-very tight." She shook her head and I leaned down to kiss her. "Come on baby kiss me back," I told her when she turned her head. "Jane, do you want me to stop?"

"I don't know, I just can't stop thinking it's going to hurt." She began breathing heavily.

"Does it hurt now?" I asked moving my fingers faster. I pushed in a third one and she moaned. She said no to it hurting. "Good because I have three fingers inside of you."

"You do, it feels good. But your dick is bigger than your fingers." I pushed them in deeper and her back arched. I ran my thumb over her clit and she finally moaned like she normally would. "Like a lot bigger."

"I promise I'm going to make you feel good." She moaned again and began moving her hips against my hand. "Yeah, baby ride my fingers." She bit her lip and tugged at my hair. "Tell me what you want?" I asked her as I began quickly pumping my fingers. "You want to cum huh?" She nodded.

"Please!" She cried out. Her legs began shaking as I fucked into her with my fingers knuckle deep in her pussy. "I'm-oh harry!" She gasped as I felt her body jolt. Suddenly a clear liquid came out of her and she let out a loud cry of pleasure. "Oh shit!"

I then realized what she had just done. "Holy shit," I said looking down. "You just- wow that was so fucking hot." She looked at me weird.

"What?" She sat up and began freaking out. "What the fuck, did I-"

"I just made you cum so hard you squirted." Her jaw dropped and she covered her face. "Oh Jane, it's not a big deal it's a good thing." She slapped my chest. "Baby come on."

She sat up moving away from the small wet spot on the bed. "I've never done that before, why did I do that?" She covered herself with the sheet.

"Because I made you feel good, now lay down and spread your legs, I'm as hard as a rock." She giggled laying down as I put the condom on myself. I grabbed her legs and ran my dick up and down her pussy. Her hips bucked as I moved over her clit. "Sensitive?" She nodded. "Good kind or the bad kind?"

"Good kind." I nodded finding her entrance and pushing in slowly. She was very tight and warm. "I need to get birth control, so I can feel you again." She said in my ear. I pushed in deeper and she dug her nails into my arm. "Don't stop daddy, please?"

I pushed in all the way and she put her legs around me. "You good?" She nodded pushing her hips forward. I began making love to her and she seemed to be really enjoying it. Which made me enjoy it even more. As I got closer to the end I looked into her eyes. "I love you jane." She moaned squeezing around me.

"I love you!" I let out a grunt and came to a stop spilling into the condom. She smiled at me and kissed my forehead. For the first time in a long time, I was able to lay on her as I came down from such a high.

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Jane

After a shower, we drove back home in such a better mood. Harry had had his hand on my thigh and he sang along to the radio. I felt well-rested and just a little sore. I began thinking about everything. School would start-up in January again and I did pretty well on my online classes. Harry did well too but we hadn't talked about it since then. "My love, are you going to go back to school?" I asked him.

"Yeah it'll be hard but, I just have to pace myself with two or three classes at a time. Aren't you going to go back?" I still had education as a major, and to be honest I would love to be a teacher.

"Yeah, I think I'm going to work towards being a teacher again. The child development classes take care of your kids for free if you're in the program." He smiled. "What do you want to do?"

"I want to open a shop of my own. I mean I'm good at drawing, might as well work on designing cars and stuff. But I want to be my own boss, I don't do well with some asshole telling me what to do." It made me very happy that even with a baby we would try to do our best to keep going on our goals, even if it means we have to slow down.

His phone began ringing and he told me to answer it. "It's your mom," I answered. "Hello?" I put it on speaker.

"Hello darling how are you?" She said happily. "How's Daisy?"

"Good, really good?" I smiled suddenly really missing my baby. "How are you, Anne?"

"Oh lovely just perfect." She said happily. "I have exciting news, is Harry around?"

"Hi, mum." He said as he turned into our street.

"Oh good, you're both there. So I'm engaged!" She smiled big.

"Oh, my goodness congratulations!" Harry smiled too.

"Oh thank you, well the weddings in March, and I would love if you all came to Holmes chapel for the wedding." The smile dropped from Harry's face and he put both his hands on the wheel. "Robin said he would pay for the flights because he can't imagine you all not being there."

"Okay, we will definitely be there, I'll call you back we just got home." We said our goodbyes and I hung up the phone. "What is it?"

He took a deep breath. "I'm just afraid of people there." He parked the car outside the house. "I'm not the same person that I was there."

"I know that," I told him.

"Yeah, but they don't." I leaned over and kissed his cheek.

"We'll cross that bridge when we get to it. Let's go see our baby?" He smiled and nodded. He got out of the car running around to open my door. As we walked in, on the couch was Olivia and Louis sleeping. While the baby wiggled around in the bassinet, she giggled to herself until she saw my face. "Hi, baby." She smiled big and almost reached for me. "I missed you."

I picked her up and she looked at Harry and smiled big again. "Hello, my angel did you miss dada." He kissed her head.

Suddenly Louis got up and poked Olivia. "What?" She groaned. "It's your turn babe."

"The parents are here." He said awkwardly. She got up and looked at smiling.

"Hey, you guys look better." Her hair was all messed up and she had what looked like baby barf on her shoulder. "We need to go, she ate at 11 so it's almost time to eat again, but I just changed her and yeah."

"Okay thank guys, we really needed this." We hugged and they waved to the baby. After they were gone I felt my boobs hurting. "Feeding time Daisy." She cooed and grabbed my boob. "You are just like your dada." I heard Harry laugh. I went to take off my bra off in the room and put on a tank top sitting down on the couch. I pulled my shirt down and she latched on. Harry sat next to me and watched.

"Have you tried the breast milk?" He said playing with her feet.

"No, but she seems to like it." I lay back on the couch and he seemed deep in thought. "Why?"

"Well, would it be weird if I tried it?"

"No, go for it. It's good for you." He stood walking to the fridge. He walked back over and sat down. "I would offer you a boob, but Daisy will get jealous." He laughed opening the bag. Without checking he sipped it.

"Hmm, I can see why she likes it." I gave him a look as he drank some more.

"You like it?" He shrugged. I took it and sipped it. "It's sweet." He nodded drinking the rest. "Harry." I laughed.

"What, its milk, who cares." I rolled my eyes looking down at Daisy who was squinting at Harry. "Don't act like you don't prefer it straight from mommy's boobs." He said to her.

She just giggled.

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Before anyone decides to say something. I have a sister with four kids and my mom who told me about this stuff. I do my research for the most part lol. Every pregnancy is different and every baby is different. The breast milk thing was actually a thing for my dad. He tried it and liked it. So when I didn't finish eating as a baby my dad would just drink it.

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-k