Jane

The trip to the campground was nice and easy for all of ten minutes. The forty-five-minute trip turned into an hour and a half. Harry drove Louis' car and I played with the music. "I hate Van Halen with Sammy Hagar, it's like might as well break up and stay that way." He looked over at me and laughed, his eyes crinkling in amusement.

"I say that all the time." I laughed as well skipping the song. "Oh leave it there I like this one." The song played and I looked out the window seeing the beach come into sight. Harry sang along and even reached over to grab my hand. "God only knows what I'd be without you." He sang to me. I reached over giving his cheek a kiss.

"You're so cute." I poked his nose.

He chuckled putting the music down. "I'm not cute." He shook his head. "I'm sexy." He ran his hands down his body giving me a look.

"Okay sure." I patted his head.

About twenty minutes later we reached a sign that said the name of the campground. We paid for our spot and went to our area to park. The area where we were was almost deserted except for a group of old men, who look like they were on a fishing trip.

"It's so nice here." I shivered, wearing my jacket. "It's cold."

"Yeah, I completely forgot I came here during the summer, don't know how cold it gets." I looked up to see clouds in the sky but the sun is still shining through them. "Luckily we're sleeping in the car, so we should be fine." He pulled out a cooler and our chairs so we could eat lunch.

After some food, we walked hand in hand around towards the beach area. Music was playing from all the teens hanging out. Harry talked about everything from the trails to how he almost broke his foot climbing up a tree.

"How come you stopped coming here?" I asked as we passed some giant R.V's.

"I don't really know, just lost interest I guess." He put an arm around me as we walked together.

"Well, this is nice and-"

"Harry is that you!?" He turned and smiled as a man in his late fifties called out for him. "It is you! Shay get out here Harry came back!" The man walked over and hugged him. "And who's this?" He smiled at me. His New Jersey accent was obvious and he smelled of cigars.

"Leonard, this is Jane, my girlfriend-"

A shriek was heard making me jump. "Harry Styles! Oh my lord, you're back!" The woman came up to him and hugged him. "And you brought a girl?" She hugged me to squeezing me tightly.

"Nice to meet you." She pulled away pinching my cheek with a big smile on her face.

"Shay, did you miss me?" Harry joked.

She gasped playfully shoving him. "You've been gone so long, you're in big trouble." She gasped taking off Harry's beanie and sighing loudly. "You cut off all your hair?" She put her hands on her hips. She had a New Jersey accent as well, she reminded me of the long island medium. "You know we used to call him Tarzan, right Leonard." She laughed.

Harry looked shyly at me, his cheeks heating up. "Well, you have to join us for dinner-"

"Oh it's okay, we wouldn't want to bother you-" Harry began but was cut off by Shay.

"Nonsense, we still have leftovers from Thanksgiving- oh and Sara is here!" She cheered clapping her hands. Her nails looked like claws.

Harry gulped and turned almost white. "S-Sara, she's here?" Shay smiled and told us to take a seat. She went in and Harry stayed quiet.

"Who's Sara?" He let out almost an awkward chuckle.

"Sara is their daughter, we sort of dated while I stayed here." I looked at him for a while, feeling weird. He never mentioned her, yet again he never mentioned any of his ex-girlfriends, mostly because according to him he didn't have any. "This is weird."

"Why?" I genuinely didn't understand why it had to be weird.

"We sort of dated but there was no breakup, she liked me and I was just being nice for her sake. She went back to university, and I left." He said quietly. "It's not like we're serious, we just hung out. We never did anything bad, her parents were always around." Something in my stomach twisted making me feel slightly angry.

Jealousy.

I stayed quiet until we heard steps coming towards us. The girl wore a pair of hiking boots, skinny jeans, and a gray knit sweater. Her blonde hair was up in a ponytail. She was tall and pretty, of course, she was.

"Hey, Tarzan?" She smiled at him. I felt my stomach drop and I immediately let go of his hand as a reflex.

"Sara, how are you?" He said awkwardly. "S'been a while."

"Yeah, well you know, school was crazy so I haven't been here in a long time." She looked at me and smiled. "You must be the girlfriend?"

"Hi, I'm Jane." She smiled and put her hand out.

"I'm Sara, nice to meet you." She shook my hand and looked around. "Well I see my parents already invited you to dinner, so I'll see you guys there." She waved and left. Shay called out for us to be back by seven and we agreed.

We walked back to the car quietly, except for the music from other people. I looked around at the trees and grass area taking in the scene around me. I took a deep breath taking in the smell of barbeque food. "We should skip out on dinner." He suggested. "I mean there's no reason we should go."

I stopped in my tracks and put my hand on my hips. "That would be rude, we're going because if you were alone you would go. It's going to be like I told you not to go." A gust of wind passed through us making me shiver. "What's the big deal?"

"Sara's the big deal, don't you think it's weird that she had a thing for me?" He asked. "Because it's weird."

I began to get annoyed. I had decided during the trip here that I would try to initiate sex this weekend, but I was beginning to change my mind. "You are ruining what could be a really good weekend for both of us," I warned him. He looked at me with a curious face. "Let's just go, have dinner with them and excuse ourselves. Tell them we had plans, okay?" I reached up to lock my hands together behind his neck.

"Alright, but I warned you." He kissed my nose and we continued walking.

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At around seven we walked back to the giant R.V. and found the family had set up dinner outside. We walked up and Shay waved to us. "Oh, we are so glad you guys came by." She hugged us. "Jane take a seat, Harry on that side." She pointed for us to sit next to each other on a bench. She began serving us as when her husband and Sara came out to join us as well.

"What'll you have to drink, we have wine, beer, do you want a jack and coke Harry?" I looked at him and just now realized one reason he probably didn't want to come.

He cleared his throat. "Um, actually water would be nice." He said politely.

"I'll take some water too," I told her. She gave us a long look and agreed.

"You quit drinking kid?" Leonard asked Harry who nodded. "Good." He said going on about how alcohol ruins you from the inside.

We ate while Shay talked about how her husband and she lived here for almost half the year after quitting their day jobs and selling their house. Leonard was in a work accident so he had made a lot of money and was now retired. "So how did you kids meet?" Shay asked.

"We actually met in college, I went back to school and I got really lucky getting to sit next to her in class." He smiled at me. "We've only been together for two months but we met in August."

"And was it love at first sight?" Sara suddenly got involved in the conversation. Just as I was about to respond by saying something along the line of 'not really' Harry spoke up.

"For me it was." I turned to him and he looked back at me. "Honestly I never thought I could love someone until I met Jane." I heard an 'aww' from Shay and I couldn't help but smile widely at him.

After dinner I helped Shay clean and take dishes inside their R.V. to wash; Harry went to look at Leonard's truck to see what was wrong with it. I walked inside and the R.V., which actually looked like a little home. "Wow, you really know how to decorate," I told her. "It reminds me of my house."

"Well, then your mother has great taste." She laughed. "You know I have a picture somewhere in the room of our old house, you should see it." She went to the back leaving Sara and me alone to wash dishes.

"So you and Harry seem happy." She pointed out.

"Yeah, it feels like we were always meant to meet each other." She nodded.

"Yeah, well don't be disappointed if he disappears on you." I stopped doing what I was doing and looked at her. "Listen Harry is not a guy that settles down, he told me himself. Believe me, all of this is temporary. You don't know him the way I know him."

I knew it. She was way too nice to me all night. It was an act."Yes, because you knew him so well the last time you saw him." I said sarcastically. "You know nothing about him, or his past, especially what kind of person he is now?" I dried my hands.

"I know he's not as fun as he was two years ago. He wanted to travel, he had this book of places he made that he wanted to visit-"

"That was his sister's, who died. He is fun except now he doesn't have a fucking drinking problem." She glared at me.

"Harry doesn't have a sister, he told me he has no family." She said stubbornly.

I threw the dishrag down looking back at her. "Guess you don't know him as well as I do." Just then Shay came back in and looked at the both of us.

"What's going on?" She said startled.

"Shay thank you for dinner." I smiled. "But I'm going to be heading out." I walked past both of them until I reached outside where Harry was. He looked up at me with curious eyes. "Harry I'm going to the truck I need the keys."

"I'll go with you-"

"Give me the keys," I stated. He handed them to me and I said a quick goodbye to Leonard walking towards our space. It was dark out but after a minute I could hear his footsteps behind me trying to catch up.

"Hey, what happened?" He asked reaching me.

"Sara was a fake, and I shouldn't have gone," I said annoyed. "You were right I just want to go back to the truck and lay down."

He crossed his arms and agreed. "Okay then let's go, baby." He put his hand out for me to hold walking with me to the car. Drops of water fell down when we made it to the truck making me colder. "Let's get in and change clothes and we can watch a movie on my phone and eat our snacks." The back of Louis' car had all the seats down and Harry had placed a layer of blankets over what seemed like workout mats.

The car was tall enough that our heads didn't hit the top. Harry put our stuff in the two front seats to make room for us. The car windows were very tinted almost black so I didn't even hesitate to take my jacket and then my shirt off to wear something more comfortable. Harry took off his boots with his back to me and then slipped off his shirt. He placed everything on the driver's seat reaching for his pants. "Sleeping with no shirt on?" He asked making me realize I was sitting there in just a bra and sweats. Sara may think she knows him, but she will never get on my level. Maybe it was petty but I don't care.

"Maybe." I teased. He reached over turning off the backseat lights making it pretty dark in the car. He went over towards me, crawling on top of me.

"Is this okay?" He asked me quietly.

I could hear the rain falling very gently outside and my own heavy breathing. "Answer me something first." He agreed. "Are we ever going to run into one of your ex-girlfriend's-"

"-I don't have ex-girlfriends-"

"-Ex people I don't care. Will we be running into girls who you have been with that think you were special and that the two of you had some connection?"

He sighed sitting up turning back on the light. "Jane, you are the only girl I have told everything to. I've never told anyone I love them before, only you. I'm not going to sit here and lie to you, I've had my share of girls in the past, but not one of them compares to you. You are the most beautiful, smartest, funniest woman I have ever met." He took a deep breath falling back on a pillow. "And I love you."

After a few moments, I felt brave enough to reach behind me unhooking my bra. I did the exact move he did earlier and crawled to be over him. My chest grazing his gave me goosebumps. "Hi," I said to him. I could see his eyes tried so hard not look down. "You are very sweet to me, and you make me very happy; I was jealous and I freaked out."

"I would have too." He agreed so I pressed my lips to his and he returned the gesture by kissing me back. I ran my fingers through his hair as he put his arms around my naked back. We kissed until he flipped us over and I was below him. As his tongue battled with mine, my surprisingly steady hands reached down between us, reaching below his unbuckled belt and into the front of his boxers. For the first time, I felt him heavy in my hand and I heard him moan. He pulled away breathing heavily and looking down at me. "What are you doing?" He asked.

"I want you to make love to me." The second I said it he pulled away and shook his head.

"Not tonight baby, we can't tonight." I pulled away feeling my cheeks heat up. I felt embarrassed, so I immediately covered up looking away. "Hey, hey come on I'm sorry but we really can't." He kissed my cheeks and my neck trying to get my attention.

"Why, don't you want me?" I said shyly.

"Every. Fucking. Day." He said each word slowly. "But we just can't, not here."

"But I want to." I sat up frustrated.

"Jane we can't do it, it would be your first time." He said quietly. "I don't have condoms, and I'm pretty sure you aren't on birth control."

"I am." I looked down at my hands as I felt basically rejected.

He placed a hand under my chin and lifted my head so we made eye contact. "Love, you deserve your first time to be special, not in the back of a car." I didn't even register in my mind that we were in fact in a car. How cliche to lose your virginity in a car. "You deserve candles and music, on a bed. You deserve a hot bath afterward and actual food, not Cheetos and cashews." He joked about the snacks we brought with us. I let out a sigh of disappointment, but I know he had a point. I would eventually regret losing it in a car. I reached over turning off the light again and laying down. "Are you upset with me?" He asked.

"No, I guess I can't when you're being reasonable. I want to cuddle with you." He chuckled laying behind me sighing as he did. "Wait let me take these off." Just because we weren't having sex doesn't mean we couldn't be naked. I pulled my pants off in the dark and told him to do the same.

Facing each other we cuddled intertwined under a blanket, but something was bothering me. "Are you going to be okay with your little problem?" I pointed down to his crotch.

"Honestly no." Humming quietly I ran my hand over his bulge and slowly I reached down to his boxers and reached inside. "Fuck." He sighed as I began pumping him in my hand. He kissed me as I worked with the little room we had. He hissed as I reached the head and groaned as I slowly went back down. "Do me a favor, spit on your hand." I did as he told me and it made it instantly easier.

"Is this okay?" He moaned in response. Within a few minutes, he began to let out grunts reaching behind him for his shirt.

"Oh shit, I'm gonna cum." He pulled the blanket off as I watched him pump himself, finishing into the shirt, probably not wanting to get it on my hands. "Oh fuck me." He said as he threw the shirt away from us laying back into the pillow.

"Well I'm trying to but you won't let me." I joked. We both laughed and snuggled together, listening to the rain outside eventually falling asleep in each other's arms.

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Jane is horny...can you blame her.

Thanks for reading.Xx

-k