At the beginning of October every year we put up decorations in the library. This year, on the other hand, I looked through the decorations and they looked way too old so I decided to go to the store with Olivia to buy some new ones. I walked through each section putting stuff into the cart trying to stay on budget. "So Carter and I did the deed." I looked over at her and raised an eyebrow.

"What?" I said confused.

She put a bag of candy in the cart rolling her eyes. "We had sex." I made an 'oh' face understanding what she was talking about. "I know it's soon, but he's freaking perfect, and it just happened." She giggled like a schoolgirl.

"You used a-"

"Yes, I'm not crazy. It was amazing Jane, I literally couldn't believe how incredible it was I mean wow." Olivia ran her fingers through her hair making me notice how she was almost glowing. She looked so happy and it made me really happy for her. I really wanted to experience that feeling, the feeling of being with someone. I stopped pushing the cart because of my own thought. "You okay?" She asked.

It was the first time I had the actual feeling of wanting to have sex. Of course, I got excited and I did something about it, but masturbating is not the same thing as actual sex. "How do you initiate sex?" I asked her. She looked at me shocked, mostly since I've never asked her anything like that. I'm usually just listening to her and her date stories, ex-boyfriends, and the few guys she's hooked up with.

"You and Harry haven't had sex yet?" She didn't sound surprised, just curious. I shook my head as we made it to the end of the Halloween decorations to the beauty aisle looking for a new lotion. "Well, I'm guessing you want to?"

"I mean, yeah. He's so sweet, funny, and it's more than just lust. He cares about me a lot, and he's such a good kisser." I sighed. "Maybe not sex right away, but I need something or I'll go crazy."

"Like you want him to finger you?" She spoke slightly too loud catching the attention of a few older women in the next aisle.

"Must you be so blunt?" I threw a small lotion in the cart walking away from that section. "I'm too shy to touch him, I mean once we start making out it's great. I want to do something but my hands don't move."

"Jane, just tell him to touch you. Start slow, it's about the journey, not the destination." For once Olivia actually said something helpful.

After a few more hours of shopping and getting lunch, we parted ways and I went to the library to set up decorations. We were closed today because it was Sunday, so I unlocked the front door and made my way inside setting down bags after bags. I turned on some lights but kept the blinds shut. My phone began ringing and it was my mom. "Hello?"

"Sweetpea, your dad and I are going out to dinner in a while to go see that new movie about world war II. I just wanted to let you know we won't be home until late, so make sure you eat something because there's no food at the house."

"Okay, I will, have fun." After we hung up I started decorating the place and placing the candy bags in the back storage room. I pulled out a ladder to put the skull and pumpkin banners around the whole library. When I was done I was so tired and wanted to go to sleep. I drove home and went straight to my room to get undressed. I showered in hot water trying to relax my muscles from stretching my arms over my head for so long.

When I got out of the shower I walked out back to my room, putting on a tank top and shorts throwing myself on my bed. Right as I was about to shut my eyes my phone rang. I let out a loud groan as I got up, but smiled as the name appeared. "Hi, you."

"Hi baby, what are you doing?" I laid back down and let out a yawn.

"Just relaxing, what about you?" I said sleepily. I heard him chuckle.

"I'm outside your house, I brought you something." I sat up smiling walking out of my room and went to open the front door. As I opened it I jumped at the sight of a giant bouquet of flowers

"Oh my god!" I laughed opening the whole door. Harry looked at me and winked. "Harry, they're beautiful I love daisies." He put them in my arms and pecked my lips. I invited him in closing the door behind him. He followed behind me to the kitchen where I began putting them in a vase.

"I'm glad you like them, there's a flower shop across the street from work, and I know how much you like flowers." I finally took a look at him and noticed his hair was wet and he smelled really good.

"Did you shower before you came here?" He nodded. "Your hair looks cute pushed back like that." I ran my fingers through his curly locks. He leaned forward putting his forehead against mine. "I'm sleepy."

"Me too." He whispered.

"Come and cuddle with me?" He agreed after he asked if my parents were home. "No, they're out for date night." I jumped on my bed and rested my head on one of the pillows. He kicked off his boots and went to lay next to me.

"Jane, do you want to go on a date with me?" I pulled a blanket over us to cover my bare legs and rested my head on his chest.

"Of course, where are we going to have our date?" I asked him.

"Let me worry about that, it'll be fun." He pulled me close and kissed my forehead. I snuggled into his side and I felt my eyes closing.

I must have fallen asleep for hours, or so I thought. When I reopened my eyes I saw the time had only changed about an hour. I looked up at Harry who was still asleep, noticing the small crease on his forehead had disappeared, he looked so peaceful. His lips were slightly parted, his breathing was even, an arm was around me but his hand had fallen from my waist down to my butt. 

He moved a little trying to get comfortable but his eyes opened noticing I was awake. "Was that a good nap or was I just really tired?" His voice was raspy and deep making my body tingle.

"Both maybe." I shrugged. "Go back to sleep," I told him. "You're tired."

He shook his head. "If I sleep now I won't sleep later." He looked over at me and turned his head quickly. I sat up on my arm and looked down to see that my shirt was lower, exposing my boobs more than usual. I lifted it up and he let out a shaky sigh.

I thought back to what Olivia said, just ask him to touch you, he said it himself he's just waiting for me to tell him when. "Harry?" He hummed. I didn't know what to say so I put my hand on the cheek so he could face me, pressing my lips to his. He kissed back gently, but I needed more. I ran my hand up to his chest to his neck to pull him closer and kiss him harder. He pulled me up to his chest so that I was now on top of him. I opened my mouth letting our tounges intertwine. His hands stayed at my waist so I pulled away to tell him. "Touch me, Harry." He looked me in my eyes suddenly flipping us over so he was now on top.

"You tell me if I do anything you don't like okay?" I nodded quickly. He leaned down kissing my neck. I giggled as I felt his tongue flick over the spots he was kissing. His hand reached below my knee lifting it up so my center was pushed up against him. I put my hands on his back lifting the shirt up. He got the hint pulling it off from the back of his neck and tossing it aside.

He sat on his knees looking down at me. "Tell me what you want, baby." His voice made me shiver at how deep and smooth it was. I wasn't sure what I wanted, all I knew was that I needed him close. "Jane I need to hear you say it."

Instead of saying anything I sat uplifting my shirt up over my head. My room was dim only the light from my twinkle lights around my bookcase lit up the room. I was now in only a bra and my shorts. We looked up at each other and he bit his lip. "Harry, I trust you." His breathing became extremely loud and he began coughing. At first, it was a small cough but then he sat back. And I realized he was having trouble breathing. "What's wrong?"

"I'm... Having... An... asthma....attack.." He said in between ragged breaths.

"You have asthma! Do you have an inhaler?" I stood up helping him sit down. He nodded quickly. "Where is it?"

"Bike...bike..." He coughed again and I quickly grabbed my shirt running outside to his bike. I quickly opened up his little storage pouch on the side of his bike and found the small inhaler. As quick as I could I ran back into the house seeing him stand against the wall with his arms up trying to catch his breath. I handed it to him and he sat down taking the medicine. After a few minutes, he finally sounded better looking over at me frowning. "Please don't cry, I'm sorry." I didn't even realize I was crying until he told me.

"I didn't know you had asthma, I got so scared." I hugged him tightly.

"It's minor, it's been a while since I've had one." He said as I hugged him harder. "Baby, don't cry, you just took my breath away." He chuckled. I pulled away and slapped his arm.

"It's not funny Harry, you scared me." I put my arms around him and hid my face in his neck.

"Boy did that ruin the mood." He shook his head. "I was going to do some unspeakable things but you are so beautiful I literally-"

"Harry! It's not funny, baby, I really got scared." I said pulling away for a second.

He was quiet for a moment, laying back down on the bed with me still in his arms. I had finally calmed down from the scare and told him if he needed anything, he said no. It was quiet for a while before he whispered. "Jane, you called me baby, and I kinda liked it." He joked.

"You are so weird." I sighed laying on his chest.

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-k