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I was always taught to be strong. Never let them think you care at all. Let no one get close to me, before you and me. - Musiq Soulchild

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I'm playing Grand Theft Auto waiting for Zaya to wake up. She still cuddled up with me. She moves a little. I press pause on my game then look down at her face as she sits up. She sits up a little more then looks at me. "Look... I know you finna cuss me out and all that. Feel free." I say. She ain't saying anything, just staring. "Thank you for last night." I say, getting off of her before she can go off on me about it. "I'm for real. I love you, seriously." I add. She just staring at me like she waiting on me to say something else. "What?" I ask, getting out the bed. She gets out of the bed. I watch as she quietly goes through my drawer. "Bruh, you searching for my strap to kill me?" I ask. I wouldn't be surprised.

She ignores me then grabs one of my LRG tee shirts. Something falls out the shirt. I walk over and try to grab it but she got it already. "Shit." I mumble, getting embarrassed. On the plane, I wrote a list on ways to get her back and I forgot that was in there. This is fucking embarrassing .

She chuckles then hands it back to me. I watch her take the clothes she slept in off then walk in my bathroom. I walk in there then turn the TV on. "What you doing?" I ask, watching her turn my shower on using the keypad.

She takes her bra and panties off right in front of me, making me get hard as fuck. "Zaya... I swear you doing this on purpose. Say something. You must want me to get in with you?" I ask, watching her clean her face through the large glass shower door. She ignores me. I take my pants and my boxers off. I could've sworn she just brushed her hand against her clıt and smirked a little.

I grab a washcloth then get in the shower. She acting like I'm not even in here, still washing herself. I get face to face with her and shower in silence while we stare at each other. "Can I kiss you?" I ask. She doesn't say anything. I lean down then peck her lips. She still ain't saying anything and it's confusing.

"Why you ignoring me, mane?" I ask. She rolls her eyes then continues to wash herself. Her eyes roam my body then land on my dıck. She rubs my abs then gets down to my dıck then rubs it, shocking the shit out of me. I don't know what's going through her mind but this shit sexy as hell for some reason.

I pick her up then lay her under the water. I put the head at her entrance. She scoots back then stands. I blow. "What the hell you tease me for?" I snap. She playing with my emotions like crazy and it's making me mad. "That's what Tandy and that other hoe you cheated on me with is here for." she whipers, then smirks and gets out the shower.

I blow. "Mane, you petty." I say, watching her dry herself off with one of my Versace towels. She doesn't say anything. "Zaya, why you keep acting like you don't hear me?" I ask. She ignores me then walks out the bathroom. I dry off then follow her out. I watch her put some fruity smelling lotion on her legs, sitting in my bed. She opens her purse then pulls a new purple thong out of it. She takes the tags off of it then lifts herself up then puts it on.

She gets up then pushes me out her way and opens one of the drawers. She pulls Tandy's shit out my drawer then rolls her eyes. I chuckle, watching her take all of Tandy's stuff out. She opens the window then tosses all of Tandy's stuff out, making me bust out laughing. She got this disgusted look on her face too.

"So, you jealous?" I ask, watching her move around my room with no clothes on like it's her own. She ignores me. I walk over to her then pin her to the wall, making us chest to chest. "Zaya... why you keep on acting like you can't hear?" I ask, staring in her eyes. "This is how I feel. You never listen to me until you want to and it shouldn't be that way. You pick and choose when to pay attention to me and now that I'm doing you the same way, you can't handle it." she says.

"Okay, and I apologize for that. I realized how much I hurt you. I didn't even mean that bullshit. I only did it to push you away to avoid getting hurt but I took it too far and I'm sorry. I swear I didn't mean it." I say. "Avoid getting hurt? What you talking about? I never gave you a reason to think I would hurt you." she says, looking confused. "When Almond so called went straight, it seemed like yall were getting on a different level but I didn't say nothin'. Then when you found out the truth about the Tyler situation, I thought you would've left or cheated on me for either him or Tyler and mane, real shit, Zaya, I couldn't handle that shit. The shit I said and did was too far and I'm sorry. I didn't even mean it though." I say.

Tears slowly roll down her face. "How could you say you didn't care about our baby, Craig?" she softly asks. Her lip starts quivering then she breaks down crying in my chest, punching my back. "Why would you say something like that? The shit you did to me was so fucking wrong. I could never forgive you." she says. I hold her tight then kiss her forehead. "I understand I hurt you but you gotta give me a chance to fix it." I say. She pulls away then shakes her head, wiping her eyes. "It's over. Don't you get it, it's too late? I can't even look at you the same anymore. You're far from the man I fell in love with. I can't do the up and down anymore and when you brought our baby into it is when you ruined any chance you ever had. It's too late, Craig. Move on... we're done." she says almost like it hurt her to even say it.

"Zaya..." I say. "I can't do it. I need a man who loves me." she chokes out, staring in my eyes. "And I do love you, Zaya." I say. "But you don't know how to love me, Craig." she says. "I can learn, come on, Zaya, please." I say. "It's been over a decade and you still haven't learned how to treat me. I feel like you don't care about me, you're just used to me and I hate it. You make me feel special whenever you trying to have sex and that's all. It shouldn't be like that." she says. I grab her hand. "Why you didn't tell me? How I'm supposed to know what need to be changed if you won't even let me know? I can't read your mind, Zaya." I point out.

"It's simple shit that any man who loves a woman knows, Craig!" she screams. "Zaya, I never had love, aight? I never had an example! I didn't even wanna fall in love when I met you but that shit happened! You remember how it was, I wouldn't even admit how I felt towards you cause I didn't understand it! You the only woman I ever been on this level with! I never had experience! I'm sorry, Zaya, damn! Just don't leave for good!" I yell back at her, getting frustrated cause I don't even know how to express how I feel right now.

She shakes her head. "Yeah... whatever. Whenever you really need me, I'm here for you but I don't want you." she says. "So, you saying you don't love me no more?" I ask. "I'll always love you but we through." she says. I blow then punch the wall. "Fuck you too then, shit! I don't need you no mothafucking way!" I snap at her. She shakes her head then chuckles. "I just wanted to see how you'd react. That's your problem. You so quick to blow up when things don't go your way. You are so fucking selfish and I can't deal with it." she says, walking away from me.

I sigh. "Look, I'm sorry... I just said the first thing that came to mind. I didn't mean it." I say in all honesty. She puts on a pair of my gym shorts and one of my shirts. "I'll drop the kids off to you tonight. Excuse me." she says, walking out of my room. I sigh. I guess I gotta really move on. I check the time. I'm stepping out tonight. I guess I'll go try to date somebody else. If Zaya come back to me, then it was meant but if not, it is what it is as much as it hurts.

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