Thanks for viewing my story everyone!!!! Love you all way too much!!! It's been awhile since I have been on here I have been dealing with things my best friends father passed away from cancer and I'm doing everything I can to support her the best I can. I know the struggles of losing a father must be very hard. I grieve for her I cry for her I even hear her prayers! She is the best she can be and that's all to it! That's why I haven't been on here as much as I should be but Thank you kindly for the support. Someone that important to you who has been the biggest impact in your life has been a difficult process for my family and I but I'm handling this the very best that I possibly can! As for myself I'm trying to do everything I can to stay happy healthy and moving forward with this. Cancer is no fun to deal with! I know that one day there will be a day that Cancer will be defeated!

Dear Cancer:

I hate you! I hate you so much to a point I just want to strangle you! You have been the existence in everyone and I wish you never ever have to be there! You are like Fire but with Fire who burns a lot of hell and pain in us. Even though I hate you so much I forgive you I forgive you for putting us in this mess. I forgive you because that's what God wants me to do It is time for me to move forward to be happy to be at peace. There will be a day when we will see our loved ones in Heaven once again!

Blessings~

Ashley!

Ps: To those who are reading this who are struggling with this; please Dm me or comment me we are not alone!