(^ That's what the are wearing. P.S I can't find that little girl pic anymore on Google and I only have that one pic I already used. Also, when she ages, I'll be using different pics from Google. I apologize in advance if she doesn't look how she suppose to. Enjoy!)

Brandon's POV

Ok, so, it's been two months and Michael still isn't ready to do anything sexual to me. I understand his situation, but I'm starting to get sexually frustrated. I've never waited this long for sex from a guy! He must be really special. I giggle to myself.

Michael is helping Lilly get dressed. I invited them to a banquet. It'll be Michael and I's first time in public since our date. I have to give a speech about my company's progress. I'm a little nervous about speaking in front of crowd....OK I'm incredibly nervous. My palms are sweating! I don't see how I can speak to a complete stranger, but I can't speak to a crowd. Gosh, I'm weird. Michael comes out of the bedroom wearing a white suit. My mouth drops. He's sexy as hell!

"Wow....."

He smiles and says, "It used to be my father's."

"He has great taste."

He poses. I giggle.

"My turn!" yells Lilly from the back. I giggle and say, "I'm ready!"

Lilly walks out of the bedroom like she's a model. She 180 on both sides. Then she poses. I clap and say,

"Beautiful! She'll be the most gorgeous girl at the party!"

Michael says,

"You're gorgeous, Lilly."

Lilly blushes and looks at me. She looks confused. She says,

"Why aren't you dressed?"

"I'm wearing this. "

Michael asks, "Why?"

I answer, "My advisor told me that a casual look will intimidate the others. Making it seem like I have it all so I don't need to dress fancy. "

"Do we need to change?"

I grab Michael's hand and say, "No. Not at all."

He smiles and kisses me. My heart flutters. Gosh I love this man. Lilly says,

"Enough with the mushy mushy. Let's go!"

We laugh and head out.

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We're sitting at the white table with my secretary, Henry my executive, and my advisor. I'm really nervous. Now might be a good time to tell Michael my fear. I lean over to him and whisper,

"Michael...I have stage fright. "

He looks at me wide eyed. He whispers back,

"What! Aren't you giving a speech?"

I nod and whisper, "I'm already sweating! This isn't good. I can't do this. Let's go."

I begin to get up. He pulls me down and whispers,

"You can't leave! Just... When you're up there, just look at me Ok. That should calm you. Just look at me."

Henry saw me try to leave and asks,

"Brandon are you okay? "

Everyone at the table looks at me. I look at him and say,

"I'm fine."

I look back at Michael and whisper,

"Just look at you...I can do that."

Michael blushes and holds my hand. He must be under pressure also. I mean, this is the first time we've been seen in public together. And this time he isn't ashamed as much as last time. He must be nervous. It would be sweet if he kisses me when they announce my name. That would be pretty nice.

I can't ask to much of him though. Lilly seems pleased with everything. I'm happy she's happy. I have to mention the trip soon. I so want him to say yes. He needs a break. As the night continues, I realize my time is coming up. I'm so nervous. A woman walks up to the podium and gets everyone's attention. Oh god...here I go.

Michael's POV

"Hello ladies and gentlemen."

Brandon is shaking his leg. He's really nervous. All he has to do his look at me. Maybe that'll keep him on track. I place my hand on his shaking leg. He stops moving it and looks at me. I smile at him. He smiles back.

"....Brandon Clifford!"

A spot light shines on us. Um, that's weird. He looks at me and smiles. I can't resist the urge. I grab his face and give him a smooch. I just did that in front of everyone! Oh my God! We separate and he has the biggest smile on his face. I can't help but giggle. He gets up and walks toward the podium. I join everyone else clapping. He seems to be fine until he faces everyone. His smile goes away and there's nothing but fear in his eyes.

He begins to stutter. He isn't looking at me either. Oh no...

"Um..he-hello...my..my name is um..Brandon...Cli-Clifford..."

Jesus. What do I do? I stand up. He still doesn't look at me. Get his attention Michael! But how? I wave my arms. Still nothing. He continues to stare out into space. People begin to whisper to each other. Do something, Michael! I take a deep breath and stand on the table. People look at me surprised. Henry whispers harshly,

"Get off the damn table! Who is this guy?"

Brandon must've heard the commotion, because he looks over toward us. He sees me on the table and stares at me. I smile and mouth,

"You can do it."

He smiles big and keeps his eyes on me as he continues. He clears his throat and says,

"Sorry about that. I'm pretty nervous. Now, as I was saying, my company continues to create jobs for people around the world. Our goal is to make jobs available for everyone and to stop this contagious disease of world hunger."

As he continues to give his speech, Lilly pulls at my pants leg. I look down and ask,

"What is it baby?"

"I want to stand on the table too."

I smile and say, "Well, come on."

I help her up and hold her in my arms. I look back at Brandon. He sees Lilly and giggles a little. At the end of his speech, he says,

"I believe, together, we can make this world a better place for the children, and for generations to come. Thank you."

Everyone cheers. Brandon smiles and walks off the stage and back to our table. I help Lilly down and I get off the table. Brandon shakes people's hands on the way over. When he gets to our table, he ignores everyone and comes straight to me.

He pulls me into a warm embrace. He whispers,

"Thank you, Michael."

I whisper back, "No, thank you."

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Brandon invited us back to his place. I was bit nervous, but Lilly kept insisting. So here I am. Sitting on his couch. It's 10pm and Lilly is sleeping in the guest bedroom. Lilly asked Brandon to put her to sleep. I rub my knees nervously.

I know he's been waiting for me to advance, but I just need more time. I'm not even sure who's on top. I wanna be on top, I think I'll be more comfortable on top, but I don't know what he wants.

Brandon comes back and smiles at me. He sits next to me and sighs. He says,

"I had to make up a bedtime story. "

I giggle and say, "Yeah, I make one up every night. We ran out of books so now that's what I gotta do."

Brandon crosses his leg and says,

"That's so sweet."

I take my jacket off and fold it, then place it next to me. He starts rubbing my arm up and down. I smile. He moves closer and kisses my neck. He's sitting on the right of me, so he can't get to my sweet spot. He must've realized that because he changes his position, but instead of sitting on the other side, he sits on my lap, with his legs on either side of me.

He kisses me passionately and then moves down to my sweetspot. But, he only kisses it lightly. He's teasing me. Then, he starts moving his hips. I moan. He's making me hard. I look down and I can see the bulge in his pants. He raises my head up to where I can see his eyes. He kisses me again and moves his hips faster. I can't resist him anymore.

I begin to remove my vest and he helps. He starts to unbutton my shirt. He opens it and takes it off me. He rubs my chest. He gets off of me and gets on his knees in front of me. I can hear my heart thud in my chest.

Do I want this? Is tonight the night? My heart is yelling YES, but my mind is whispering no. My heart soon overcomes the whispering mind.

I help him unbuckle my pants. He's surprised at my enthusiasm, but pleased with it as well. He pulls my pants off and tosses them to the side.

I then realize we're in the living room. I whisper,

"Can we take this to the bedroom? "

He nods and gets up. His bedroom is on the other side of his huge apartment. Far from where Lilly is.

He eagerly leads me to his bedroom. He closes the door and practically pushes me on the bed. I giggle and say,

"Someone's eager to get started. "

He smiles and nods. He gets on top of me and kisses my neck and starts moving down. He kisses my chest and licks one of my nipples. Wow. Didn't see that coming.

He moves down to my bellybutton and circles it with his tongue. This seems familiar.

He moves down to my penis. I'm wearing boxers, so there's a slit for my penis to come through.

He pulls it out. I close my eyes. I feel his tongue. I let out a moan. I put my hands behind my head and enjoy it.

I've never had this before. Not even from Keke. She's Lilly's mother.

Up, down, up, down, up, down, up, down, up down, swirl..wow, up, down, up, down, up, teasing of the tongue. Wow!

He stops and takes his pants off. It's the first time I've seen his penis. Wow. I ask nervously,

"Um, do you want me to..."

He giggles and says, "No. I had that once and I don't like it. I'm the only guy who doesn't like his dick sucked. "

I laugh. Then I realize we're at the point where someone enters the other. I ask quite nervously,

"Um...where do I go?"

He seems confused, but then realizes what I meant. He climbs into the bed and kisses me passionately. He whisper in my ear,

"I want you on top, daddy."

That only made me want him more. He turns over. I never did anal. Once he feels nothing in him, he turns and says,

"Let me do it."

He lays me down on my back and sits on me. He grabs my penis and penetrates himself. I let out a moan. He's so tight.

He pins my arms down and moves up and down. My eyes roll back. Who knew I would enjoy having sex with a man?

The temp in the room goes up. We begin to sweat, but we don't care. All we care about is our love becoming real. I love you, Brandon. But when will I say it?

He's letting out the sexiest moans.

"You're so big daddy!"

I smile and ask,

"You like that?"

He nods and says, "Yes! Yes!"

We go at it for about an hour. When we finish, Brandon lays his head on my chest. He says,

"Michael, that's the best sex I've ever had. No one has ever done me like that. And you aren't even experienced."

I giggle and stroke his hair.

"Well, you're the best I've ever had. No woman has ever took control like that."

He laughs and pokes my side. I laugh and say,

"Hey! It's true."

He lifts his head and looks at me. I peck his lips. He smiles and says,

"I'm going to take a shower."

I smile and ask, "Round 2 I presume? "

He bites his bottom lip and nods.