R: mujhe parivar dene Wala Mera pyaar, Vansh ne hi Mera parivar cheen liya.

She said emotionless as she sunk more deeper in the bath tub. Cold water, sending shivers down her spine yet she didn't wanted to come out.

She wanted to hurt herself for becoming what she has today. She never wanted this in her life, never.
Her lungs begged for oxygen but living life had become a joke to her, she didn't wanted to. She wanted death. For herself, for her peace.

Because if she lives, she won't be able to hate him. And that is what she wants but is not able to. Even after knowing what he did! All she could see was darkness, in that moment she understood that it might be her last moment and closed her eyes to feel it.

V: RIDHIMA!

He shouted, seeing her state. There was a fear crepting upon his soul to lose his heartbeat of his heart. His ridhima.

He took her out, tears forming making his vision blurry.

V: ridhima! Ridhima

He patted her cheeks but her body was pale and cold. Lips had turned purple, her pulse was weak.

V: no I can't let anything happen to her.

He said to himself, trying his best to pump the water out of her system. He tried CPR and it worked! She coughed
out the water and her body started trembling.

His eyes had a bit of relief to see her breathing again. She still was unconscious. He carried to the bed and started rubbing her hands and feet to produce some heat.

He removed her heavy jewellery and flowers from bun. He couldn't see her like this, lying all cold and helpless. She's his lioness, she knows how to roar but never tremble in fear.
There still was one question nagging him that why did she do this?

He changed her dress and wrapped another blanket around her.

V: why did you do this ridhima?

His own voice was betraying him, never in his dreams he would have thought that even this turn was written in their destiny.

He noticed her shivering body and quickly kneeled down beside her.

V: you have to wake up and answer me dammit. Listen to me ridhima, You. Have. To. Answer. Me.

He couldn't even express his anger in front of her, his senses feel weak in front of her innocent face but not today. This time is was about her life, it's not hers but his too.  She is his life.

He held her hands but it was ice cold. He needed to keep her temperature normal.

V: ridhima please.

Tears fell on her palm, it was his pain and fear that was finally coming out and it needed to. He had suppressed all this but now seeing his lady love lying all cold makes his heart bleed.

He laid down beside her and hugged her tightly, it seems like time had stopped for them. They were both wrapped in a cocoon of pain, guilt, possessiveness and love.

His body heat soothing down her trembling body, it always was his warmth that made her fell safe and secure. He could be anything, a monster, an evil just anything. But he just wanted to become a perfect man his lady ever dreamt of.

He has done mistakes, he accepts it and regrets it. Her parents were one of them. They were accidentally killed by him, he still remembers that day clearly.

He was 13 that time and was greatly flustrated by his parents talk. All they did was scold him so take his frustration out, he drove that ambassador car at deadly speed which caused accident of a couple and a small girl.

He couldn't make out what was going on around him but one thing was sure that he was at the fault. He killed them. He suffered nightmares and was in trauma, that accident left a great impact on him.

His parents tried their level best to solve this matter and keep all the evidences aside. After all, he was thier only son but couldn't save him from the emotional torture he was going through.

To punish himself, he accepted his crime and went to juvenile detention center. He got punishment for what he did, yes it's hard to forgive and forget but thier love is all about crossing limits whether it be love or hate.

It is now in her hands what she wants to do. Try to forgive him and move on or hate him for a sin he did.

V: I know that you can't accept me after knowing this truth but I love you and for keeping you close to me any limit will be less.

For her, he will never hesitate to take any evil step. It will be all for her after all she's the only right thing happened to him in life. She came to his dark life only to brighten it again.

It was Vansh who woke up first and quickly touched her forehead to check her temperature.

V:  thank God her temperature is normal again.

There was a satisfactory smile on his face, seeing her safe and sound. Her eyes slowly opened and saw Vansh looking at her intently. He immediately pulled her into a hug, keeping her close to his heart.

V: why did you do it? I could have lost you dammit.

She didn't knew how to react, what was she supposed to do?

R: why?

She asked in a whisper as she still didn't had that energy to just shout on him or push him.

V: huh?

R: why?  Why did you hide it from me?

His eyes widen in realisation. It hit him hard, he  could see why she did it.
She knows everything.

V: ridhima

He whispered in shock and hurt was so clearly visible on her face.

V: ridhima. Please forgive me, I know I am wrong and don't deserve your love but please just listen to me once. Just once.

She didn't wanted to repeat that same mistake of not giving him any chance to justify himself. At that time, it costed her husband life and if there is any other phase of this chapter then she can't ignore it.

R: speak.

He explained his situation and trauma he went through during that phase of his life. He still regrets his decision of letting his anger overpower him that day. He is guilty.

She tried finding lie in his eyes but could only sense guilt and honesty. She was in a turmoil. He held her palms close to his heart

V: I know I destroyed your whole life but I can promise you one thing that I will try my level best to give you double the love you missed. I promise to fill your life with happiness and immense joy. Now it's only you whether you give me a chance to cherish yourself or not.

He had tears in his eyes seeing her like this. He had never seen her this miserable, she was always a strong soul. There was fire inside her but today all he could see was ashes.

Little did he knew that these ashes are more powerful than fire, it gonna hurt more than that. These ashes are not gonna leave anyone, they have to be consumed in it.

R: I have one work to do

She said coming out of bed but he held her hands. She eyed it, then Vansh.

R: come to the same place where you called me. After giving me first gift less payment more device to spy upon me.

With that she left drowning him in confusion then it clicked him. When he gifted her a mobile phone as her payment when she helped him soothing his pain. When it was the first time, they talked like normal human beings.

He had called her to an old factory, so even she must have gone there. He quickly got up and drove there and was shocked to witness the scene in front of him.

She was beating someone mercilessly like someday he did. She indeed his lady version of him.

V: ridhima what are you doing?

He asked perplexed, he still was not able to see his face. She turned the chair in his direction and he was looking at him with clenched jaw.

It was kabir and was struggling to breathe.

R: come on kabir. Being a police officer oops sorry, good for nothing police officer. Can't you take this much of beating? I have to torture you more, I have to take my revenge.

K: why are you doing this ridhima? I helped you knowing who killed parents.

He said a little breathless while looking at her with droopy eyes. She chuckled darkly.

R: you think I am an idiot to believe you again? After all the shits you did. Come on I thought you knew me better. The day I went to juvenile center, I knew that it was Vansh who was responsible for that accident.

He tried his level hard to hide it from me, but there was another file as well of his name. He might have not knew that this file contained every information I needed. And after listening him today, I knew I did right.

You think I came to you for help! Nah kabir. It was my plan to trap the prey and you were that. I made you believe that I needed your help for finding my parents murderer and you did what you wanted. You manipulated me but it was all fake, I was never under your influence this time.

I knew you were keeping an eye on us so I had to act a little. I knowingly got drowned in that bathtub so that you think, I already hate him. But the truth is, I knew your intentions this time. In morning when you left spying with a satisfied heart thinking your dumb ass plan worked, I overtook it.

I kidnapped and brought you here. Now the real justice will be served but not by law, by me. Come one count your crimes. And this one is for when you tried harming ishani and me.

She took a wire and gave him shock, he screamed in pain. Vansh was somewhat shocked but was happy too, he deserved it.

R: this is for killing DSR and ragini.

She slapped him hard.

R: this is for almost killing my Vansh

She used a knife and stabbed him in shoulders.

R: this is for creating whole new sets of misunderstanding between us.

She punched him in guts causing blood to ooze out from mouth. She took out few papers which they recognized as his juvenile records.

R: nothing can come between me and him.

She took out a lighter and burned it

R: and this is for using my love and emotions.

She took out a gun and shot him in his head. He was dead.

V: ridhima!

He whispered in shock, he had never seen her this angry. Her eyes were bloodshot, it seemed like there was a fire ignited in them.

They were on the way back home, no one dared to speak anything until he spoke.

V: thank you

He said surprising her.

V: thank you for forgiving me and giving me another chance to cherish and love you once again, for trusting me. And most importantly for pulling me out of my past.

R: we love each other and it has no limits. I know it was your mistake that time and you're guilty for it, that is what matters. And Kabir deserved it for every sin he did. We might be toxic for each other but letting go of each other is not possible in this life.

We will stay together until death do us apart.

Few days had passed and today Vansh had some surprise for her. She was irritated as she was asking from last fifteen minutes about it but he didn't even bulged.

R: Vansh

She whined and he again said to keep patience which Shut her up. She was blindfolded and was in his arms because he doesn't trusts her clumsiness. Her and floor have a separate love story.

He put her down and opened her blindfold. There she saw angre standing with tears in his eyes, confusing her.

R: angre why are you crying? Did ishani beat you something or what?

Her last assumption made both chuckle.

Ang: ridhima you.....  You're my sister.

R: I know. I always treat you like my brother.

She shrugged and vansh facepalmed.

V: ridhima he's your real brother. After a lot of investigation we found it

He said shocking her. Angre hugged her tightly, tears falling from his eyes. She hugged him back.

R: bhai

She said hiccuping which made him look at her with love.

Ang: yes I am your bhai but I am elder than you so I have full rights to scold you.

All laughed and they were all very happy with this reunion. Who knew,  that destiny plays such games with us.

Ridhima was gazing stars at night from Window and Vansh back hugged her.

V: what are you thinking?

R: trying to locate my parents in those stars.

V: yes, those are your parents.

He pointed towards two brightest stars. She just leaned back to feel him and his warmth.

They might be toxic for each other, heck even think of killing each other but will never be able to live away from each other.

They will cross any limit for each other. Theirs is a love which will make God bow down if needed.

~♥~

Phew done. Finally.  Ugh it took me 4 hours to write due to this cold whether. Hayee my hands are going numb. Anyways hope you all liked it, I wrote it after seeing yesterday's precap

And no gyaan needed for killing, This is just my imagination. About the show I must say that don't judge it by one episode. If ridhima kill, takes revenge, do anything I won't have any problem just I didn't liked that believing kabir.

Didn't she thought that he could have forced that officer to speak that in front of camera? Did she forgot his crimes or what?

Anyways just gonna wait for today's episode as we will witness some terrific acting of Helly.

Please vote and comment. Take care of yourself and stay safe.