Note : Ahana track. I feel this genuinely deserves in line comments

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Pain...

It overpowered her senses.

She was exhausted....

Exhausted from fighting for the ones who never respected her, fighting for the ones who never cared for her. She fought to save lives of those people who never deserved her.

Was she so cursed in the name of love?

Didn't she deserved anyone's love....

Standing there with her foot bleeding, throbbing head, numb heart, she looked at her love who was introducing his wife in front of the world.

" please welcome, my wife... Mrs Ahana Vansh raisinghania" it echoed in her ears, she felt a tug in her heart.

There was no sound heard but she knew, something broke into pieces. It was her heart that broke in millions of pieces. Those shattered pieces pricked her from inside.

Her eyes met with the one who was giving her immense pain, not physically right now, but mentally.
When their eyes met, she didn't feel the spark she used to, it turned into disgust.

A sly smirk playing on his lips as he looked at her broken state.

( Lo maan liya song from movie, raaz- reboot. This song is something mahn!!!)

Lo maan liya humne
Hai pyaar nahi tumko

Looking at her love who was enjoying her misery, she wondered, who was he?

Was he the same man she loved dearly?

Was he the same man with whom she knitted her dreams of future?

Was he the same man to whom she completely submitted herself?

But at that moment she understood, maybe, maybe he never loved her.

Never.....

Or maybe, his love was too weak to handle a storm in their life, the base was too weak to handle a misunderstanding in their relationship.

Or maybe, he never understood the meaning of 'holding on'.

Hum Yaad nahi tumko...
Tum Yaad nahi Humko...

V: who are you ma'am?

Her gaze shifted to her husband who shamelessly asked her this question. Her heart burned looking at the satisfaction in his eyes.

She walked near them with her baby steps, looking like a body without soul.

R: your fucking wife!

She whispered harshly, getting hold of his collar, looking at him with fire spitting from her eyes.

He looked back at her with emptiness in his eyes.

In the mean time, angre had cleared the media, it were just the family members how.

Aha: hey! Middle class gold digger, how dare you call my husband as yours huh?

She shouted and ridhima glared at her and it was enough to send shiver down her spines. Her bloodshot eyes were enough to scare her.

Ahana kept mum and looked everywhere but at her.

V: ma'am I think you are mistaken, my wife is ahana Vansh raisinghania.

He said with neutral look, ridhima gave him a pained smiled.

R: so easy for you to announce someone as your life partner right!

She whispered and chuckled sarcastically, fighting back her tears. Leaving his collar, she rubber her face and took a deep breath.

Vansh turned around from her, fighting back his emotions. He gulped down the lump formed in his throat.

R: good bye Mr raisinghania and this ungrateful family from this unknown stranger

She said in a low voice and it was enough for him to shiver slightly. His heart tugged seeing her walking away, his soul was walking away with her.

While walking away from them, at that moment, she understood that she is just a mere 'mental' stranger for them.

Bass ek dafa, mud ke dekho
Aye Yaar zara humko

She kept walking until she reached the main gate and turned back to look at her husband whose back was facing her.

' just turn around and look at me for once ' her heart screamed at him. Tears were threatening to fall from her eyes but she couldn't fall weak right now.

Maybe she was not lucky enough for that, with a sly smile, she turned around and kept her right leg out of the gate.

Lo maan liya humne
Hai pyaar nahi tumko
Hum Yaad nahi tumko...
Tum Yaad nahi Humko...

While walking out from the mansion and from his life, her heart wondered. Maybe... He never loved her.

Her heart questioned but his gazes can't lie, she had once seen pure adoration and love for her in his eyes.

Can orbs really deceive?

People say, eyes are key to soul. So couldn't he read the truth in her eyes, couldn't he read the innocence in her eyes?

Today the family members behaved like a stranger with her, whole family refused to recognize her. Refused to recognize who was like an angel in their life.

The ones whom she saved despite being taunted, attacked, almost killed...

She loved him wholeheartedly but what did she got in return?

A broken heart...

She had given her heart to him but he stomped on it, played with her emotions, played with her weak heart.

Taking a deep breath, she was about to step her another leg out when a voice shouted.

" BHABHI... RIDHIMA BHABHI"

A full blown smile appeared on her face as she heard the voice, she had longed to hear from days.

"sia" It came as a whisper, tear brimming in corner of her eyes.

Everyone gasped and ran to her room, tears rolled down Vansh's jaw as he looked at her little sister who was murmuring her bhabhi's name in deep slumber.

" Sia" he whispered slightly, caressing her hair to calm her down.

But she panicked more, ridhima ran and sat down near her and held her hands. She calmed down which made ridhima smile and others shocked but kept mum.

Slowly and steadily, she opened her big chocolate brown orbs, her gaze directly fell upon the person who was holding her hands tightly.

A slight smile appeared on siya's face and she held her hands tighter, giving her a tug.

Si: bhabhi

She whispered slightly and removed her oxygen mask, ridhima turned around to have a look at the monitor.

Her heartbeat and oxygen level were stable so it was OK for her to take out oxygen mask for some time.

Ridhima smiled at her but it turned into a frown when she saw her wincing.

R: don't worry sia, because of no moment your body has turned a bit stiff. It will take some time to heal.

She said softly, caressing her hair. Sia leaned into her touch, she always felt a motherly connection with her.

Is: I can't believe it Sia! You are behaving all lovey dovey with the one who is responsible for your state!

Ishani yelled at her, getting impatient of the drama going on. Vansh was like ignored by Sia, not only him but every family member was.

She didn't payed any heed to any of them.

Si: who's responsible for my condition

She whispered with a confused look, ishani threw her hands up in frustration.

Si: anupriya is responsible for my this condition, she injected me something that made my body go into coma. She even tried killing me many times but my bhabhi always saved me.

She said with a smile and eyed ridhima lovingly. Everyone over there went stiff.

Ridhima closed her eyes and breathed out, looking at the other direction as she could feel their intense gaze upon her.

V: what are you speaking sia

He spoke with trembling voice, he could feel his stomach churning. His heart was beating faster than over.

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Guilt....

It overpowered everyone's senses as they heard what Sia just uttered. Everyone looked at ridhima who was looking down at the floor.

That was when they noticed her features carefully, her elbow had scratches while her forehead had a little bump which indicated that she fell down somewhere.

Her face had a reddish tint, eyes were swollen and puffy. Her lips had turned into hues of purple and red.

"Ridhima" vansh whispered slowly, trying to touch her shoulders with his trembling hands.

She winced a little and backed off, looking at him with bloodshot eyes and a pained smile playing on her lips.

R: yes Mr raisinghania?

She asked emotionlessly. He felt a strange pain in his heart, is this what she felt when he called her "ma'am?"

Lo maan liya.... Dekha hi Nahi
Tere kandhe ka wo til
Lo maan liya toota hi nahi,
Tere haathon se Mera dil

She stared at him with pained eyes, no tears fell down from those beautiful doe eyes but inside, she was breaking down.

Her heart was crumbling, she could feel it....

She would be a fool to admit that he didn't succeed in breaking her. He was very much successful in that, he successfully broke the ridhima.

He broke her heart which was hauntingly beautiful.....

He pulled his hands back to himself and looked at her, she wiped that lonesome drop of tear that escaped from her eyes.

She bit her lips and gulped down to not burst into sobs but their gazes made it even more difficult for her to control.

She couldn't take it anymore.....

She got up and ran away from there, startling everyone there. She ran and ran until she reached her room, sorry.... His room.

Her steps made her reach there, locking the door from inside, she sat on the floor with a thud.

A painful sob escaped from her lips as she recollected every memory which caused her pain.

She used her palm to muffle the sounds escaped from her lips, tears rolled down her throat, falling on the ground.

Chaaon mein teri.... Beeti hi nahi
Wo Garmi ki baatein
Bahon mein teri... Guzri hi nahi
Wo Sardi ki raatein

How easy was it for him to announce someone as his wife?

She questioned to herself, didn't it pain him also?

Didn't their memories flashed in front of his eyes?

Didn't their talks echoed in his mind?

Didn't their cuddles fazed his mind?

A shaky sob escaped from her lips, a lump forming in her throat.
' please welcome, my wife... Mrs Ahana Vansh raisinghania' it echoed all around her.

She blocked her ears to let those sound slip away from her but it kept running in her mind like a play.

" please go away.... Just go away " she screamed, batting the ground with her palms.

She rolled on the ground and sobbed more, hugging herself to provide warmth to her heart.

She kept shivering and crying to herself.....

The room barged open, someone had broke the door. It was Vansh and everyone standing at the door. For a moment it seemed like, someone snatched his breath away.

He looked at the scene in front of him with shock, tears breaming in corner of his eyes.

Her petite body was shivering with cold, her head rested between her knees, she layed down in a fatal position. She was dazed, her sniffling sound made him get out of his trance.

His heart throbbed, he could feel everything around him disappearing, his eyes searched for her only. Her little nose which had turned red now, her cheeks which had hot fresh tears rolling down.

Taking baby steps towards her, he kneeled down in front of her. He Caressed back of her head and she flinched.

His heart broke, at that moment he realized.

What he did was a sin....

She looked up at him, her vision blurred the view in front of her. She could feel a force pulling her up, he made her sit properly and hugged her tightly.

Hiding himself and her in each others embrace, both tried finding home in each other.

She sobbed harder.....

He cried bitterly....

She hid her face in his chest and cried harder, he ducked his face in crook of her neck murmuring thousand of sorry's.

" Please forgive me " he murmured while she hit his chest continuously, it had no effect on him.

She moved from her position and clutched on his coat tighter, he tightened his hold around her, closing his eyes to feel her warmth around him.

" I hate you! I so fucking hate you vansh raisinghania!" she kept on muttering while crying.

His heart stung at her confession

" but I love you " he whispered and she looked up at him.

Her eyes which were filled with tears had now immense amount of disgust and pain.

R: then where was this love when you were introducing Ahana as your wife!

She whispered harshly and pushed him, he stumbled back while she stood up.

Trying not to stumble, she caught the bed for support. She felt dizzy and weak, she felt emotionally drained.

Vansh rushed to hold her but she showed her palm making him stop in his tracks. He looked at her with tears.

Jao le jao neend Meri...
Uff na karenge hum
Jao le jao Khwaab mere
To kaise jeeyenge hum

R: you want to help me right, then please do one thing

She whispered with a pained smile, his heart fluttered as he took steps closer to her.

V: I will do anything for your forgiveness

He said quickly, holding her palms close to his heart. She felt his heart beats risen under her mere touch, her single touch created ripples in his body.

Her breathing elaborated as she felt his muscles tense under her hands, she closed her eyes and muttered.

" Kill me "

His hand which was holding her soft palms slightly, fell down with a jerk.

R: kill me Vansh..

She whispered with a sly smile.

Go on, take his sleeps away, he won't even sigh but if she takes away his dreams then how will he leave? She is his dream...

Jeena Humko Aata hi nahi
Tere saason ke siva

He does not knows how to live except for her breaths.

How can he kill her.....

He looked at her shocked, a pained smile adored her face like a jewel.
She took baby steps towards him while he held her palms tightly.

Marna bhi Ab naa mumkin hai
Teri baahon ke siva

R: let me die a peaceful death in your arms....

She whispered and leaned closer to him, resting her head on his chest. Tears rolled down his cheeks and fell upon her head.

She finally felt at peace....

He held her close to his heart, holding her tightly. She let out a soft sigh as his warmness engulfed her, soothing her soul down.

His heart thumped, the mere thought of her not being with him creeped him out.

He felt a weight against his body, he noticed that she fell asleep due to exhaustion. He wiped those stray drop of tears from her cheeks and picked her up gently.

He placed her on the bed like a fragile blooming flower, she kept on clutching his shirt.

A small smile formed on his lips as he saw her innocent face while sleeping. His eyes fell upon her injured elbow, his eyes turned dark, he clenched his jaw.

Lo maan liya humne
Hai pyaar nahi tumko
Hum Yaad nahi tumko...
Tum Yaad nahi Humko

He caressed her hair and whispered darkly to himself.

" to get my old ridhima back, I will go to any extent..... Even if it means rummaging in hell or heaven. This time, it's my turn to prove my love. Everyone will be punished, including my own demons"

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Done! Took quite a time right!

I wanted to show this from both of their point of views but it would have went too long and I didn't had that much time for it.

Hope you all liked it and I don't know about you but I genuinely had tears in my eyes, especially at the part when she hugged herself...

Like I imagined that part and couldn't control that lone some drop of tear that escaped from my eye.

And I need your help....

So you all need to vote for me in an award, the most recent one that is on my message board.

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Or no update for 3 weeks.....

Kar do na........

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