Dil sambhal jaa zara ♥

Note: Vansh's inner conflict about accepting his love for her. Based after drunk ridhima. Oh and I am expecting some in line comments.

~♥~

V: good night sweetheart

He whispered, tugging the blanket till her chin. A small smile formed on his face seeing her adorable sleeping figure. Finally she slept or seeing her energy, he thought that she will be jumping whole night. This woman is way too childish than he had ever imagined.

He had never thought that someday he would witness her making paper boats, jumping around like a kid, shouting at the mere sight of the moon.

Smiling to himself he walked back to the poolside, dipping his legs in the water, he sat on the railing. With his eyes closed, the cold air of night hit him as the effulgence shone brightly upon his face.

V: she is mad, yet magical.

He whispered to himself, a smile formed on his lips but soon it faded away.

V: what am I doing, I can't be so attached to her!

His heart was thumping, her smiley face flashed in front of his eyes, her beautiful ocean orbs where he would get lost and forget everything.

(dil sambhal jaa zara from movie murder 2. Damn! This song is a beauty)

Jab jab tere paas mai aaya
Ek sukoon mila

He might want to stay away from her, but what about the peace he has when she is near him. Could he ignore all this?

V: but the peace and solace I was forever craving for, I found that with her. In her arms.

He whispered to himself, looking down in the water, he looked at his reflection. He did not seemed the Vansh raisinghania, the world knew. His face had an unknown glow.

Suddenly he saw ridhima's reflection in water just beside him, startled, he looked at her direction.

V: ridhima! What are you doing here?

He asked, looking at the woman who was just sitting beside him. She looked at him as if he was the only star in the dark night.

R: shh

She placed her fingers on his pink, plump lips. She just pulled him on her chest while he was staring in her eyes, trying to read her soul.

She caressed his hair while he closed his eyes to feel her warmth. It seemed like he was wrapped in a cocoon with her, the warmth and peace she provided was more than anything he could ask for.

Jise mai tha bhulta aaya
Wo wajood mila

His heart beating in a rhythm as he heard her heartbeats. He surrenderd himself to her, wrapping his arms around her waist, he pulled her closer to himself.

His nose brushed against her neck, sniffling her scent which always manages to make his heart go crazy. His both hands interlocked around her waist as he received warmth from her.

The identity which was lost long back ago was found again. Right now he found himself. He found the vansh which was missing from years

Jab aaye Mausam gam ke
Tujhe yaad kiya
Jab sehme tanhapan se
Tujhe yaad kiya

When the season of sorrow sorrounded him, he had only her thoughts. When he was haunted by loneliness, she took him in her embrace, killing his every fear.

R: can you ever stop thinking about me?

She whispered, caressing back of his neck as he snuggled more closer to her, trying to soak in the moment. He was in a trance, he himself didn't knew what was happening.

V: never. I always think of you. Everywhere I go, your thoughts never leave my mind.

He mumbled against her neck, his beard pricked her soft skin, giving her a ticklish feelings. She let out a low chuckle.

R: seems like you are falling for me

She smiled and kissed his forehead. He stumbled back in shock, separating himself from her, he looked at her smiling figure.

Dil sambhal jaa zara
Phir mahobbat Karne chala hai tu

He looked into her eyes which eyed him with uttermost affection and love. It was never her gaze, she never looked at him like this.

His heart skipped a beat, thinking about him falling for her. His mind warned to the heart 'be careful now, you're falling in love again'. 

Dil Yahi Ruk jaa zara
Phir mahobbat Karne chala hai

She leaned in and brushed her nose on his forehead. He closed his eyes and let him soak into her, he laid on her lap. The warmness and peace sorrounded him as the stars above them witnessed someone's feelings growing.

' heart stop right there, you are falling in love again!' his mind screamed at him but when has heart ever listened of anyone?

Aisa kyukar Hua...  Jaanu na
Mai Jaanu na.

V: I don't know how it happened but I feel my heartbeats increase when I am around you. Butterflies erupt in my stomach. I don't know what these unknown feelings are. They seem so known yet unknown to each other

He turned his face, now he was just stating in her eyes. She leaned in and whispered in his ears.

R: These feelings are love.

He looked at her wide eyed.

V: am I in love?

He whispered.

Dil sambhal jaa zara
Phir mahobbat Karne chala hai tu
Dil Yahi Ruk jaa zara
Phir mahobbat Karne chala hai

V: no! I can't love. This can't be love!

He panicked, she caressed his cheeks and kissed his forehead. He grabbed her hands and looked in her eyes.

Shayad Yahi dil mein raha
Tu mujh ko mil jaye

R: maybe somewhere you did expect that I will meet you in your heart. Falling in love is the most beautiful thing, it gives you calmness and peace. How it happens, where it happens, we don't know. Neither we understand.

She spoke, looking at the moon. The effulgence shone upon her surreal beauty, making her look mesmerizing. He looked at her dreamily, all the moments they shared flashed before his eyes.

From the very first time they met, till now.

Kya pata.
Kya hai Ye silsila
Jaanu na....
Mai Jaanu na.

R: These chain of events are precious yet delicate. Sometimes you are unaware of your own feelings and that is when your heart conflicts with your mind. Your mind doesn't wants to accept those feelings but your heart knows how beautiful they are.

He listened to her each word keenly. It affected him somewhere deep inside but he was still not ready to accept this.

She looked down to face him.

Kuch bhi nhi jab darmayaan
Phir kyu hai dil tere Khwaab bunta

R: If you are still not ready to accept your feelings then why does your heart knits your dream with me? If there is nothing between us?

She questioned his grip on her hands tightened as he turned around and hid himself in her embrace. Trying to duct every conflict, he tried finding peace again.

Ridhima held his head in her tiny hands and looked into his eyes which were now soaked in tears.

Chaha ke De tujhko bhula
Par Ye mumkin ho na saka

V: I tried to make my heart forget you but wasn't able to do that. It only became more restless. The more I wanted to distance myself from you, the more desperate I became.

He whispered, teary eyed. She leaned down and kissed his tears away.

Kya hai Ye maamla
Jaanu naa.... Mai Jaanu na

V: I don't know what is this matter with my heart!

Few tears fell from his eyes to her lap. She tightned her hold around him.

R: aww my foolish husband, the time you will accept your feelings, will be the day you will realise how beautiful love is and if you don't love me then why were you all possessive when that DSR held my hands?

She cupped his face and he looked at her with affection but it suddenly turned into jealously as soon as he heard his name from her lips.

V: because you are mine. That DSR needs to stay away from you.

He said and hugged her more tightly, burying his face in her belly. His nose nuzzled her navel, while his beard pricked her skin.

Dil sambhal jaa zara
Phir mahobbat Karne chala hai tu
Dil Yahi Ruk jaa zara
Phir mahobbat Karne chala hai

R: your heart knows it, your eyes scream it, then why can't your mind accept it?

She asked, softly. He shifted from his position and turned around. Holding her hands tightly, he mumbled against her arms.

V: I am scared. I am scared to love again. I am scared to trust again. I am scared of this word 'trust', whenever I trust someone they betray me. I can't bear it one more time.

She felt something wet on her skin, she realised he was crying again.

R: but this time trust your heart. Listen whatever it says, your heart can not betray you, atleast this time.

She whispered and he got up from her lap. Looking at her red eyed, he took her in his embrace and cried like a baby. The person whom world saw as cold and ruthless was actually the most emotional person.

His emotions were hidden behind the facade of coldness. He built a wall around himself but she came gliding from the sky itself. She had dug into his heart and managed to get deep inside to understand him.

Her head resting against his chest, his arms wrapped tightly around her, their faint breathing falling upon each other.

Tangled in each others arms and amazed by the turns of events, he wonders, was it his destiny that brought them together for an eternity?

Or was it their stars which conspired together to make their hearts beat as one?

There is news of two hearts merging as one, time is requesting the fate to capture this moment to last it forever.

He opened his eyes with a new feeling inside him, love. Love for his lady. Suddenly the realization dawns upon him, she isn't in his arms anyomore.

V: ridhima?

He whispered with a shocked expression. He looked around trying to find her but failed. His heart became restless.

V: means I was here the whole time and imagined her with me?

He said to himself and rubbed his face with his palms. A small smile formed on his lips

V: she is stupid.

He whispered to himself.

V: she is irritating, when she sneaks around my back to find evidences against me

A chuckle along with tears made its way to his eyes.

V: but has turned into my life.

Tears rolled down his cheeks as he realised what this petite woman had turned him into. He was heartless but she returned him his heart.

V: my mind has no heart and my heart has no mind. This is why I when I speak my mind, I am called as heartless. And when I do what my heart says, I seem thoughtless. But it's all different with you.

He walked back to their bedroom and looked at her sleeping figure, smiling to himself, he walked near the bed and laid down beside her.

Her back was against his chest, he pulled her close to himself and tangled himself around her. She turned around and snuggled more closer to him.

Their heartbeats entangled when the bodies collided making those cold hearts warmer than ever.

A beautiful smile formed on his face, she may not have actually spent time with him there at the poolside but she did make him realize his love for her.

Now there is no turning back. He loves her. Kissing her forehead, he let sleep overpower his senses, with his lady love right in his arms.

Dil sambhal jaa zara
Phir mahobbat Karne chala hai tu

But when has heart listened to anyone? It was and always be a rebel. It will always go against every odd and find solace in the most unexpected person.

" listen to your heart and accept the love like a home."

Jab se hua hai Ye
Acha sa lagta hai
Dil ho gaya phir se
Bacha sa lagta hai

Taare ginn~

The silent love inside him unraveled leaving us in complete shock of their intensity of fire.

~♥~

Gosh! Finally done. I hope you liked it, as it took me some time to write.
I am expecting some good response on this one.

Actually I heard this song few days back, it was one of my fav during my childhood and listening it after so many years just ignited some new feelings. And I imagined this situation of Vansh.

I hope so that you all liked this and do tell me your views.

So I am atleast expecting 150+ votes and 200+ comments.

So till my next update take care and stay safe. Byeeeee.

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