Abhi mujh mein kahin。o♡

Note: my take after ragini was kidnapped, try to understand the emotions along with lyrics of song. Expecting in line comments

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"RIDHIMA" A voice roared, the whole room shook with the voice. Looking around the room red eyed, he destroyed every showpiece that came on his way.

His eyes darted towards the bed where a petite body was covered with blanket. Hearing the loud scream she woke up startled.

R: Vansh!

She quickly got outside from the covers and stood in front of him. Her eyes screamed genuine care but unknown to her, she is herself responsible for this.

R: what happened? Why are you panting

She wiped the sweat with her dupatta, her one touch calmed his anger down, it was all vulnerability left now. He leaned on to her hands, his rapid heart beat found a pace again. Her one touch calmed his demons down.

Tears blurred his vision, he was disappointed from himself, he couldn't give justice to his own life, to his mother!

V: mai haar gaya ridhima. Mai haar gaya

He whispered, his voice trembled. she looked at him with confused look.

R: kya bol rahe ho vansh?

Her voice hitched as she saw something more than coldness in his eyes today. It was something more than attitude and ego, there was something broken inside him.

V: I couldn't give justice to my mother. I lost my everything today.

He whispered and fell on his knees, tears rolling down his cheeks. She stepped back in shock.

R: vansh

She whispered in shock, it was not him. He is not the same person who would scare her to death, he is not the same person who is a mastermind behind everything.

He looked different today. He looked broken. Maybe because she only knew a part of him and he was an universe full of secrets. 

Behind his eyes of coldness there was a story which no one tried to understand, no one tried to read his broken soul.

She bent down to his level and held his chin and looked directly into his eyes. She stumbled back looking at them, they only screamed vulnerability.

He couldn't take it anymore, he burst into sobs. Sound of his loud sobs and her silent tears filled the room, she was not able to register anything. Did she do some grave mistake today?

V: I lost ragini ridhima. I lost her, she knew who murdered my mother.

He spoke sniffling, her eyes widened in shock. Her heart yelled at yet she heard of her mind, the battle between heart and mind is worst.

Your heart whispers something and your mind yells something, both are pole aparts. It has to feel right and make sense to move forward with ease but nothing made any sense to her at that time.

She hugged him tight, trying to control her own tears. He was taken aback but hugged her back, burying his face in crook of her neck. His tears fell freely as they got a home in her, his wandering soul got a shelter in her heart.

( Abhi mujh mein kahin song from the movie agnipath. Now I can't tell anything about this song, this is a masterpiece)

Abhi mujh mein kahin
Baaki thori si hai zindagi

His heart found a new home then and there itself. That was when he realised that still somewhere inside him, a little life is remaining.

Teri baahon mein mujhe milta sukoon, Jannat jaisi ek raahat h♥

Her warmth soothed his pain down. He snuggled closer into her embrace, trying to duct every conflict his mind tried to present.

Jagi dhadkan jagi
Jaana Zinda hu mai to Abhi

A new heartbeat came up, a new hope raised in him. With eyes closed, he expireanced something different this time, there was peace and serenity which was long lost from his life.

Kuch aisi lagan, Iss lamhe mein hai
Ye Lamha Kaha tha mera ?

Some tenacity was there in this moment, his soul wondered, 'where was this moment of mine?'
Tears falling freely from their eyes, both their hearts tried finding peace in each other.

He pulled back from the hug and looked at her, his red eyes broke her heart. Trying to control her own sob, she caressed his hair. He closed his eyes to feel the warmth.

Ab hai saamne ise choo loon zara
Mar jau ya Jee loon Zara ?

He touched her delicate hands which were caressing his hair. Both their eyes met, his heart whispered to him
' now when I am feeling peace, should I die or live a little? '.

Khushiyan choom loon
Ya roo loon zara
Mar jau ya Jee loon Zara

His soul questioned the mind the same thing as heart 'should I kiss the joy or cry a little? Should I die or live a little?'

His mind itself was confused, it didn't knew what to do! The peace and serenity she gave to him was never experienced by him.

Ho Abhi mujh mein kahin
Baaki thori si hai zindagi

She pulled her upon her chest and kissed top of his head. He was in a bliss and a turmoil of his mind and heart. He was clinging upon her as if his life depended on her.

Well in a way, it was true. She was his emotional supporter, where he was worst in it. He was always emotionally weak.

Closing his eyes, he surrenderd himself to her. He needed her, her needed her for his own selfish little motive, he needed her for his own sanity.

There was a complete silence among them but it spoke louder than any words, their hearts had a talk among themselves. Stars above them witnessed two broken souls, merging into one.

Healing each other with each others warmth. Ridhima too, never experienced love of a mother, for her it was the most precious love of her life which she unfortunately didn't got.

And today, sharing his part of pain seemed like, she was sharing her unspoken pain.

Ho dhoop mein jalte hue tann ko
Chaaya ped ki mil gayi

They embraced each other with their scars it seemed like the bodies burning down in the sun got shade of the tree. A wave of peace passed through their hearts.

She kissed his eyes and he looked at her like his only bright star in the dark night.

R: vaise Mr raisinghania, you are not less than any kid. See, clinging onto me like a baby.

She said trying to lighten the atmosphere but with tears in her eyes and a smile on her face.

Roothe bache ki hansi jaise
Phuslaane se Phir mil gayi

He smiled a little with tears in his eyes. Just like laugh of a grumpy kid, came back on a little cajoling, her heart warmed seeing his smile. Snuggling more closer to her, he spoke

V: pata hai ridhima, tum na bilkul Meri maa jaisi ho. Tum mujhse Kabhi bhi nahi Dari, hamesha dat kar khadi rahi. Mujhe galat karne se rokti rahi

He whispered and her breath hitched, a wave of guilt washed through her heart. Comparing anyone as their mother means a greatest compliment to anyone.

His eyes held honesty, they were pure as a child.

Kuch aisa hi ab mehsoos
Dil ko Ho raha hai.
Barson ke purane zakhmon pe
Marham laga sa hai

On the years old wounds, some comfort is being applied. Her comfort is soothing him down, she is again making him feel of his mother. She is making him feel of that love again.

Kuch aisa reham
Iss lamhe mein hai

Some mercy is there by God himself in this moment, she leaned in and kissed his forehead with uttermost love and care.

He was exhausted, she came in his life as a ray of new light. He was standing alone, she stood there as a shield to him, in front of him.

His soul wondered, 'where was this moment of his?'

Ye Lamha Kaha tha mera
Ab hai saamne ise choo loon zara
Mar jau ya Jee loon Zara

He laid down, his head on her lap, basking warmth from her. She caressed his head and smiled a little, she felt whole now.

Khushiyan choom loon
Ya roo loon zara
Mar jau ya Jee loon Zara

V: please mujhe chor kar mat jaana ridhima.

He murmured against her skin, snuggling more closer to her. Tears made their way back to her eyes.

R: never I will.

She whispered back, unknown to her, a smile formed on his lips. His mind too chose her, just her. Her warmth, her peace. It was all needed. For himself.

Dor se tute patang jaisi
Thi Ye zindagani meri
Aaj hoo Kal ho mera Ho na ho
Har din thi kahani meri

Like a kite with broken string, that was his life before meeting her. Today he's here, whether tomorrow takes place for him is unknown. He just wants to bask in her warmness for an eternity.

It was his everyday story, he was himself unsure of how long he'd live.

Ek Bandhan Naya peeche se ab
Mujhko bulaye
Aane wale Kal Ki kyun fikar
Mujhko sataa jaye
Ek aisi chubhan iss Lamhe mein hai
Ye Lamha Kaha tha mera?

But now a new bond calls from behind, she has made her place in his heart now, he just can't leave her. Her arms became his addiction.

But why does  worry of tomorrow troubles him, can't he just enjoy a moment with his love. Maybe because, it is his life. It's unexpected. Everything is unexpected.

But there is such a prickle in the moment, this time his mind wondered,  'where was this moment of mine?'

Ab hai saamne ise choo loon zara
Mar jau ya Jee loon Zara
Khushiyan choom loon
Ya roo loon zara
Mar jau ya Jee loon Zara

Kissing his cheeks, she made a promise of an eternity with him. Sitting there, with him in her arms, she wonders was it her destiny that made them come so close to each other?

It was not only a break down for him but her too, she unknowingly let out her emotions in front of him, which was hidden in her heart.

Her heart wants a life with him, in his arms. His heart asked the same thing to her, ' where was this moment of mine?' she understood one thing at the moment, he is her everything.

He turned into her solace. Unknowingly, this wall like man, turned into her everything. Tears rolling down her cheeks were of realization that how badly she fell for him and how grave her mistake was.

Abhi mujh mein kahin
Baaki thori si hai zindagi

A little life is still remaining in him and she will make sure that he gets a new reason to live. She will rectify her mistake for him. To get blessed with an eternity together.

Kissing his forehead, she let sleep overpower her senses with her life in her arms.

" there is a reason behind everyone's coldness, no one tries to understand why is it so. He was more than emotional, anyone could ever think. She was broken, more than anyone could imagine. They came together and mended their pieces together. "

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Yeah done!! Finally!  Damn so happy right now, from so long I wanted to write this sequence, this song and this scene. Dammmmmmmn it's fire!!!

I cried so much while writing and I hope you did not! And this song is so beautiful. Like the lyrics.

And few of you were asking me about my eyes, it's alright now. Just came back with specs. Yeah *not so happy emoji *

OK I don't have much to rant today, oh and sorry, I mistakenly pressed publish button and it was still half that time. So now enjoy and target

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