ADHURA : I AM INCOMPLETE WITHOUT YOU - HEARTBREAK!!!

HERE THE CHAPTER STARTS WITH :

Kitni jaldi mulaqat guzar jaati hain, Pyaas bujhti nahin barsat guzar jaati hain...
Apni yaadon se keh do is tarah naa aaya kare,
Neend aati nahi aur raat guzar jaati hain...

AUTHOR'S POINT OF VIEW :

( As I said in the introduction, The story starts from the plot where on the day of MAKAR SANKRANTI, RIDDHIMA left VR mansion.... )

It was seen that outside the VR MANSION RIDDHIMA was leaving in the taxi while at the same time inside the VR MANSION that's when SIYA woke up from coma & said the whole truth to everyone asking VANSH to stop her & after knowing her innocence VANSH ran behind her to stop her... He stopped her from leaving asking for the forgiveness, crying in front of her & after hearing him, she forgive him then they both hugged each other but as i said earlier it was his dream & in actual he was dreaming...

As soon as he hugged her she got vanished in the thin air like clouds & the only thing left for him was his ampty arms... He looked at his empty arms & realised he was day dreaming & she had already left the VR MANSION in that cab...

He was left with nothing else than lots of regret, immense pain & hell of guilt... Guilt of not trusting her... Pain of loosing his love... His lady... His RIDDHIMA & regret of not being able to stop her on time....

His world collapse when she left him... His RIDDHIMA... She had left him to live alone... His love... His wife... His life... His world left him to live in this brutal world all alone... Yes that's his punishment for the sin's he had done...

Tears were floweing from his eyes non stop like river.... The world stopped around him... Everything crashed, collapse & the earth beneath him slipped... Only thing which was roaming in his mind, coming in front of his eyes was her broken face which was so so broken that he can never imagin... Her eyes which were carrying immense pain... Showing hurt which he has given her... Displaying the image of her pure heart whichhe broke... Broke mercilessly in such a way that no one will be ever able to mend it... The way she looked at him with dead eyes... With the same eyes which used to show live for him... Were showing hate... The same eyes which used to look so lively were looking souless... He not only crushed her dreams, hurt her, broken her heart but killed her soul...

Her last words, she said before leaving him were playing in his head, ringing in his ears....

"KABHI KISI SE YEH MAT KEHNA KE TUMHE RIDDHIMA SE ISHQ THA...
WARNA LOGO KA ISHQ PAR SE BHAROSA UTH JAYEGA...
KOI KISI SE KABHI DIL NAHI LAGA PAYEGA...
AUR NA HI KOI APNI PYAAR KI AAKHON MEIN DEKH KAR YEH KEH PAYEGA KI TERE ISHQ MEIN MARJAWAN..."

Remembering her world's VANSH collapse on floor realising the situation & yelled his lungs out at the top of his voice out of agony & pain... Pain of separation from his love... His wife... His life... His RIDDHIMA...

VANSH : RIDDHIMAAAAAAAAA....

Calling her name out he burst in tears cursings himself accusing himself for not trusting her... For not being able to hold his love in his arms... From not being able to stop her from leaving.... For not being able to protect her from the world & mainly from him self... From his inside beasts... For hurting her... The one who was his life... For giving her the most unbearable & biggest pain of her life.... Deception... Betrayal in love... Breaking her trust....

While SAME TIME WITH RIDDHIMA....

Here leaving VR MANSION in taxi RIDDHIMA cried... Cried in pain... For loosing her love... For loosing the man she loved the most... Her VANSH... She was broken... The pain was unbearable... Pain of broken heart... The same heart which loved him unconditionally, immensely but he broke it mercilessly... To such an extent that no one will be able to mend it ever no matter ehat not even he himself... The broken pieces of that heart were piecing her... Screaming in agony... The pain was immense... The pain of betrayal... Betrayal from your love... Deception... Defeat.... Defeat in love... Loosing your love... She cried cried & cried & at last yelled in agony.....

RIDDHIMA : VANSHHHHHHH....

It was a cry of a broken heart... Her heart was mourning, yearning in pain... It was the voice not left from her lips but came out from her heart which held the audacity to break anyone's heart seeing her vulnerable condition... Theirs no one in the world who wouldn't cry after seeing the broken state of her heart if theirs anyone then for as sure as hell that person don't even have a heart....
Remembering his deception she cried....

RIDDHIMA : Kyun???? Kyun kiya aisa mere sath tumne... Kyun???
aakhir kya galtee thee meree??? aisa bhee konsa gunaha karadiya tha mainne??? bas itana ke tumase pyaar kar baithee??? tumhe dil de baithee ???? tumase ishk kar baithee ??? tumhen apana sab kuchh maan liya ??? tumhen apana hamasaphar chun liya ??? tumahe apana hamadard bana liya??? main to tumhaare saare dard baatane ke lie tayaar thee... lekin tumane kya kiya, mujhe hee dard de diya...

aisa dard jise main chaahakar bhee nahin meeta nahin sakti... main to tumhaare jakhamo pe pyaar ka maraham lagaana chaahatee thee lekin mujhe kya pata tha ki usake badale tum mujhe jindagee ka vo ghaav de doge jisakee koee dava hee nahin... kyoon??? aakhir kyoon??? kya yahee pyaar hai??? yahee pyaar tha tumhaara??? jhoot!!! ye pyaar nahin??? sach to ye hai ke tumane kabhee mujhase pyaar kiya hee nahin??? jhooth tha sab!!! phareb tha... tumhaara pyaar, khayaal, apanaapan, sab kuchh jhooth tha... phareb tha... sach to ye hai ke tumane mujhase kabhee pyaar kiya hee nahin bas phareb kiya...

aur main tumhaare hain phareb ko kabhee nahin bhuloongee... kabhee nahin... tumhaare is dhokhe ko main marate dam tak yaad rakhoongee... main tumhen kabhee maaph nahin karoongee vansh... kabhee nahin... marate dam tak bhee nahin ... main tumase nafarat karatee hoon... nafarat karatee hoon main tumase. jo tum ne mere saath kiya usake lie main tumase hamasha nafarat karoongee apanee aankharee saans tak...

yaad rakhana jitana main tadapee hoon utana hee tum bhee tadapo ge... har raat, har din... jald... bahot jaldee sach tumhaare saamane aaenge aur tum rooge... pachhataoge... par tumhaare paas pachhataane ke lie kuchh nahin hoga... tumhen bahut jald apane galatiyon ka ehasaas hoga vansh par tum kuchh nahin kar paoge siva unape rone ke... kyoon kee tab tak bahut der ho chukee hogee... main tumase bahut door ja chukee hoongee... bahot door. .. main tumase itana door chalee jaoongee kee tum chaahakar bhee mujhase tak kabhee pahoch nahin paoge... itana door ke tum kabhee mujhe dhund nahin paoge... kabhee nahin... main ja rahee hoon vansh... tumase, tumhaaree jindagee se, tumhaare jhute pyaar se, phareb se, dhokhe se door... bahot door... itana door ke tumhaaree pareechaee tak mujhe chhoo na sake. itana door ke laakh koshishon ke baavajood tum mujhe dhund na pao...

( Why??? Why did you do this to me??? Why??? What was even my fault??? What crime did I even commit to deserve this??? Just fell for you??? Lost my heart on you???? Fall head over hill in love with you??? Have considered you my everything??? Have chosen you as my life partner, my another half??? Have considered you as my soulmate??? I was ready to share all your pain... but what you did, gave me pain...

Such a pain, which I could not be able heal ever, even if I wanted to... I wanted to apply the ointment of love on your wounds, but what did I didnt know that instead of it you will give me that wound of life, which has no medicine... Why??? After all why??? Is this what you call love??? was this your love??? Lie!!! Isn't this love??? The truth is that you never loved me??? It was all a lie!!! It was a deception... your love, thought, belongingness, everything was a lie... it was a fraud... the truth is that you never loved me, just cheated...

& I will never forget your deception... Never... I will remember this deception of yours till my death... I will never forgive you Vansh... Never... Not even till my death... I hate you... I hate you. I will always hate you for what you have done to me, even till my last breath...

Remember you will suffer as much as I am... Every night, every day... Soon... Very soon the truth will come in front of you and you will cry... You will repent... But you won't have left something to repent in... you will realize your mistakes very soon, but you will not be able to do anything except cry over them... because by then it will be too late... I would have been gone far away from you... too far... I will go so far from you that you will never be able to reach me even if you want to... From, from your false love, from deception, away from deceit... far away... so far away that even your acquaintance can't touch me. You can't find me in spite of millions of efforts... far away... )

TO BE CONTINUED....

HERE THE CHAPTER ENDS....

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