Kylos P.O.V

I could feel her stressing over me picking her up, it pained me that she was nervous, scared even to be around me.

I know that she has the right to be scared considering the things I've done, but being around her feels strange I've already released myself from the dark side, but making her think she needs to save me by fighting me is just it's just it's getting old.

I knew she wouldn't give up and we rarely spoke so that time would let me think everything through.

Of course I realize it's not that easy to switch but I realized I didn't want to deal with snoke using me, so here I am stuck on a fence wavering between light and dark.

I have been walking for hours with rey in my arms as I looked for resistance base.

I quickly picked up that rey would fight me near the base just in case I got "out of hand", so she could call her traitorous friends for help.

Of course I am leaning towards the light but being in my position some people *cough* my mother *cough* rey, took from me my best trooper who was and still is a traitor for chickening out on me.

But any who I guess I'm supposed to forgive him but I got a lot of crap from smoke about it, so I'm gonna hold this grudge to the grave.

The base has to be around her somewhere I know I've seen it from a distance while fighting her.

I see the base coming into view and I feel rey stir, i look down at her and smile as she lays her head on my chest.

I know I havent known her long but the pull between her and I is strong and if we use it wisely and do what is right we can save the galaxy together.

She is so so strong yet innocent I feel the need to protect her because together we can be strong but without her I feel like my world will crumble.

The galaxy would forever be full of rage and violence but together we could bring peace to the galaxy.

Walking to the main doors of the base felt like I was walking back home but the looks I was getting made me want to scream.

But I couldn't, I knew better I was raised better than that, well somewhat.

I lifted my head up and marched through the front doors.

I looked around trying to get myself familiar with the base again, since you know it's been like fifteen years or so since I went on my little um ya know rebellious fit.

I walked to the door with my mothers name on it and knocked.

" Come in" she said gingerly, I smiled glad that the only person left to care for me is right behind this door.

I stepped back and focused with the rest of my strength to force open the door.

I looked around the familiar room looking for somewhere to sit rey once I decided I looked down at my awe struck mother.

Tears were rolling down her faces as she tried to process my being in her presence willingly.

"Benjamin it it's been years dear what are you doing here" she started towards me slowly then stopped

" what do you think youre doing coming back here to me after everything you've done to me!?"

She pushed her hand onto my chest pounding at me, tears rolling down harder than before.

It was hurting me I felt a tear roll down my cheek feeling her intense pain and sorrow and now it hit me like a freight train all the pain I've caused others hit me.

I started sobbing, I fell to my knees feeling weak from it all, I look up at my mother to see her confusion and understanding plastered on her face.

I slowly stood up and wrapped my arms around her like a small child.

"I'm so s-sssorry" "I'm sorry, im sorry I'm sorry".

I cried into her shoulder like a child and I felt all of the pain wash off, being with her made me whole.

I hate to admit it but I'm a definite mamas boy and being here with her reminded me why I'm doing this why everyone is trying to save me it's all for her.

" shhh it's ok dear, what's going on why are you here"

I stood up and composed myself, " I'm tired mother and I'm ready to come back if you all will accept me, with time of course"

A smile spread across her face
" of course ben your always welcome home"

I hugged her and smiled "thank you so much you have no idea how much this means to me"

She nodded" so um why is rey asleep dear is she alright"

I chuckled "of course she is ok, she was just freaking out a lot so I put her to sleep"

" Benjamin organa solo, why would you do such a thing!?" She lightly slapped my arm and chuckled.

I just shrugged and looked over at rey, seeing her stir and smile while she slowly awoke.

"You love her don't you ben?" She whispered

I looked at her and widened my eyes and shook my head.

"Mother you dont understand there is a pull between us but I don't love her yet"

She smiled slyly" it's ok if you love her ben I can't feel it radiating off of you both, it's quite sweet actually"

I shook my head and looked at rey and then back at my mother "she would never love a monster mother" I said with a sigh

" I could always learn to"

I whipped my head around to rey my eyes practically popping out of my head, I stared at her in awe but she just smiled innocently, her face still present with sleep.

I looked back at my mother and she just laughed.

" Well it seems everything is back to normal, rey take care of Benny for me " she smirked at me "oh and get some rest you two we have a big day planned for you both tomorrow"

She shoved us out of the room without another word.

I looked down at rey noticing her weirdly calm state.

" did you mean it?" I whispered.

"Mean what Benny?" She batted her eyes and asked innocently.

I felt a ping go off in my stomach and I realized what she was trying to do so I took control of the situation.

As we were walking to our room, my mother decided on, I looked down to her and took a few steps closer causing her to back up against the wall.

I leaned down to her ear and whispered " You know what I'm talking about rey"

I felt her shiver under me and she let out a rough breathe.

Mission complete one point for Benny boy.

I opened the door leading to the bed and sat down deciding if I should give it up to her or not.

She stood in the door way, her jaw dropped.

" w-why why did you do that ?" She asked

I cocked my eyebrow and smirked "do what my dear?"

"That you can't do tha-"

I cut her off mid sentence and pulled my shirt off of my head.

I watched her face grow redder and I saw her eyes scanning me.

" what do you think you're doing?"

She put a hand on her hip trying to seem composed.

"Well isn't it obvious I'm readying myself to go to sleep"

She let out an audible sigh

" Well there's only one bed and I don't feel comfortable sleeping with you"
She whispered, wrapping her arms around herself.

I patted the bed and smirked
" all you have to do is sleep on the bed, I'm not trying to bed you." I said cockily

Her jaw dropped even more and she grew extremely red.

"Fine but I'm putting pillows in between us."
She crossed her arms showing she wasn't going to fight with me any longer.

I lifted my hands in surrender
" of course, I would never do anything to upset you" I chuckled.

"Good" she said.

I readied the bed for her and took my pants off so I would be left in my boxers.

She sat on the bed and looked at me
" do you have to sleep almost nude it's making me very uncomfortable" she whispered sheepishly her hands covering eyes.

"Well of course I do, you dress as you please for bed and I will do the same" I puffed out my chest a bit for effect.

She slowly nodded her head and grabbed a few things from her pack I didn't even realize she had and headed towards the bathroom.

When she came back she had on tan shorts and a long sleeve, with her hair down.

She pulled at the bottom of the shirt "this isn't to much is it i didn't want to make you uncomfortable?"

I gulped and shook my head.

She smirked noticing my state and cocked her eyebrow, she slowly got into bed as I did the same.

"Well um good night rey"

"Good night ben"

Sooo how was it, what did you think of Leia and bens moment? What about rey and bens moment?

So I realized this "short story" thing will probably be a little longer than 4 chapters, I'm sorry.

I just realized while writing this chapter that to put all I want for this story in I'll probably make it like 10 at most. I hope that doenst bother any of you.

Any way thank you for reading pretty please vote and comment what you think
Thanks for reading mah dudes
~B