12| SEO "DR. LOVE" CHANGBIN



ANDI SAT AT THE SOUNDBOARD, spinning in her chair as she waited for Changbin. He'd said he'd bring her the best Korean breakfast he could find. As she waited she couldn't help but smile. After seeing Devon yesterday it felt like a huge weight had been lifted off of her shoulders. Like she could finally breath. And now when she said she moved on it felt real and honest.

Plus it helped that she had the best friends in the world. She'd found a home in the guys from Stray Kids something she didn't expect to. Andi and the band had officially been in Korea for a month. A knock at the interrupted her thoughts, in came Changbin and Han. "Good morning!" Han said as he ran over to hug the Latina. "I hope you don't mind I tagged along. What have you been working on?"

Andi shook her head, "You guys are actually the first to know aside form Chan. I am currently working on my solo ep."

"No way!! Congrats that's so exciting." Han said.

"What made you want to do a solo album?"

"After the break up I spent so much of my time writing. I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I let all those songs go to waste." Andi watched as Changbin set the food on the table, he'd gotten them egg sandwiches. Changbin took a bite of his sandwich, "Have you decided on any of the songs?"

"I know Without me, will be the first track. And I know I want the ep, to feel like the grieving process of a broken heart, so I want to start with the pain, anger and end with self love. I want this ep to be very genuine as well as blur the lines between English and Spanish. I just finished a song, do you guys want to hear it."

She waited for their response, both Changbin and Han nodded excitedly, "It's called pero te conocí." Andi pressed play, she watched their reactions closely.

Changbin and Han both nodding as they gave each other a knowing look. "It's beautiful Andi. Is it a love song?"
Han said. The Latina nodded, "Ugh yeah, I wrote it last night. I am not sure if it'll be on the ep yet."

"If it's a love song, is it about Chan." Andi face turned bright red as she tried her best not to spit out her drink. Andi quickly swallowed her drink causing her to cough. Han smacked Changbin on the back of the head. "What was that for?!"

"You could've killed her."

"I just don't get it he likes her, she obviously likes him just kiss already." Changbin said. "I didn't say anything about liking Chan as more then a friend."

Changbin shook his head and set his sandwich down. "You didn't have to. You're eyes say it all. Since you got here, Chan and you have been glued to the hip. There's this unexplainable energy when ever the two of you are together. It's like the two of you are already together, married even." A blush appeared on her cheeks again.

"Everything I say stays here. Got it." Andi said, both Changbin and Han nodded, "I like Chan."

"You're not telling us anything we don't already know." Changbin said

"I feel like there's a but coming." Han said. Andi nodded, "I don't want to force anything, I just think there's so much pressure from you guys for one of us to make a move. I don't want to jump into a relationship because I finally got closure."  Both boys nodded.

"I get that. But what do you feel." Changbin asked.

"Uh I just said how I feel."

"No, you said what you think. Just take a deep breath and tell us what you really feel when it comes Chan."

Andi took a deep breath and said the first word that came to mind, "Home." She froze when the word left her mouth. "I. I mean.." Changbin interpreted "Don't." He knew the Latina was going to try and take it back. "I just don't know how to explain it. I've tried to make it make sense because how is it possible for me to be so attached to someone I've only known for a month. Much less have feelings for them. I feel like I've known him my whole life, he knows my quirks, likes, dislikes and I know his."

"Cause your in love." Han said.

"Wouldn't I know if I was?"

"I think you don't want to admit it. Your last relationship broke you and maybe it's scary to know that you picked up the pieces by yourself. And somehow you now find yourself wanting to give yourself to someone who could potentially break you again." Han watched Changbin in awe, Changbin had never been a feelings guy. Everyone knew he was one big teddy bear but he'd never seen him like this.

"I can promise you that Chan, hyung wouldn't be able to live with himself if he hurt you. I am not saying get married tomorrow all I am saying is give this a genuine try, let it happen naturally. Because if I am being honest you guys give me hope." Andi raised a brow, "How?"

Changbin ran a hand through his hair, "Being idols can be so exhausting. We're always working so it's hard to feel normal or have a life outside of being idols. Dating sometimes feels impossible." A small smile appeared on Andi's face, Changbin was a romantic and all he wanted was a little bit of hope. "No pressure of course." He added.

"Obviously." Andi teased.

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