A/N: Yo

Y/N POV

HoV: Human

Y/N: Yes........

HoV: Do you remember that time, during the exam, where you looked after my vassel? She was hurt at her feet, and by such, you healed her

Y/N: I remember........ Her eyes changed, and she acted differently from her usual self........ Don't tell me......

HoV: That's right. It was me that took over her body

Y/N: .............

HoV: I wanted to make you submit, but you showed your determination, and told me something

She looked at me, with a smile

HoV: 'I'm happy you're safe, and alright'. Ever since that day, I wondered all the time, if you were honest, or just trying to trick me

Y/N: I.......... I was honest at that time..........

HoV: And I understood, when I saw you trying your best to help them

Y/N: You....... saw.....?

HoV: Yes. From the result of the exam, to the case of the Herrscher of Wind. I saw all of this, and I couldn't believe my eyes. A genuine soul, trying to save as much as they could

She approached me slowly, and caressed my hair

HoV: I always dreamt of knowing someone like you. You are amazing, and I admire your determination, to save everyone. You are my light

Y/N: I-I.........

HoV: But now isn't the time for such things. There is some pest that dare interupt our moment

She started to walk away, before I saw a sort of flash, my eyes widening

Y/N: W-Wait!

She stopped to look at me, as I was trying my best to reach for her

Y/N: Please, stay with me!

She stared at me for a few second, before she smirked with confidence

HoV: Don't take me for a small fry! I am the Queen of Honkai, Sirin! So you better wait for me, Y/N!

She walked away, as I couldn't help but curse, that I couldn't hold her back

Y/N: Why.......... Why can't I do anything right.........

The whole void started to tremble, as I lost my footing, and fell on the ground

Y/N: The void is falling apart? No.........

I hurried to where she went, and see Sirin, on the ground, the body of someone over her

It was..........

Y/N: HIMEKO!

Running toward them, I felt a sort of shockwave hitting me, but I catched myself, and keep running forward

Y/N: If I can't save everyone.......! At least, these 2........!

Sirin: DON'T COME CLOSER!

I stopped in my track, as I saw her, honkai veins showing, glaring at me

Sirin: If you take another step, I will never forgive you!

Y/N: You're going to die! I-I need to save you 2!

Sirin: I will tell you this only once, Y/N! YOU CAN'T SAVE EVERYONE! YOU CAN'T HELP ALL THE PEOPLE YOU MEET! BUT DON'T LET THIS STOP YOU! Don't finish like me, hatred or despair taking over you, and take you away from the right path! You can be the one you want Y/N! And most importantly, YOU CAN CHANGE THE FUTURE, I BELIEVE IN YOU!

She fell on a portal, taking her away, as I rushed to Himeko's position

Y/N: H-Himeko, hang in there! I'll get you out of here!

Himeko: .........Y......../N?

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Y/N: That's right, it's me! So stay with me!

Himeko: Heh....... I'm happy I've saw you one last time before going out like that.........

Y/N: Don't say such things! We're going to get out of here, and have a party with everyone else!

Himeko: Sorry, but you can't save me......... My body gave in, I can't do anything.........

Y/N: That's why I'm here! I'm a Medic, I'll get you patch up, and it'll be all good! I-I promise!

I started to tear up, tears falling on her face

Himeko: I'll give you........ one last lesson...........

She wiped the tears off my face, and smiled gently at me

Himeko: Smile....... See everything that is beautiful in this world, and enjoy it at it's fullest.......! You are someone with an heart of gold........ Your kindness should never be changed, and yourself too........ So, for me...... smile........ and laugh.........

I started to tear up again, before I smiled at her, like I do all the time toward her

Himeko: Heh.......... You always had a bright smile, Y/N............

Her body went limp, as tears falled from my face, but I didn't stopped smiling, like she asked

We both fell from the void, as I kept her in my arm, and started to cry

Narrator POV

Y/N landed on some sort of ground, the body of Himeko, before he sat on the ground, holding her body close to him

He started to laugh, slowly, before entering a laughing fit

Looking at the sky, he saw a giant tree, above him

During his laughter, his tears were falling like waterfall, but he kept laughing, and smiling

He heard footsteps behind him, before a male voice asked him

???: Why are you laughing, a dead body in your arms?

Y/N: S-She asked me to keep smiling, and laugh, no matter what! S-So, even if I cry, I'll just laugh and smile, because there is too many things beautiful in the world to not enjoy!

He kept laughing, hugging her body close to him

???: What is your goal?

Y/N: I-I will save as much people as I can! I will help as much people as I can! I'LL DO MY BEST TO CHANGE THE FUTURE! SO YOU CAN REST IN PEACE, MISS HIMEKO!

He slowly started to stop laughing, as he carried the body of Himeko, and turned to the man, slowly

Y/N: I only have one request for you. Can we give her a proper burrial?

???: ............

The man only nodded, and started to walk away, as Y/N followed him

Timeskip

After giving Himeko a proper burrial, Y/N stood in front of her grave, and looked down

Y/N: I promise you Himeko, I will keep smiling and laughing, everytime....... no matter what

He got up, determined, before looking at the man, serious

Y/N: Please, help me protect this world, and save as much people as I can

???: Then, with the help of World Serpent, you will be able to achieve your dream. And with Project: STIGMA, no one will have to worry about the honkai anymore

Y/N: Then, you already know my answer

He offered him a hand shake, as the man accepted, and shook his hand

???: My name is Kevin, and welcome to World Serpent, Y/N

Y/N: And thank you for helping me, Kevin

Kevin: But, you won't be able to do anything here, and that is why, you shall leave this place, and work at the base

Y/N: Then, let's get out of here

Kevin: No, only you. I have a few things to settle first. Tell the soldiers the sovereign send you

Y/N got pushed by Kevin, and fell into a portal

He send a smile at the sovereign, who answer with his own

Landing on the ground, Y/N instantly got up, and was aimed by 2 woman

Raven woman: And you are? Not here for a delivery, huh?

Y/N: The sovereign sent me here

Woman: The sovereign?

Y/N: Yes, man with white hair, blue eyes, called Kevin

Raven: The sovereign should really let us know when he recruit people out of the blue........ I'm Raven, and the person at my side is Jackal

Jackal: I'm the one in charge when the Sovereign isn't here

Y/N: I see...... Nice to meet both of you

Raven: Optimistic it seems, that's good for the mood here

Jackal: So, who are you?

Y/N: My name is Y/N L/N, I'm a Medic, and my mission.........

He looked at them, determined, with a confident smirk

Y/N: Is to create a cure against the Honkai!

Chapter 4: Finished

A/N: Not gonna lie, the Himeko part made me cry while writting it, it was emotional for me

In the next chapter! There is hope for everyone! Y/N and Raven!

'Chapter 5: New found hope'

Raven: Heh, I can't wait to see you act, Y/N!