Please, please, please read.

Listen, you all have been one of the greatest things in my life, and I enjoy and love everything you've done for me. Whether it was supporting me as I continued to write to my hearts content, or hanging with me when I didn't post for weeks on end. 

Nothing, and no one, could express my appreciation for this fandom and my readers. Yet of course, there's some bad news. 

I'm leaving the fandom, and discontinuing my book. 

Before I get attacked, hear me out. This isn't a cry for attention or a rant, it's an explanation. For the past few moths, things have been insane. A bad kind of insane.

While, there were good things out of what's happened, the bad parts are taking a toll. After a 14 year friendship with my closest bestfriend, we ended things. She was toxic and abusing me, it was awful for me to stay with her any longer, so I finally broke off.

The backlash was horrible. She took her anger and frustration to the internet and harassed me online unnecessarily, to the point where I just deleted my social media altogether for a while. She's been spreading things at my high school where we both attend, and making things extremely difficult.

Then there's also, my family life. I've never said anything online because I hate talking about it, but you all deserve this, okay? I come from what people call a "broken home." The man who I refuse to call "Dad" abused and threatened to kill me and my mother and sister, he attacked, stole, and even went to jail. Thankfully, my little sister was too young to remember anything, though I do.

The things we went through haunt me so incredibly I had to see therapy. Though, for some reason the sessions sort of came to an end, though I really feel as if I need to return. I speak to my mom about it and she always promises to bring me back but never does, which is sending me further and further into a hole I'm desperately trying to crawl out of.

All of this (and more) has been distracting me and keeping me from staying up-to-date with Miraculous and my book, so I've decided to leave this fandom, especially while I attempt to recover and slowly get back on my feet. 

I won't discuss the rest because I don't want to burden you wonderful readers anymore with my problems. You have all been such a great community and I love you all with the bottom of my heart. 

And don't worry, I'll still do my best to check in every once in a while for a few minutes when I can to talk to you, because all of you really lift my spirits.

Anyway, thank you.

I love you, and appreciate everything. Good-bye, mon chatons. <3