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Your words, are knifes in my heart

Your thoughts, tear me apart

The games you play,

What you say;

Leaves bruises that never fade away.

Come, come

Just keep ripping me now

Because you don't have feelings, right?

Don't care when I'm all the way down.

You just keep pushing, and pushing me

I don't make a sound;

But I'm like the ceiling after it rains,

And you're a clown.

I go and go, quiet, no noise

But really I cry and cry — loud,

when I'm treated like a toy

Bitch

Whore

I slam the door

Pathetic

Lame

They thought this was a game

Stupid

Slut

I started to cut.

Ugly

Fat

Stopped eating,

I couldn't go back.

Freak

Strange

I wanted to change

Loser

Liar

My feelings were on fire.

Coward

Fool

They said I wasn't cool.

Worthless

Trash

More tears follow, sacks and sacks.

Unwanted

Piece of shit

I couldn't take any more of this.

You are all poison, you don't hurt but kill

What is the deal? Is this what you appeal?

...

Then later they came,

they don't call me bad names

They say I'm beautiful, and

Amazing

Saying me, they should never hate

I say thank you, thank you

But it's too late;

They said nice things,

but they said it at my grave.

a/n: this is dedicated to everyone who has to deal with being bullied. make it stop, it's not cool guys, and if you know someone who is being bullied, tell them something nice, smile at them, make them feel loved, before it's too late. xoxo
-nicki