Author POV

"God Type!! That was crazy. Why didn't you tell Tharn about it!! I'm sure he will understand. Yes, You did start because of a contract, but you said it yourself. You finally learned to love him, and you did all of that to save him. He owes you his life. And his mom? I mean your mom. No. his mom, God! I'm getting dizzy? Did you tell him about his mom? He doesn't know all of this because all his life, all he knew was his mother left him alone." Saint said after he heard Type explanation of what happened to him and Tharn. Both of him and Lhong can't believe that all of that happen. It's crazy!! You can only see and watch those twists in life in movies and nothing in real life.

"I tried, but he never listens to me. I tried to talk to him, but he kept on pushing me away. I don't know what to do. I will understand if he can never forgive me. I deserve his wrath, but my mom. I mean, his mom! She doesn't deserve it. She has been through a lot!! She needs him now, especially now!! She is in the hospital now because of me!! She has been in a coma since that day that she told me about the past. She can't take all the memories from the past. Mom! My mom! It's all my fault. this is all my fault." Type said then started to cry again

Saint and Lhong just caress his back and try to calm him down

"It's not your fault, Type. You did what you thought was right that time. And about your mom, nothing for that matter is your fault. Would you please stop blaming yourself? You don't deserve to be in such pain and take all the blame. It's not right!" Lhong said

"What should I do. Tharn needs to know what happened to mom before it's too late. before..." Type can't finish what he wants to say and started to cry again

The memories of what happened are overwhelming him.

Type never stopped crying since that day. He is maybe not be crying outside, but inside he is! Added to the situation is his guilt. His guilt is killing him inside.

More importantly, He misses the man that he finally came to love and lose at the same time.

He misses Tharn so much.

While Type is crying, Saint, who has been Tharn's bestfriend ever since they were a child, started to realized something.

So this is why Zee has never contacted him since a month ago. He thought that Zee doesn't like him anymore. But he chooses to ignore it for now.

Tharn and Type is the priority now. He needs to do something before They lose each other because of this twisted fate of them.

"I need to talk to Tharn" that's what he thought

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Sunday Night

Type is at Thorn's bar, ready to perform for the night. He was thankful that Tharn hadn't told Thorn about what happened between the two of them cause he is sure that if Thorn comes to know what happened, he won't be able to do part time here anymore. He chooses to wear a mask whenever he is performing in this bar because he is afraid if someone knows that this is Type, who is singing on the stage, his job will undoubtedly be jeopardized. Many people hate him now. Surely no one will choose to come to this bar if he will be the one performing

Type badly needs this job now, especially now that his mother is still in the hospital. Thankful, someone paid half of their bill for the last three weeks or else they will indeed have to sell their own house to cover their mother's bill.

Type was getting ready to perform when he noticed that Tharn was there in the VIP area with two other women. One for each side. Busy doing things that indeed added with the pain that Type is currently feeling right now. He tried to go to the VIP but was stopped by the bouncers that were guarding the area.

"Maybe Tharn ordered them not to let anyone disturb him again!" Type said on his mind but instead of crying again. Type pushes himself and gets this opportunity to tell Tharn how much he is sorry for everything at the same time, still do his job.

He can still hear him even though he is busy doing some nasty thing with two women.

He immediately went to the stage and held the mic.

"Good Evening to all of you, Here I am again, ready to serenade all of you, but I would like to take this opportunity to tell you something about the person I unintentionally hurt so much. " He breathes deeply before starting

Little did he know that Tharn noticed him the second he stepped up on the stage. Even though Type already wears a mask, Tharn can still see that it is him. He know the man from every angle. He made sure of it before they separated. There is something in him that wants to listen to Type, so he did. But he didn't stop what these two women besides him with what they were doing to his body. He just left them to what they were doing but made sure that he was listening to the person standing on the stage right now

He was shocked at first when Type called himbut chose to think that this was just Type charades

"Boo, I know you hated me so much now, but please believe me when I say that everything I do, I do it for you. I can't tell you why I did what I did because there are so many people watching me now, but please know this.

I love you so much. Please believe me. I love you as much as you love me now. All the thing that I said that night when I ask you to be mine is true. All of those are what I really felt for you. I may not have you in the future because of what I did to you, but I hope you can still forgive me. It may not be today, but I hope in the future. I hope in the future you would find it in your heart to forgive and talk to me again.

I love you, boo this is for you!"

Type said, then the background music starts

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You can also just read the lyrics

🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵

It still feels like our first night together
It feels like the first kiss
It's getting better baby
No one can better this
Still holding on
You're still the one
First time our eyes met
Same feeling I get
Only feels much stronger
I want to love you longer
Do you still turn the fire on?

So if you're feeling lonely, don't
You're the only one I'll ever want
I only want to make it good
So if I love you, a little more than I should

Please forgive me, I know not what I do
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you
Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through
Please forgive me, if I need you like I do
Please believe me, every word I say is true
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you

Still feels like our best times are together
Feels like the first touch
We're still getting closer baby
Can't get closer enough
Still holding on
You're still number one
I remember the smell of your skin
I remember everything
I remember all your moves
I remember you yeah
I remember the nights, you know I still do

So if you're feeling lonely, don't
You're the only one I'll ever want
I only want to make it good
So if I love you a little more than I should

Please forgive me, I know not what I do
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you
Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through
Please forgive me, if I need you like I do
Please believe me, every word I say is true
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you

The one thing I'm sure of
Is the way we make love
The one thing I depend on
Is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm praying
That's why I'm saying,

Please forgive me, I know not what I do
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you
Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through
Please forgive me, if I need you like I do
Babe believe it, every word I say is true
Please forgive me, if I can't stop loving you
No, believe me, I don't know what I do
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you

I can't stop, loving you

🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵

Type can't help but cry when he was singing the song.

His heart is aching so much. He then look at Tharn, who is also just looking at him, but the difference is.

THARN IS LOOKING AT TYPE BLANKLY. THEN HE STOOD UP AND LEFT THE PLACE.

Type can't help but lose his balance. Thankfully the guitarist behind him is fast enough to catch him

"Are you okay?" The guitarist asked.

Type just smiled at him and tried his best not to break down.

"It is really over?" He asked himself

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Mi-Loves, do you also think that it is all over?

Comment down your thoughts.

Love lots

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