Type POV

I was running when someone bumped into me again. This time they were a group of girl students. My ass kissed the ground again, but the pain of it is incomparable with what I'm feeling right now. The image of Tharn with those women is still fresh.

There are so many people around us.

"So here is the famous NERD of our UNIVERSITY!!" Girl 1 said

"I see that you're back on being the ugliest person I know, judging with the way you look again. SO YUCKY HAHAHAHHAHA," girl 2 said, then they all laughed about what she said.

Yes! I'm back again on being the NERD. I bring back the old me. The old me who did not know Tharn, I thought first that if get back the Type that I forgot when I was with Tharn, I thought I could finally be okay and go back to being me again. I wore my previous loose uniform again. I wore my big reading glasses. I wear my braces again. I thought everything would go back again to what it's supposed to be when everything is normal, and my only problem was if I could keep my ranking here in the university. I thought I would be the nobody and the invisible Type again that no one sees and notice. But then again, I failed.

"Girl, are you done with that" Girl 1 said to Girl 2. She was carrying a juice bottle in her hand

"Ahh Yeah, Actually I'm trying to find a trash bin to throw this off, but I can't find one. Do you want it?" Girl 2 said to Girl 1

"Oh, no problem. I already find you one." Girl 1 said to Girl 2, then got the bottle of Juice in her hand. The bottle is just half empty. She opens the lid and when near me.

I'm still currently sitting on the ground. My legs hurt, that's why I cannot stand, but the main reason is that I'm embarrassed!! I was looking at the sightly at the ground while crying.

The next thing I knew, is that I was being poured on a Juice. I felt it poured into my head then into my uniform.

I cannot move to try to stop them. It's like all of my strength has been suck out of me. All I can do is cry and just let them be finish with me.

After she is done pouring all the juice in me, he even throws the empty bottle into my face

"There you go. The trash with trash." Girl 1 then she even did a high five with the other girl beside girl 2

"Girl, that's not a trash bin. It's the NERD." Girl two said, sounding like she is worried about me, but I know she is just faking it.

"Oh no?? It's the nerd!! I thought that place was a trash bin because I only see a trash-like figure in front of me." Girl 1 said, then they all laughed.

Girl 2 walked in front of me and went down to meet my overly crying face. She then whispered something to me

"THAT'S WHAT YOU GET WHEN YOU THINK YOU CAN HAVE OUR THARN!! YOU'RE JUST A MERE LOSER WHO ONLY WANTS TO GAIN FROM HIS POPULARITY AND WEALTH!! YOU'RE SUCH A GOLD-DIGGING BITCH WHO DON'T KNOW HIS RIGHTFUL PLACE. YOU SHOULDN'T THINK THAT YOU ARE THE ONE WHO CAN ONLY HAVE THE FAMOUS THARN IN YOUR PATHETIC LOSER LIFE!! YOU'RE JUST HIS CONQUEST. LOOK WHAT YOU ARE NOW!! BECAUSE HE IS ALREADY DONE PLAYING WITH YOU, HE TOSSES YOU LIKE A CRAP!! YOU SHOULD HAVE KNOWN YOUR PLACE! NERDY!!" She said he went up again and joined the other girls.

I felt them intentionally walk past me and bumping their legs into me.

I'm shaking right now!! Everyone around is looking at me. Some are laughing. Some are looking so disgusted to me. Some don't care.

This has happened many times already in different ways for the past two weeks because for the first two weeks after that night happened, Tharn disappeared. I don't know where did he go. People don't know yet that Tharn hates me, but after he comes back.

He changes or goes back to his old self. Everyone saw how he treated me, so they saw it as a signal to do these things on me.

They bullied me using every method that they could think of.

They did Physical bullying, too, including hitting, kicking, tripping, pinching, and pushing me in a possible situation they may like it to be. They also verbally bullied me, like name-calling, insults, teasing, intimidation, and sexuality. There was a time last week when some men tried to molest me in the car park. Thank god that Fiat is there to rescue me. If not, I don't know what would have happened to me. They even tried on lying and spreading rumors about me. I'm the most hateful person now on social media. Everybody hates me. Even those outside the university see me like I'm some toy that they can play with whenever they want or like.

I'm starting to get tired already that I even realized that I don't want to go here at the university anymore, but I know I can't do that. I would disappoint not only my family but also myself. I promised that I would graduate. I will never break that promise.

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I'm currently here at the bench crying when someone approaches me from behind

"Type, are you okay?" He said

When turned around and saw who it was.

"Oh, Lhong, Saint, what are you both doing here," I said while trying to wipe my tears away. Saint is the one who speaks, while Lhong is the one who is carrying my things from behind

I quickly stand up and get my things from him

"Thanks. You two didn't have to do this. I will deserve it if I lose all of this." I said to them. Then I sat back again to the bench.

Lhong sat in front of Saint beside me

"Type, I will ask you again. Are you okay?" Saint asked me again. I lift my head which is previously looking at the ground, then face him.

"Are you okay?" He asked again. There is something in his question that catches my breath. It's like he is really asking me from within.

AM I OKAY??

OF COURSE, I'm not!! I will never be okay. I don't deserve to be okay. But it tugged my heart that I started to cry in front of them.

I cried and cried and cried and cried.

Saint just hugged me tight while Lhong was holding my hand.

They just let me cry my heart out.

I need this. I need this.

I've been trying so hard not to cry because I know I don't deserve to lessen my pain. I deserve to be suffocated with pain.

But then again, it seems that I finally got on my boiling point.

" Saint. I miss him. I miss him so much. Please tell me this is all just a bad dream. That he still loves me. Please, Saint, tell me!! This is just a dream. I'm begging you. please." I just wish everything to be a dream. I want everything to be just a dream.

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When I'm done crying

We remain silent for a little while. They stay by my side, waiting for me to calm down.

"Thank you so much, guys. I know how much you hate me right now after what I did to Tharn, but you still choose to help me now. I can't thank you enough." I said to them

"Type, we really can't hate you because we don't know what happened. Tharn only said you hurt him, and you betrayed him, that's all. We don't know what happened, so We can't hate you." Saint said to me, but he was not looking at me. I was shocked when I heard that Tharn didn't tell them what had happened.

I wonder why??

"So Type, Please do tell because we are very shocked when we heard from Tharn those words. What really happened! He loves you so much, so for him to hate you that much, I know it is not because of a simple matter only. Did you do that to Tharn? Hurt and Betrayed him. That is the worst thing that you can do to Tharn. He hates it so much! So did you do it?" Lhong is the one who is asking me now.

I'm so ashamed to answer them so. I can only nod at them as an answer.

"OMG!! So it's true. What did you do? Type. Even though we don't know you well enough, we can see that you are not a bad person. We know you love our friend too. IF you did hurt and betrayed him, I'm sure you have your own reason. So please tell us Type. Tell us what happened. Maybe we can help. To tell you the truth. As a friend of Tharn, it hurts us to see him act like that again. He may be happy outside, but I know he is in pain Type. We saw how happy he was when he was with you. He was very happy. So please Type, For Tharn, Please tell us what happened!" Saint is the one saying this to me.

I guess this two can help me pursue Tharn to talk to me.

I need him to talk to me.

I'm running out of time. I need to tell him everything.

I breathed deeply at first. Then I looked at both of them

Then I started to speak.

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A/N

I will start to narrate what happens in the next chapter.

Sorry for hurting you with this. I'm struggling too.

Thank you for reading and supporting guys.

Love lots

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