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Major Time Jump Mi-Loves. Don't be confused

For my plot. I will do flashbacks to let you know what happens, so stay with me, please.

We aren't near the ending yet. We still have many chapters ahead, so stay tuned 🙂🙂

Here it goes.
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Type POV

Three months had passed, I can still remember the warmth of his embrace on me. That is the most comfortable hug that I've ever felt my whole life, and I was never taught that I would come to this point that I would be missing that warmth that I felt when he was hugging me. I never thought that I would be asking for it again. I never taught that I would come to this point that I would wish for it, and I would be able to say that I can trade anything to feel that warmth again.

But I know I can never be able to have that again.

NEVER.

I cried every day in my sleep since that day happened.

My life turned upside down because of it.

I missed him. I missed him so much! I want him back. I want to be with you again, and this time no rule. No bounds.

But I missed my chance to prove that I love him. That regardless of what happened, I finally learned to love him for real.

I cannot do that now and even though I do repeat it to him. He will never listen to me. He will never trust me again.

I tried so many times to make him understand why I did what I did. But karma strikes, and he doesn't believe me.

Every time I tried to approach him, he will push me away. I was so hurt to see him act that way again. To see him touch and kissing someone else again and what hurts me the most is that he doesn't care if he does it again in front of me.

He is hurting me so much, and I know it's all my fault. The way he looks at me. The way he shouts at me. It's like stabbing me over and over again. I know this is all my fault.

MY FAULT!! And I can't blame anyone except me.

I should have been honest with him. I should have been straight with you from the very start. I shouldn't have wait for this all to happen.

EVERYTHING IS RUINED BECAUSE OF ME.

He became worst because of me.

NOW!! He will indeed not believe and trust anyone again. I hurt him more than he was already broken before.

But I know I should do my best to fix this.

I will try my best to fix everything, even until I spend my last breaths on earth, in doing so. I will do my best to save him from himself again.

I hope I'm not late yet.

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Still TYPE POV

I'm here on campus. I'm late again. I've been spending the night watching my mom in the hospital.

Yes, she is in the hospital after what happened that night. I'm still regretting everything that I did that night. Everything that I've said. How I wish I could get them back. How I hope I can turn back the time again and not say those things to my mom again.

I didn't know it would happen. I was just hurt and devastated for everything that I knew. I exploded all the hurt that I'm feeling to my mom. I didn't know everything. I didn't know.

My dad told me that surely my mom would forgive me for what I did and said to her. He said that my mom loves me so much that he is sure that she will forget about that and continue to love me no matter what.

But I can shake off this guilt that I'm feeling right now. This is all my fault. I hurt the two people I love. The man that I finally learned to trust and love fully and the woman who took care of me as her own.

I can't help but think that everything is my fault. Everything is ruined because of me.

I volunteered to be the one who watched my mom every single night. It's been nearly a month now that she was in a coma. Her stroke was so severe that it affected her so much. She has a heart problem already, but she and my dad are the only ones aware of it. She doesn't want to let us know because she doesn't want to worry us.

THEN I DID THIS!! I made her worst!! It's my fault that she is in a coma now.

My dad and brother cannot watch her cause they are busy getting enough money for my mom's hospital bills. We are not well off, so these kinds of sudden problems are so devastating for us.

I'm so tired already, both physically and emotionally. After my class, I immediately go to the hospital to watch my mom. It's been so hard to get enough sleep ever since. I haven't had enough sleep for the whole month now. My family is starting to get worried about me again, but they don't have a choice but to let me do this because no one can do it except me.

I am running to get to my class. I'm already 10 minutes late. I'm sure my professor will kill me if I'm late again.

I was struggling because I was carrying all of my books today. I have to study for our final exam, and I'm very much late for it. It's hard to focus on my study while seeing my mom lay on the bed like that. She is fighting for her life.

I was running when suddenly someone bumped into me—all of my scattered all over the floor.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry I was not looking." I'm currently getting all of my books while saying sorry to the person that I bump into, but when I see who it is. My world stopped again

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"Tharn?" I said to him.

He was helping me get all the books from the floor, but when he realized it was me he bumped into, he threw all the books that he was holding again into the ground. He stands up and clings his arms again to the two women beside him

I quickly stand up to run after him. I badly need to talk to him. I need to see him. This is the first time that we have been near each other cause this whole month he has been avoiding me, or if he even saw me, he was busy kissing or touch other people, that is why I can't approach him. I don't have the heart to hurt myself more by seeing him act like that again to walk away from him when I saw him in that situation.

"Tharn. Please stop. I need to talk to you." I tried holding his arms, but the girl on his left pushed me, making me kiss my ass on the ground.

He looked so worried at first because my butt really hurt because of that fall but then again, after a second, his face became cold again.

He clings his arms more to the girl and kisses her in front of me.

My heart is hurting again. All my word has been stuck again in my mouth. I can't see this. I can't.

I quickly turn around and run away from him.

THARN T_T

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I'm sorry if I will be hurting all of you for the future chapter. For my plot, please bear with me.

This is just a warm-up for the future chapters. I have to ready your heart 😔Be ready for the following chapters ahead. I'm so sorry in advance.

Comment and Vote are so welcome.

Love Lots
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WAANJAI MJORA
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