Type POV

It's been a month ever since that day

Until now, I still can't believe that it has happened. I feel like that everything is happening so fast. Before we are just a stranger to each other and now he saying that he loves me? As in me? The famous nobody and nerdy of the university? THARN THARA KIRIGUN, the great Casanova, is in love with someone like me??

As in!!

Many things have changed ever since that night. the night that I can never forget for the rest of my life

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FLASHBACK

Day of the Confession

Type POV

"Type. You know very well what kind of a person I am. I will not excuse myself from that. But all I can say to you now is that after I met you. You changed me. You made a very different person. With you, I know I can be who I am, without the need of pretending to be the best or to hide who I am to avoid those predicaments of those people around me. With you, I feel so alive. I feel so many emotions that even I had never imagined that I would ever feel my whole damn life. I may not be the best person for you for now. I know that. You have a pure soul Type, but me? I'm dark. I'm full of sorrow and pain while you are full of life. You are happy. I'm sad. We are very different kinds of people. You are the best person I've come to know my whole life. I'm nothing compare to you. I know I made so many, as in so many horrible mistakes, that I can never pay back. I can never change what I did. Even my whole life is not enough to say sorry to those people that I've hurt. I know that I am an awful person. I know you may not believe what I'm saying right now. I'm not asking you to believe me now. But I'm telling you this, right now. At this moment. please try to trust me when I say."

I was so shocked by all of the things that I've heard right now? Like what??

I can't speak or move. I want to run away from here. I feel like I'm suffocating right now. I don't know what I should feel and say about all of this.

"Please trust me when I say. I love you, Type!! I have fallen deeply in love with you. I love you. I only love you. I surrender now! I know I said I never will, but here I am, admitting my defeat on you! You caught me, bii! You caught my heart already! You are the person who I want to risk my heart on. I want you for myself. I can never imagine myself loving someone else except you. Please believe me, Bii. I do love you. I love you so much that I can't even express how damn much I have been in love with you."

Does he really love me?? He f*cking loves me??

I feel like my heart is about to explode right now. I want to cry, huhu. I don't understand what is happening?? How can he love me? What should I do?

The plan!!

I can't. I can't take this anymore.

What I did next was turn around him and just run away. I feel like I want to walk away from everything. Now, I'm regretting why did I choose to do this f*cking plan.

4. Make him say, I Love you or I like you to you

OMG!! This is step 4, huhu. I should be happy right now. I should be celebrating that I finally did step 4

But why the hell am I feeling this way right now?? WHY??

I haven't gotten far away from Tharn when someone grabs my arms from behind

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It's Tharn.

He looks worried.

"Bii! What happened? Why are you crying" He asked me? He then caresses my face, which I think he is wiping my tears away.

I'm crying?? I am crying??

"Did I say something wrong, baby? Did I hurt you too? Please, bii, tell me. I'm so worried about you right now—your crying bii. I can't see you like this. Especially if I know that it is because of me, please, bii, stop crying now. I will hate myself more." He said while still wiping my tears away.

I want to stop crying. I do, but also I still feel so overwhelmed about everything. My heart is full of emotions right now.

What he did next, he pulled me and just hugged me tightly to calm me down.

After a while, I finally calmed down. I feel like I can breathe now. We are now here at Tharn's Car in the parking lot. We haven't driven away yet cause I think Tharn is waiting for my response.

I guessI need to answer him now. I can't just remain silent after what happen and what he said to me earlier.

I breather deeply before facing him but not look at him. I don't think I can, and try to talk to him.

"Ahhh, Tharn. About what you said. Are you sure about it? Maybe you are just overwhelmed with everything that we've been doing. Maybe because I'm different, that is why you think that you are in love with me. Maybe..." I was speaking to him, but he didn't let me finish.

He held both of my hands and made me look at him.

"Type, I know it's hard for you to trust me, I know it's hard for you to believe all the things that I've said to you, but all I'm asking is, please give me this once chance to prove myself to you. Please give me a chance to show you how much I love you."

He said, looking so intently at me. I can see in his eyes that he is telling the truth. He looks at me like I'm the beautiful creature in front of him, but I sometimes know eyes and looks can be deceiving. I want to believe him; I do but after what happened to my bestfriend. After all the things that he did to all those people that he had hurt. How in the hell can I fully believe him. Also, there is another thing.

This is just pretending. All of this is just a part of a plan. A whole damn 12 rules plan to break this heart breaker's heart.

What if he is doing to me what he did to my best friend. What if he is pretending to say that he loves me, and after that, he will say that everything is just pretending. I will lose. I cannot lose. Never!!

I can't break right now. I can't be weak right now. This is just a pretend Type. Please don't fall for it. Remember what happened to Puifai. You're doing this for her. Stay with the plan.

You can't stop now. You can't. I tried to compose myself and started to speak.

"I know I said I like you first, Tharn, but I still can't trust you right now. I know for myself that I like you too, but I love myself more. I can't give myself to you or to anyone that I don't fully trust. I'm sorry, but I really can't." I said to him.

"I know bii, I know. That's why I'm asking you to please give me this chance to prove myself to you. Please give me this chance to show you I can be the perfect boyfriend for someone perfect as you. Please, bii! Please let me." He looks and sounds like he's pleading right now.

I looked at him straight in the eye before answering. I feel something different again. Like my heart is pounding so loud again. Like it's telling me that I should say yes and accept him. But my mind is reminding me what happened to my friend.

I'm so confused right now.

"Okay. I will give you this chance. But please don't ruin it, Tharn. I know I said I like you, but I love myself more. Please don't break my heart like how you do to others. Please don't waste this chance, Tharn." I said to him

His face lit's up. He suddenly pulled me and hugged me tightly.

"I promise, Type. I promise you I will never hurt you. I will be hurt more if it happens. I would rather kill myself first before doing anything that will hurt you. Thank you, Bii. Thank you so much." He said, sounding so happy.

What I did was just hug him back and just let out a big sigh.

TYPE!! Why the hell did you bring yourself into this mess.

WHY??

End of flashback

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A/N

I don't know if I should be happy or sad about this.

Say your taught, guys. Comment is welcome.

Because It's my daughter's birthday today, I will do a double update before sleeping. I hope you like it.

Good night Mi-Loves!!

Love Lots

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