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How are u all....i am sorry it took too long this time to update...i was stuck up with so much works and also temple functions in the locality....now also i am in a hurry and i am writing the chapter on the way to the temple only....so if there is any mistakes kindly mention it i will edit it after as i am in a hurry now....and also a huge big thanks to those who truly supported me....

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Warning.

Mentioning of self harm...I don't promote any self harm...so no hate comments....

Siddharth was silently looking at the dark walls of the room which was more like a prison cell to him. The walls were making his mind to go insane and suffocating him. He wanted to scream. Scream to let him go...but he didn't as he know it has no use....

He missed everything....especially his friends and his Dada...he was confused on the words of Avneet...his cruel kidnapper...why did she mentioned his father as a monster...what did he do to her so she said like that...his mind was killing thinking over it again and again.

Sid's thoughts were broken by the door unlocking sound. Sid turned and waited patiently till the person came in. There came a guard with a tray full of food again. Sid was just looking at him.

Gua: now eat this....or else that IV goes on ur hand again.....u don't want that right...do u....

Sid just closed his eyes in frustration and not in a mood to answer him. Sid was silent untill that guard decided to tell those words...

Gua: eat u son of a bitch.....

Sid opened his eyes in anger and glared at him. The guard smirked at him getting the response. Sid just couldn't bear it and the next second sid launched on him with his remaining strength and held his collar angrily....

Sid: DONT U DARE.....DONT U DARE TELL A WORD ABOUT HER....ABOUT MY MOTHER.....he shouted on his face. In return the guard just chuckled and grabbed his hands and jerked him off of him. Sid stumbled but again was about to punch him.

But the guard caught his hands and twisted lightly and threw him on the bed again. Sid fell on the bed groaning in pain.

Gua: aww....i am so scared of the scary puppy.....he said mocking him. And then he turned to leave as they were ordered to not to hurt the boy in any way.

Sid saw him going back and went behind....

Sid: no..no..please wait....he said going to the door but the guard was long gone after locking the door.

Sid: no...please....this..this is suffocating me...open the door....i am begging u...please...this place is driving me crazy....please...he shouted banging the door.

After shouting and banging for a good some time he understood nothing is gonna happen. He slumped to the floor along the door. Tears started to roll down without his knowledge....

Sid: please....this place is making me insane....he cried.

Sid: let me go...he whispered in a weak tone.

In Nigam mansion

Amir: what....?what nonsense u are taking about Abhishek....

Abhi: chacha it's true ....we saw the footage....someone has kidnapped him from the hall....

Amir: come on Abhishek....there is no no reason that someone will do that to him...

Abhishek huffed and jannat rolled her eyes. She was sitting angrily glaring at Amir. She was keeping quite as Abhishek has taken promise from her that she will not lash out at Amir before coming.

Abhi: are u sure chacha....is there no rival in business or anything....he asked looked at Amir whose expression changed a bit and he masked it perfectly soon.

Amir: yeah sure...there is none....

Abhi: but....what about someone did this for money....

Amir(laughing): money....seriously....if that is the case they would have called us for now.....

Abhishek huffed in annoyance...but he was somewhat right....if sid was kidnapped for money they would have called for ransom...and it's been 4 days and no trace of him.

Amir: come on Abhishek....i very well know what happened....

Jan: what...she asked for the first time....

Amir: that brat did everything...everything u saw are his drama only....he spat venom..

Jannat fisted her hands and gritted her teeth to control her anger on his words. Abhishek was surprised to hear that.

Abhi: chacha...he..he is ur son....how could u...

Amir: son? Yes....a son who snatched away my love by having birth....

Abhi: chacha.....he said looking at him with a disbelief look and stormed out of the room while jannat was shooting daggers at Amir.

Jan: u are impossible....she said and left the room behind Abhi.

In AK mansion.

Faisu: god....he is not eating again.....he mumbled looking at the untouched food on the LED screen.

Avneet who was going through a file heard him and looked at the screen.

Maya: oh man...if he die out of starvation it will be a utter waste of such a beauty....

Vai: shut up Maya....

Maya just rolled her eyes while Avneet just heard everything and kept quite. That night also sid didn't touched the food. And her guards informed that he was banging the door all the time and he was going out of control.

At midnight...

Avneet and all her men were enjoying the party at the bar which is located at the top floor of the mansion. Avneet got another succesful deal and she was throwing a party.

She chugged down the full bottle of beer. In her drunken state she stumbled walking towards her study when all others were enjoying themselves...

All of her men enjoying in the party so the guards who were guarding Sid's room was also not there. She went to her study room and slumped on the chair. She looked at the picture kept on the table and took it. She hugged it to get heart.

Avu: mom...dad...see...i am getting successfull...in ...all..the deals...and...going...higher...higher......now i..i am...ready...to crush him...crush him under my feet like....she said and looked at the screen and her eyes widened.

Avu: shit.....she muttered and rushed out...

Here with sid...

Here sid was losing his mind second by second. Once the last meal of the day was delivered to him he was again left alone inside that caged walls. Without no one...no fresh arir...all alone....

He was glaring at the dark walls and the ceiling again. But this time his mind was so worked up and he started to feel like the walls are getting ready to crash him. It was suffocating him. He tried to brush off the feeling but he started to hear those stupid voice from no where in the room.

' no one needs you......'

'they must be hating u now......'

'u are nothing just a disgrace to ur family.....'

' ur father hates u.....'

Sid: No.....please stop....don't talk like that....he said to no one in the room clutching his hairs and closing his ears. But the voices were not stopping and getting louder....

'now this is ur lifetime prison...'

'no one needs u....no one will search for....u are nothing.....'

Sid: no...no please....please stop....he said closing his ears and shaking his head vigorously....he tried to curl into a ball closing his ears trying to stop the voices when he started to hear his father's words which he said years ago.....

FLASHBACK.

Sid was just standing at the last step with injured head. His head was bleeding as he tripped from the stairs. His father just behind him and he didn't made a single attempt to stop him from falling down the stairs.

Sid was crying in pain when the maid came there running and sid hugged her tightly. She rubbed his back and saw Amir coming down the stairs calmly like nothing happened.

Her eyes welled up and she left from there to get the first aid kit. Sid looked at his father...he thought atleast he will comfort him...but no...but his eyes showed longing....

Amir: what....

Sid: it's pa...paining....d..dad....he said crying with the thirst of love evident in his eyes...

Amir: so...what should I do....u deserve it....u deserve pain....

Sid: why ....

Amir: why....because u killed mother....u useless brat....u killed and snatched my love from me....i should've killed u before itself....but she wanted u and convinced me.....but that was the mistake i ever did....i regret my choice.....i should've KILLED U ......he screamed.

That 7 year old young boy flinched at his father's words. He didn't even understood half of his father's words but he understood one thing that his father never wanted him.

FLASHBACK ENDS.

'I SHOULD HAVE KILLED U..........'

His father's words ringed in his head and he flinched up.

Sid: i should be dead....he mumbled to himself....

He started to rant the same words again and again looked around to find something to ease out his pain.

Sid: i don't need to be alive....no one needs me....he hates me....i should be dead...he was saying it again and again and stood to search for something sharp but got nothing...

Sid: i should be dead....he said when he heard mocking laughters from the walls and ceiling of the room

Sid: STOP....STOP IT....he said clutching his hairs.

He looked at the walls which was laughing on him and without a thought he started to hit his head on the wall.

Sid: STOP....STOP....he said still banging his head to the wall. In no time his skin opened and the wall was getting painted with his blood.

His was banging on the wall when the blood flowed that he didn't heard the door unlocked and opened.

Avneet came out from taking a shower. She was still high. She was drying her hairs when her eyes fell on the screen and she turned away but she halted on her steps and turned to the screen again and her eyes widened in shock.

He was banging his head to wall continuously and the blood was flowing all over the wall.

Avu: SHIT.....she said and ran to the corridor and not finding any guards she cursed loud and put the passwords on the screen and opened the door. But sid didn't noticed her and continued abusing his own head.

Avneet ran to him and grabbed his arms and turned him shouting.

Avu: STOP.......why did u do that....

Sid looked at her trying to clear his vision. She gasped for a second. His hairs were on his forehead fully drenched with his blood. He was trying not to close his eyes.

Avu: why....why did u do that ....she asked again shaking him slightly making his body to slump.

Sid: to...it suffocates me.....to sto...stop the pain....to..to stop vo.. voices....he said finally letting his eyes to be closed. Avneet for the first time in her life regretted about her decision of keeping him locked in here...

Avu: hey ..hey stay with me....don't close ur eyes.....she said panicking when Sid's head started to hung low when he was held by her with the arms his head hanging below. She slightly scooped him up when his bloody head fell on her shoulder.

She quickly grabbed him tightly and made him lay on the bed and ran out to the near by room and got an rolling chair. She made him sit on the chair and quickly strolled him out of the room mumbling.....

Avu: please stay.........
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To be continued

So guys.....here is the chapter.....

Will sid be fine....

What's gonna happen next ....

I am sorry if u find the previous chap boring....but i hope this chap was good....