Lucy's POV

I woke up in the bright sunny morning.

"Natsu and Happy are not here." I muttered.

I look up in the calendar and... YES!!! Today is my birthday. I wish Fairytail will greet me.

I take a bath, brush my teeth, wear my clothes and ready myself to go to the guild.

As I walk to the guild, I think about Natsu, Fairytail. But as I think more about them, I frown. It hurts so much.

Last 2 months, Lisanna came back, everyone celebrates.

Me, Juvia, Gajeel, Lily, Wendy, and Carla don't know her because were new. But still, I'm happy for Mira and Elfman because they see now there long-lost sister.

But as the days go by, they change. They're not Fairytail I used to know. Natsu, Erza and Gray kicked me out to the team because I'm weak and always rely to my spirits and to them. I always being caught and always save me. Im just a burden to them. And a replacement to Lisanna whenever she comes back.
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FLASHBLACK

"Lucy!" Natsu said as he ran towards me.

As Natsu run, I saw Happy and Wendy mouthed 'Im sorry' while crying. I didn't get it what are they talking about.

"Lucy, can we talk outside?" Natsu said.

I follow him and go out. Why he did not use my nickname? And wait, My heart beating fast. What is this? Why I am feeling like this? Why I am so nervous about this?

"Hey Natsu what do you want to say to me?" I ask to him curiously.

"You're kicked out of the team." He said with a happy face.

My world stop. Ok, Wait WHAT!! This is not happening. Why is this happening?! I'm controlling myself not to cry of what he said.

"Why?" That's the only question I want to say as my tears begin to form in my eyes.

"Why? Because first of all, your weak. You always rely to your spirits and to us Erza and Gray. We always save you and you could do nothing. You're just a replacement to Lisanna if she comes back. Your attitude irritates me, your always complaining, you.. I wish you're not here. I wish I didn't invite you to joined Fairytail because Fairytail is for strong people and not weak and a slut like-"

SLAP!!

"Enough!!! I thought you're my best friend. You hurt me so much. I can't take this anymore!" I yelled. I ran back to my apartment and cry in the rest of the day.
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END OF FLASHBACK

I cried so much and only my friend Levy, Wendy, Gajeel and Mira comfort me. Wendy and Happy confessed that they were forced to agree. Im not mad to them.

After that day, the other members start to bully me, hurt me and saying bad things to me. Lisanna always glaring on me. Almost everyone do that to me even Natsu. Master didn't care about these. I don't know what happened to them.

The worst of all, I see Natsu kissing Lisanna and became couple last week. I love Natsu. Yes, I LOVE Natsu but he is to dense to realize it. I always forced my smile when my friends question me if im okay. But inside my heart, it is not. But of course, they are not satisfy to my answer but they just don't make it too far so they'll just stop and talk another topic.

I think I want to die. But I want to live for my mother and my friends. I don't want them to be hurt.

I am now in front door of Fairytail. I breath heavily and slowly as I open the door. When I open it, Levy, Gajeel, Wendy, Mira, Carla, Mira and Happy greet me happy birthday. I open there gift and made me happy to the presents they gave me. Levy give me books, Gajeel give me some clothes, Wendy give me necklace with a star and the 12 zodiac keys, Lily give me kiwi, Happy give me fish, Carla give me a pair of bracelet like Wendy has and Mira give me a cake that says 'Happy Birthday Lucy'.

I'm so happy that I cry to these gifts they give to me. But as I walk further inside the guild, someone punch me in the jaw and I am thrown in the wall.

"Lucy!!!" My friends said.

Ouch. That hurts.

I touch my jaw that was punch and saw Natsu and other members glaring at me.

I was confused of what is happening. Then I saw Master in front of us.

"You bitch! How dare you to hurt Lisanna like that!" Natsu yelled at me in front of all of them. ALL OF THEM. I was shocked. I don't know what happened to her.

"What happened to Lisanna? And what are you talki-" "Shut up!!" Natsu yelled again.

"You're just acting like nothing happened! You almost killed Lisanna by stabbing her at the back!" Natsu yelled at me angrily.

I was about to explain that I didn't do that but Master stop me.

"Lucy, you should not here if you're doing this to her. You are not my child anymore. As for your punishment, I erased you for being a Fairytail member. You hurt one of my children and I will not pass to this." Master said.

Then I saw my mark in my right hand slowly fading away.

I can't believe it even the Master believe to this. I cried so hard and started to go out in this guild.

"Thank you again for ruin my supposed to be my happiest day of my life. But I want to say this, just because I'm weak it means Im like this forever. You don't know what I've been through and that Lisanna is the one who give me those." I said while smiling fake to them. walk back to my apartment slowly and controlling the tears I want to fall and release.

I cried in the rest of the day, again. After that day I prepared my things to go somewhere to train myself. I walked passed the Fairytail guild. Then I saw Wendy, and Carla running to me.

"I'm so sorry. Please forgive them. Please come back." Wendy cried while Carla comforting her.

"I forgive you. I don't know when will I come back but may be I can talk to you through lacrima. Okay?" I said while patting her head. She nodded and head back to the guild.

"Goodbye Lucy!!" The others said to me with venom in my name.

I control myself from crying and promise myself to take revenge!

Just wait Fairytail. When I come came back, I am not the Lucy you know. You will experience the pain I had that you gave to me. Just wait especially you,......................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................Natsu Dragneel.

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Hello everyone. This is my first book please if my grammars are wrong Sorry. Hope you like it. Goodbye!!!!