"Meenakshi...... Meenakshi is..... And
kairav....."

That moment I literally wanted to create scene as the content in the file really have shaken me up from the core but controlled myself because after being soo closed to finding this over four decade old mystery, I don't want to slip away from the right track.

Also my today's meeting with Adhya which is a secret meeting is very important. I couldn't get distracted just because of this paper.

I slid the file to the cupboard but then again I pulled it out and after locking the door of this room, took the photos of papers.

'Couldn't believe that kairav is hiding soo much from me.'

I sighed as I kept that file where it was before getting out of his room without the file which I was in need of. My emotions were a mess but I didn't let them show themselves when I faced my family.

I should be acting violently. Okay not violently, but at least I should be cry or act something like going crazy similar to how they show in Indian serials when the plot takes a dramatic turn but here I was, driving the car and going to office like nothing happened.

I was behaving like I never saw those papers and I don't know anything about that documents.

I knew I was mature but never knew, this much mature. Even though I tried to level down my emotions, I can't help but to feel helpless and hurt. I was also disappointed, not only because of kairav but from every one involved in this. How can they hide such a salient thing from me...?

"Miss. Narsule...? Are you okay...? If you not, we can keep this meeting for later."

I broke out of my trance when Adhya spoke. After interpreting her words, I negatively shook my head and told her that we will be continuing this secret meeting.

Wondering how we kept this meeting soo suddenly...? Yesterday I was just scrolling through the insta feed when I came across a post.

The post was to educate people about different sexuality and unknowingly my mind drifted to adya when the word 'bisexual' came.

After reading the post fully, I questioned myself, is this the reason or this how Kalapana Singhania threatened her...? Threatened her because she was a bisexual...?

(Reference- Bisexuality is an attraction to more than one gender. Those who identify as bisexual feel a sexual and/or romantic attraction to people of a different gender as well as their own.)

This fact isn't confirmed but yesterday the way she panicked after listening to that word, cleared my doubts unofficially. Today, her verbal words will make it official.

I don't know why other people have to mingle in our people's business instead of shutting their mouths. I couldn't even imagine how she spent soo many days in fear of her sexuality.

"You are right. I am bisexual person. I am attracted to both men and female. I thought as a psychiatrist, she will understand me better than my family but she-"

I lightly pressed my right hand on her back to give her comfort but soon she jerked as she looked at him with wide eyes. Her sudden actions made me shocked but relaxed when I realised that she have to tell him something.

"That day, I mean that night when I was raped, that time, those four people knew about my sexuality. I don't know how but they came to know about it. I haven't told anyone about it expect to Shamika.

Also, I am sure that she haven't told you about this but even she isn't a straight person. She is a lesbian and the reason why she didn't told it to anyone is because she is disgusted by that term. That means she is indirectly disgusted by her own self."

(Reference- Lesbian is a word used for those woman who are sexually attracted to other women.)

Shamika's reaction didn't came as shock to me because that was a kind of normal reaction from any person belonging to a conservative country. But what shocked me was the statement she said next.

"This certificate, I wasn't supposed to find it but nevertheless I found it. Two years ago, I took a kind of test because I was confused about my sexuality.

When Dr. Singhania came to know about my sexuality and started threatening me, I hide that sexuality paper in a locker which no body opens. My family members rarely opens it so I found that place the most safest to keep my secret.

Yesterday when I thought that it was enough and decided to tell you the truth, I opened that locker once again to take out that papers and that's when I got my hands over the paper which has my family's biggest secret."

(2 hours later, in the law firm.)

This place. Still can't believe that place was built by a gang leader for his daughter. Even though now no longer this firm is in Ravin Family's hands but that doesn't changes the fact that how she is indirectly working for a gang.

"How came you are soo sure that Mr. Kumar or Mr. Raghvendra was the one who told that four men to rape Adhya...?"

Uditasree asked as I told her what my theories are.

"Raghvendra has an history of female infanticide and foeticide, and it clearly shows how cheap that person is. From what Adhya told me, Shamika didn't wanted to accept her sexuality because of the fear from the society and Adhya, as a best friend, was helping her making her understand that she should accept her as she is.

Raghvendra lives with Kumar Family and many times, Adhya used to go to her house and convience her. He surely might have heard them talking.

As conservative that person is, he would have fumed because of what Adhya was saying and might be the reason why he did that.

Also, let's not forget, Mrs. Kalapana works in the subsidiary hospital which Raghvendra is ceo of."

We were sitting in a peaceful cafeteria with not even a single soul roaming here. I was very hungry and was continuously eating, a sign which shows how stressed I am.

"That can happen and it's true, her behaviour back then in the court will be justified. She lied and committed prejury because of her family."

I nodded and kept on eating when thought my stomach was full. I wanted to stop but can't because this have become one of my habit. A habit which I seriously want to change but can't because it's too hard.

Suddenly the chicken roll in my hand, was snatched away from me. I glared at the traitor and was going to shout on him, when he pulled me out of the cafeteria after telling uditasree that he wants to talk with me for a while.

"Don't. Manhandle. Me!"

I gritted in anger when he made me sit down in his car and locked the doors. He always use his strength in wrong way and always irritates me. Let's not forget that he makes me frustrated.

Yes, I know I am being moody but why can't I throw tantrums when everybody knows something which is related to me, expect me, myself.

"Look vaish-"

I made him cut his own sentence as I looked at him with red filled with anger eyes.

Clearly, he was afraid and shut himself up. He knew that messing with her now, means death so he kept mum while I was trying to calm myself down.

Whenever I get angry, the situation doesn't end up well so it's better if I calm myself down before talking with him like a mature person. Surely, I am still angry with him but I can't take out my anger on him. At least not for now.

Finally, when my nerves which were boiling in anger, calmed itself down, I gave kairav a 'you-better-tell-me-the-truth-or-else-I-will-not-hesitate-to-kill-you' look.

I saw him gulping down and doing everything to avoid my eyes which was intimidating the hell out him.

'Let's see to what extent he will take this lying fame to.'

He turned towards me and I knew that he wanted to say something but before he could do that, I jumped two steps ahead of him and dropped the bomb.

"Vidhika isn't the daughter of Sharma family instead, she is the daughter of......"