"Losing you.
Knowing you no longer love me.
But loving another.
That is simply, but dreadfully,
The worst pain,
To ever cross my heart."

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- Jihyun's POV -

My heart stopped, and I felt like my lungs didn't have any oxygen.

I felt my whole world falling apart, I didn't even know what to do anymore.

What happened in just a second? My eyes could not dare to look,

But I did look.

Tears escaped my eyes as I saw Jungkook on the floor, bleeding. I rushed to him and screamed for help.

Taehyung on the other hand, was calling the ambulance. Jungkook, don't give up on me now. Never give up on me, jebal.

Mianhe.

"Help! Someone!" I screamed, and everyone around us, surrounded me holding Jungkook.

I hugged him tightly, "Don't let go, don't let go," I whispered.

The ambulance finally came, and they took him in. "Who's coming inside with us?" The ambulance guy asked Taehyung and I.

"Me," I said, making eye contact with Taehyung. He was about to leave until I grabbed his hand, he looked back at me.

"Can you contact my friends Jimin and J-hope? I'll give you their numbers. Just tell them that Jungkook's in the hospital and which hospital we're going to," I said, putting their phone numbers on his contacts.

Taehyung doesn't even know who they are, but he will now.

"Arrasseo, I'll meet you at the hospital," he said, and I nodded.
I went inside the ambulance truck. I held Jungkook's hand, and I prayed.

I prayed that everything will be okay, that he will be okay.

- Jimin's POV -

"Hyung, do you think it was okay to leave Jihyun with that worker from the ice cream store?" I asked.

"Yeah I guess, they're friends. Nothing more than that, Jimin. Get that through your head," J-hope said, rolling his eyes.

"Whatever," I whispered to myself.

My phone buzzed from the pocked. "Who's calling?" J-hope asked and I shrugged. "Unknown number," I replied.

"Answer it, it may be important," Hyung said and I nodded.

//Phone call//
Jimin: "Yeoboseyo?"

Taehyung: "Annyeonghaseyo. Sorry for disturbing. My name is Taehyung and I am friends with Choi Jihyun. She is on her way to the hospital because her friend Jungkook got hit by a car. Is there a chance that you can come to the hospital?"

Jimin: "O-Of course! We're on our way! Thank you for the details! Just text us the hospital as soon as possible!"

Taehyung: "Arrasseo."

I froze, no. This can't be happening. Our Jungkook.. "Wae? What happened!?" J-hope looked at me, shocked.

"Jungkook.. Hospital.." I mumbled with tears streaming down my eyes. J-hope hyung's eyes widened and we rushed our way to the car.

- Jihyun's POV -

We made it to the hospital, and they've taken Jungkook to the emergency ward.

Mrs Jeon, ran to me and hugged me. "Dear, what happened to Jungkook?" She asked crying.

"My friend and I were walking down the street to go to a little corner shop for food then we saw Jungkook about to cross the road until a car was driving in fast speed hit him. We were too late Mrs Jeon, mianhe.." I cried, sobbing in silence.

She started crying too, "Darling, I've known since both of you were young is that Jungkook never gives up on things he loves. He told me once that he will do anything to be with you, and I know he'll be strong now so that he can be with you forever,"

I stayed quiet. Is she serious? What about Corrine?

- J-Hope's POV -

Jimin and I hurried to the hospital and saw a guy with brown hair waiting in front of the hospital.

"Hello! You must be J-hope and Jimin, I'm predicting?" The guy said. I nodded, "Are you Taehyung?" I asked. "Yes, I am," he replied, acting all 4D.

This guy looks cool. I think he fits perfectly with Jimin, Jungkook and I. "Can you lead us to Jungkook's room?" Jimin asked.

Taehyung replied, "They're still in the emergency ward. I'll take you there". Jimin and I just shut our mouths and followed.

- Jihyun's POV -

I was left alone again.

Taehyung came in, with J-hope and Jimin. "Hey, are you okay?!" They both chorused with Taehyung at the back looking worried too.

"Yeah, I'm fine" I lied. Of course I'm not fine.

Taehyung sat next to me while J-hope and Jimin went to get some food in the upstairs area of the hospital.

"Be strong, please. Jungkook wouldn't want to see you like this. I know I don't know him, but I'm sure he's nice and that he wants you to pray that everything will be okay between both of you," Taehyung said.

I nodded, feeling down.

"I'll tell you something,"

He continued to speak, "Sometimes, you need to burn bridges to stop yourself from crossing them again."

What he said got me thinking. Taehyung smiled at me and pat my back.

A doctor came out, it was the girl that assisted Jungkook. "Are you here for Jeon Jungkook?" She asked. I nodded and she smiled, "You can go visit him now."

I looked at Taehyung and he smiled, "Go. Go see Jungkook." I nodded and felt scared, to see his face being bruised. It hurts seeing him hurt.

//flashback//
*13 years old*

"Let's go ride our bikes!" Jungkook said. "Okay! I'll go get my bike from the garage" I said, opening the garage.

"Let's have a race!" Jungkook yelled as I wasn't on my bike yet. "Yah! You cheater!" I yelled. Jungkook kept riding his bike in fast speed until he crashed into a pole.

"Oppa!" I yelled, running towards him. I saw him with blood everywhere and I gasped. He looked at me scared, "Don't worry, it's just my arm that's broken."

*hours after*

Jungkook oppa broke his arm and had to get an operation to put a nail in his bone. They've put a cast on his arm which makes him look really funny.

I waited outside the hospital ward for him and I laughed. "See, that's what happens when you don't listen to me" I said in a sassy way.

"Whatever," he rolled his eyes, smiling and smirking.

//end of flashback//

I walked inside the room. Chills went up my spine. This isn't a dream, this was reality.

Jungkook, looked peaceful, but hurt. Everything in his body was bruised, and I couldn't help but cry. Cry because he's hurt.

We are dying from overthinking. We are slowly killing ourselves by thinking about everything. But I'm killing myself because my mind is always on you, Jeon Jungkook.

I sat down next to him, and looked at his face. "Pabo, what have you done to yourself.." I said, knowing he won't hear.

I stroked his hair, and kissed his forehead. I held his hand and laid my head on it, tears came out.

A thought came up in my head, that I didn't even think about. I didn't even know that this question would occur..

Am I in love with Jeon Jungkook?

The answer is, yes. I am in love with him.

"I was the one who had loved you even when you gave me a thousand reasons not to," I whispered, with tears.

Yes, I do feel stupid for holding onto things that just keep hurting me. But for some reason, I can't let go of Jungkook.

I don't think I can ever.

"Jungkook, I love you so much.. But, you made me feel something I can't put into words.." I whispered.

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Authors Note:

Haaay guys!!
Sorry for the really long wait.
I had so many exams and assessments *arghhh*
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