Cold As Snow

"I guess what really breaks me is that I want to be the one who makes you happy, but I'm not."

- Jihyun's POV -

I woke up to my bedroom door slamming open. When will this end? Everyday I hear the same shit, and it never ends.

I hate it. I hate it so much, that it makes me want to punch a brick wall. Anger hits me frequently.

"Jihyun! Here's your uniform, iron it yourself. I have no time for it, fix yourself before you look like shit" Eomma said.

Of course you don't have time, all you care about is drinking your stupid alcohol. I rolled my eyes, "Whatever" I mumbled.

Eomma's eyes widened, did I say something wrong? She came up to me and slapped my face. "Don't talk back to me, young lady!" She yelled.

Here it goes again, another day in a hell hole. There's never a day that Eomma physical abuses me, also with Appa. Their both drunk alcoholics that never stop drinking.

It pisses me off so much. I talked back, "I'm not a 'young lady', in fact I'm your daughter. Get your facts right mum, it's like you're not my mother" i retorted, walking out the bedroom.

I headed to the bathroom to get changed. I'm used to all the abusing, bruises are scars on my body. They never leave.

Looking at it everyday makes me cry, I've always been insecure about my body shape, my scars, my bruises and everything else.

I was finished getting ready, and I went to my room to get my school bag. I went downstairs and saw Eomma and Appa sitting on the table eating breakfast.

I looked at them, and rolled my eyes. "Don't roll your eyes at us!" Appa shouted, closing his newspaper.

He stood up, coming closer to me. He put his hand out to hit me in the face until Eomma stopped him.

Wow, first time you save your daughter. I'm not surprised.

"Honey, don't hit her. I already did." Eomma stated. I left the house, walking to the bus stop.

As I put my headphones in, I saw my best friend, Woohyun. "Ah, look who it is! My best friend, Jihyun. Good Morning!" He smiled.

Woohyun is my best friend now, after my previous best friend left me years ago..

I smiled, "Morning, Woohyun". He always knew how to make me smile. I trust him a lot, but I don't have the guts to tell him what happens at home.

I don't show him that I am a person who is depressed inside, who is fragile. Woohyun does know, that I am a cold hearted person.

He smiled at me until he gasped. It shocked me for a second, "Yah, what happened?!" I asked.

Woohyun pointed at me, "Wae?" I mumbled. "W-what happened to your cheek!?" He gasped, kind of shouting in shock.

"What do you mean?!" I said, looking through the camera on my phone.

I clicked the camera application and saw that I had a big bruise on my cheek. Probably when Eomma slapped me this morning, argh.

I had no choice but to lie. "I fell down the stairs last night" I lied.

"You never fall down the stairs, you're not clumsy".

He had a point, I'm never clumsy. He knows me too well.

"Well, shit happens and I don't know how" I stated, and he nodded.

After, he went back to his old self. Woohyun kept stating how he loves this band called Girls Day. I kept nodding, but inside I didn't really care.

The bus finally arrived and we caught it to get to school. Woohyun was next to me and was still talking about more k-pop girl groups like Sistar and SNSD.

We arrived at school and it turns out that we had assembly in the hall for the first and second period.

"Shit, come on! The doors close after 8:00am!" I gasped. "Okay okay!" Woohyun replied, and ran in a different direction to go to his locker.

I was fast walking to my locker until I bumped into someone and fell on top of the person.

I closed my eyes during the fall, but when I opened it, I was shocked. I couldn't believe it, and I didn't want to.

I fell on top of Jeon Jungkook, the playboy, popular, retarded boy in this whole school of Seoul Performing Arts.

I quickly got off him, should I apologise? I hate his guts so much. Out of all the people in this school I can fall on, it had to be Jungkook!?

"Next time, look where you're fucking going, Nerd" Jungkook said, standing up and walking away.

As he was walking away, I gave him the finger. What a dickhead.

Everyone in the hall gave me looks. Jungkook makes me so mad. I went to my locker, and put my school blazer on. I fixed my uniform to look presentable, and left my school bag and books in there.

As I closed my locker door, I saw Woohyun standing there behind me. "Omo..You scared me!" I said, hitting him.

"Hehe! That's what I do" Woohyun smiled, until his phone rang.

"I need to take this, go to the assembly now. I'll head there after".

I nodded as he left. I was heading to the assembly room until someone tripped me over. I fell, with my whole face planting to the floor.

I felt my cheeks hurt. The bruise that Eomma slapped me, started to hurt since I just fell on my face.

I heard laughter behind me. I stood up, and saw two boys laughing. I recognised them, then I realised who it was.

It's Jungkook's stupid friends, Park Jimin and Jung Hoseok. I felt my cheeks hurt, to the point I wanted to cry. I wish they could fuck off.

School is hell, home is hell. What else could be worse. I walked away from Jimin and Hoseok, but I could still hear them laughing from behind.

I walked my way to the assembly room, but I couldn't open the door. "Can't open the door, Ms Choi?" Mr Sandler said.

I'm in big shit.

I turned around, and saw the principle eyeing me. "I'm sorry sir, I had an accident on my way here." I said.

It was true, stupid Jimin and Hoseok had to get in the way of everything. Mr Sandler spotted the big bruise on my cheek, I mean it's too big to not recognise.

"That bruise is not an excuse. You will be doing detention! Go to the detention room right now, you have some classmates there who are also late" Mr Sandler stated.

Are you kidding me?

I made my way to the detention room. As I walked in, I wanted to cry. The room was full of terrible people.

Jeon Jungkook and his two idiotic best friends, Jung Hoseok and Park Jimin.

Can this day get any worse than this? "Look who we have here, maknae" Jimin smirked.

Jungkook eyed me and grinned. I ignored all three of them and sat down, plugging my earphones into my ears.

Truth is, there was nothing playing in my earphones. I just put it on, so people can think I'm listening to music, and they can stop annoying me.

"Ooh, this girl is feisty" Hoseok commented. "Stop the shit, Hoseok." I mumbled and his eyes widened.

Is he surprised that I called him by his real name? His name is Hoseok, but the school calls him J-Hope. I don't really care.

"What did you just call me!?" Hoseok yelled. "You heard it right, you have ears. Why create a nickname if you have a real name? Well, it's not my fault your mum named you a name you didn't want, fuckwit" I shot back.

Hoseok gasped, and left me alone. Finally, these three idiots decided to keep quiet.

- Jungkook's POV -

This girl huh? Jihyun, oh Jihyun.. You think I have forgotten about you?

//flashback//
*five years old*

"Jungkook Oppa!" Jihyun whined. I went to her as she was begging for more candy.

I shook my head and stuck my tongue out. "No more candy for Jihyun!" I said, hugging my candy bags.

Jihyun frowned. Don't do that to me. She's cute when she pouts. I smiled, "Hug me if you want candy!" I said and she grinned.

She ran up to me and hugged me, "Of course, I'd do anything for candy and Jungkook Oppa!" Jihyun smiled.

//end of flashback//

I felt a stab in my heart. Jihyun started hating me after I ignored her in grade seven.

I ignored her because I wanted to be apart of the popular kids. It was stupid of me, and I regret it.

Right now, I'm the most popular boy in the school, and I don't want to ruin my reputation.

No one knew we were best friends before, because I never told anyone.

As Jihyun told Hoseok off, he started complaining. "Far out.. We should of tripped her over harder" Hoseok stated.

My eyes widened, "You tripped her over?" I shouted, not loud enough for Jihyun to hear me over her earphones.

Jimin and Hoseok nodded. I sighed, "What the fuck is wrong with you both?!" I said hitting their heads.

"Did you cause that bruise on her cheek?!" I asked. They didn't say anything. I wanted to rage at them so badly.

"I hate you guys right now. Don't do it again if you guys want consequences" I said.

They nodded, obeying me.

I wondered why Jihyun got detention though, she's not the type. Maybe that's why she was late, she got tripped over by these two idiots.

But that couldn't be the cause of her cheek could it? I swear, when she fell on me today before assembly, she already had that bruise.

I was confused, but I needed to know more about Jihyun.

I know I don't have the rights to, because I'm not her best friend anymore. Woohyun is currently her best friend and I couldn't help but be jealous.

Someone walked into the room and I smiled. "Hey baby!" Hannah smiled. I stood up and kissed her.

"Oh, you have no idea how much I missed your lips!" She said while my lips were on hers. I saw Jihyun looking at me in disgust, but I ignored it.

- Woohyun's POV -

Where was Jihyun? That's weird, I looked around the whole assembly and didn't see her.

Coincidence, I didn't see Jungkook either. Also his girlfriend Hannah, and his best friends Jimin and Hoseok.

I hope she didn't get detention. I went on my phone during detention to send her a message, but as soon as I pressed hit send, someone took my phone.

"Hey give it ba- oh.." I gasped. I'm in trouble. "Why are you texting during assembly?!" Mr Sandler shouted, making the whole school stare at me, including the person speaking in front of the whole school.

I felt embarrassed right now. "Bring yourself to detention now!" He shouted and I did as he said.

I walked to the detention room and saw Jihyun with the popular people. Jungkook, Jimin, Hoseok and Hannah.

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Author's Note:

Hello! This is my new fanfic for all you Jungkook biased hehe. ♡
I will be updating this, aswell as my other stories you guys should check out.
I have Jimin BTS;
- Hating You Was My Mistake.
- SEQUEL - Was Hating You My Mistake?
Jin BTS;
- Sad Souls, Fragile Hearts.
Baekhyun EXO;
- Jebal, Don't leave.

Also, please be patient with updating. I have too many things for exams that I need to study on, so I hope you all understand!
Thank you♡ 김사해요, 사랑해.

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