Z e r o~3 Years
A/N: Quick authors note here I want to thank everyone that reads my stories and care enough to like and comment on them if it weren't for you guys I wouldn't be making this story so I hope you enjoy and thank you so much!
3 years ago today I lost my best friend, 3 years ago today I lost the only person that understood me, 3 years ago today I was standing in a grassy field starring down at what I found out to be an empty casket. You know the quote 'time flies when you're having fun' well ever since Matts death everything seems to be moving in slow motion everything went wrong after he died, it was like I was no longer funtional like I didn't want to live. I had my friends around me but I pushed them all away I wanted nothing to do with them or anyone for that matter I regret what I did but they understood Chris and Crawford moved in with me to keep an eye on me but some nights I didn't want their company, some nights I just wanted to be alone in my apartment and cry. But they didn't let that happen they kept me on my feet they kept me busy which helped a lot and I am so thankful for that I am thankful for all my friends they do so much for me I feel like I can't return the favour and that results to me feeling like shit again. So here I am laying in bed curled up in a ball in my quiet room sobbing for the fifth time this morning I was a wreck one big giant wreck I found myself crying every night and every morning. I eventually got out of bed and sat in the shower for a bit then I would change and try to eat but end up throwing it up I wasn't healthy right now I needed help I knew that, I just didn't want any.
I could hear my phone in the distance go off anf to be honest I didn't want to know who it was or pick it up but subconciously I did the line was quiet at first I wasn't expecting that then I heard a familiar voice that I thought I would never hear again. "Kenzie?" I gasped throwing the phone to the floor and covering my mouth with my hands I was shocked to say the least when I finally came back to reality I ran over and picked up the phone putting it to my ear "Matty!?" it was quiet again "Matty?!" silence "Matty please answer me" "I'm sorry.." then the line went dead I dropped my phone on the bed and sat down beside it "how?" I didn't know what to do now do I tell someone? maybe I've finally cracked and I'm just hearing things now. I grabbed my phone and checked the number it was private of course so I couldn't call back I decided to give Crawford a call he wouldn't think I was crazy right? "hello?" I took a deep breath "hey" I said waiting for a response "hey Kenzie what's up?" I bit my fingernail "I need to talk to you" I began pacing the room "okay how about we meet for lunch in 40?" I nod even though he can't see it "sure" I hang up and get ready then leave to meet Crawford at our favourite shack.
I sit at the table and tap my fingers on the table contemplating what exactly I was going to say to Crawford. What if he thinks I'm crazy? I mean I have been acting strange for months now maybe this is a bad idea and I should just make up something and forget all about that phone call. "hey" I look up and smile when I see Crawford "hey" I respond as he takes a seat and orders his usual I just get a salad I wasn't very hungry "so what did you need to talk to me about?" here we go I take another deep breath "I talked to Matt" Crawford was shocked just like I was he definitely wasn't expecting that "well.." was all he could say "I was expecting 'surprise I'm pregnant!' or something but not that" he says "I know it sounds crazy but he called me I know his voice crawford" he sighs "I'm not saying I don't believe you but you have been a little different since you know" told you he would say that "I know but I promise you I heard him it was him" he looks at me then takes a sip of his water "what did he say?" "he said he was sorry then he hung up" "that's it?" "yeah I tried calling back but the numbers private" "I know someone that might be able to crack the private number" my eyes light up "really?" he nods "I'll call them and let you know what he says" I nod he then gets his food and began eating "so how are you?" I ask watching him eat and slowly eat my food "I'm good how are you?" he says back a mouth full of food "I'm alright considering" I say he nods taking a sip of water "If Matt's alive we'll find him" he assures me I nod again and look outside at the busy streets and sigh as I realize something "hey I know this is completely off topic but do you remember when we were in South Africa and we came up with an idea to start a foundation for the countries in need?" I ask taking a sip of my drink "yeah" "We never got to actually do that" Crawford looks at me waiting for more information "we should continue it" I say finally he gets it "really? you really want to do that?" "I do" I say taking out a little notebook and a pen "first off we need a name" Crawford thinks "what about... GreyCollins Foundation" I juggle the name around in my thoughts "suttle and easy to remember I like it" I say writing it down.
"I have some money saved up that I was going to use for a trip to visit a friend I'm sure she'll be okay with me using it for a good cause" Crawford nods "it's not a lot but we gotta start somewhere" he nods again "We should make a website, flyers, you know get it around" "I'm gonna go work on a logo and what not I'll email you the info" I stand and leave some money for my drink then say goodbye and head home. The entire night I work on a logo and then sent it to Crawford I began working on a website and when Crawford got home he helped me out this was the start to a great foundation.
A/N: I know this was short but I just wanted to get a chapter out there for you all please let me know what you think and if you have any idea please Dm me I want to hear you ideas and feedback! xo
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