T E N ~ is this love?
Cameron's Pov
I left Kenzie's bedroom as quick as I possibly could. I didn't even speak to her that morning I just got up, got dressed, and left the room like a complete ass. I couldn't quite process what had happened and I definitely couldn't speak to her about it. What would I even say. 'Hey sorry about having sex with you my mistake' I think just not speaking is for the best right now.
I took a shower because I felt weird like yeah I wanted to have sex with her but not like that. I found pieces of the condom in my boxers the condom broke during sex which freaked me out at first but I'm sure my load didn't get inside of her it couldn't of. I avoided her all morning waiting by the door to hear if she was out there before I went out. I would make a quick breakfast and than leave the house for the rest of the day I didn't arrive home until late that night. I really wasn't ready to face her. I felt like such an asshole for just walking out like that I couldn't imagine how she feels right now.
Kenzie's Pov
What the hell just happened. I can't even begin to process in my brain what Cameron and I did. How did I let something like that happen I'm so stupid. I suddenly couldn't breath or speak I was having another anxiety attack what is Matt going to think about this what is everybody going to think about this. I finally got up and got ready for the day although I really didn't want to I did I had some dinner party to attend tonight and I would rather not show up ratty and looking like a 9th grader.
I usually go for a run in the mornings so I quickly changed, threw my hair up, and grabbed a water and apple before I left. I ate my apple while walking to the stairs when I finished I threw it out and began my run. After an hour of cardio I went back home and got ready for the dinner. I was going through my closet looking for the dress that I picked out to wear when suddenly there I was a knock on my door.
"Yeah?" I ask still looking through my closet.
"Can I come in?" I froze and turned around it was Cameron. Was I really ready to talk to him? I couldn't face him right now I could already feel the awkwardness building up. But I couldn't just avoid him forever I would have to talk to him eventually.
"Uh.. yeah" I gulp. The doorknob turns and then the door opens and Cameron walks inside. We make awkward eye contact for a minute and then he looks away and sits on the bed.
"You know why I'm in here" he began I don't say anything I just nod and continue looking for the dress.
"I'm really sorry" he says I could hear how guilty he felt. It was making me feel bad.
"You don't need to apologize it wasn't your fault and it wasn't mine it just happened" I say finding the dress and taking it out.
"It was though, you were intoxicated and I took advantage of that I'm so sorry Kenzie I didn't mean for any of this to happen" he stands up from his seated position on my bed and walks over to me.
"There's something I need to tell you" I turn around with the dress in my hands and look up at him.
"I found pieces of the condom in my boxers this morning" he says my eyes widened a bit. I walked over to my bed and laid the dress out on the sheets then turned back to him.
"I-I don't know what to say" I say to him sitting on the edge of the bed. He walks over and crouches in front of me taking my hands. At first I wanted to pull them away but I liked the comfort.
"This doesn't mean anything but I thought I'd let you know in case you start to feel a little different" he says
"What if" I say
"I don't want you to worry I'm sure you're okay and if by chance it happened then we'll deal with it then" he says I nod.
"I need to get ready" I say
"For what?" He asks
"Some dinner I was invited to" I say
"By who?" He asks
"The people that helped run our foundation they're giving me an award" I say
"And you're going to show up alone?" He says
"Yeah, why? Is that a problem?" I say
"Well it doesn't look good" he says
"Why not?" I ask
"It just looks better if you're accompanied by a significant other" he says
"Well I don't have a significant other so there's a problem" I say getting up and getting my makeup out. Cameron follows me over to my desk and looks at me through the mirror.
"Is this your way of asking if you can be my plus one?" I ask taking out my makeup and beginning to do it.
"Maybe" he smiles in the mirror. I sigh rolling my eyes and turning to him in my chair.
"Be ready for 6:30" I say he nods leaving the room on his way out I call out to him.
"Wear something nice" he nods again leaving closing the door behind him.
*~*~*
I slipped the dress over my head and did the zipper up. I walked over to my full length mirror and looked at myself I was happy with the way I looked so I slipped on my heels and grabbed my clutch leaving my room. I walked over to Cameron's room and knocked. After waiting a few second the door knob twisted and opened Cameron stood in the doorway in a black and white tux his hair styled nicely with his signature smile.
"Wow" he said looking me up and down "you look beautiful" he says grabbing his phone and closing the door behind him.
"You don't look too bad yourself" I reply with a blush heading down the steps with him.
"No really, I've never seen you dress up so much before you look absolutely stunning kenz" I haven't heard Cameron says my name in so long it make my cheeks sting.
"Thank you" I walk out the door to the car and get in the passenger seat putting the address in the gps. Cameron gets in and starts the car.
"Ready?" He asks looking over at me with a smile. I smile back nodding.
"Ready" I say.
*~*~*
Cameron links arms with me while we walk inside the building. It was huge to say the least it was lit up with beautiful lights and candles. There were a lot of people which made me quite nervous. The stage was lit up with flashy lights and there were cute round tables all around. Cameron and I took a seat at one of the tables a waiter came by with a fancy class filled with champagne I took a sip and sat back. The speaker came on stage and began introducing herself and explaining everything then the awards began.
"I am honored to present this award in person to a good friend of mine. She worked very hard and was very successful with her foundation. Please give a warm welcome to Mackenzie Grey" I stood up from my seat flattening my dress and walking between the tables. I smiled at the people as I walked up onto the stage and over to my friend Stacy who was presenting the awards.
"Congratulations you deserve this" she says with a smile shaking my hand and handing me the plaque I smile turning to the crowd. Stacy hands me the mic I didn't make a speech I totally forgot to.
"I came completely unprepared for this award I didn't have time to make a speech so I guess I'll just wing it." I began a couple people chuckled in the crowd. "I want to thank Stacy and the rest of the crew that helped this foundation happen. I would like to thank all the volunteers for taking their time and helping us out. To my other co-workers that helped alongside me and everyone else that was supportive and donated money and their time thank you all so much none of this would of happened without you all I am so proud of the path it went down and I am so happy with the results. I hope next year we can go back and do more thank you for this award" I finished smiling everyone clapped and wooed. I made my way off the stage and back over to my seat to listen to the rest of the awards.
When they finished people stayed around to talk more I got congratulated by many people most of them I didn't know. Cameron and I walked around making small talk with people and trying to be social.
"So how long have you two been together for?" The lady we were talking to asks. I nearly spit my drink out all over her but I swallowed and smiled at her.
"Uh we aren't together" I say to her she looks confused at first but then covers it up with a smile.
"Oh I just assumed you two look like an item I don't even think my husband stares at me the way this young lad does to you" she says my cheeks flush and I don't even need to look up to know that Cameron's were as well.
"Anyways congratulations on your award have a nice night" she smiles again and walks off I've never seen someone smile so much ever.
"You were starring at me?" I ask as we continue to walk around arms linked.
"I can't keep my eyes off you" he replies my cheeks flush even more his arm moves from it's linked position to around my waist his hand resting on my lower back. I adjust to the position change but I don't stop him. After having a couple drinks and talking Cameron and I leave the building and head home. We were walking down the dark streets it was silent the only sound was my heels clicking on the cement. It was quite chilly out so my body was huddled into Cameron's side as we hurried to the car. When we got there I got inside the passenger seat and turned the heat on rubbing my arms. Cameron turned the seat warmers on and then pulled out of the parking lot and began the drive home.
"Are you warm yet?" He asks a little bit into the drive.
"I'm alright" I reply looking out the window.
"Are you hungry?" He asks
"Starving" I admit "those finger sandwiches just didn't do for me" I laugh he laughs as well and pulls into the closest fast food place. We hurried inside and ordered our food waiting on the side for it to be called. When our number was called Cameron grabbed the trey while I got our drinks. I walked over to the soda machine and filled
Up our cups and then headed over to the booth Cameron chose. I sat down and slid his drink over to him tearing into my food and chowing down. After we ate we left and headed home for real this time the music silently played in the background of our small conversation. When he pulled into the Parking space I got out and headed inside I was ready to take this dress and these heels off.
"Cameron?" I call
"Yes?" He says creaking the door open a smidgen
"Can you undue my zipper I think it's stuck" I groan trying to pull the zipper down but it won't budge. Cameron opens the door fully and walks over to me he places his hands on the little zipper on the dress and began tugging at it. Eventually it gave and the slowly undid my dress his other free hand running his finger down my back. For some reason I didn't feel uncomfortable like I thought I would I felt loved and wanted. Suddenly the zipper stopped Cameron's fingers touched my skin making me jump a bit from the coldness of his skin.
"Thank you" I say he nods heading out I began pulling the dress off my body. From in the mirror I can still see Cameron standing in the doorway I should turn around and make him leave but I don't want to. I pulled the dress off and changed from a thong to a pair of boxers undies and put my big ass sweats on. I took off my bra and slipped on my T shirt then I pulled my hair into a messy bun and grabbed my things for the bathroom. When I turned around Cameron quickly left making me giggle. I walked out to the bathroom and took off my makeup and cleansed my face then I headed back to my room. I laid in my bed watching Netflix for the next couple hours then I passed out.
3:00am
I tossed back and forth in my bed groaning trying to find a comfortable spot. I loved having the entire bed to myself but I felt lonely and ever since I've had trouble sleeping. Since that night with Cameron I've kept having dreams about it and they all end the same I always wake up at the same part. I decided to get up and go over to Cameron's room to see if he was awake. I cracked his door open and whispered to him to see if he would respond.
"Cameron, are you awake?" I whisper yell he doesn't respond. I sigh and sit in his chair bored. I looked around his room a bit it was hard to really see in the dark but I could spot a few things. I looked over at Cameron sighing what am I doing? Is this a good idea? Should I give him another chance? There were so many questions I needed to know but I couldn't get the answers to unless I confronted him and asked myself. Suddenly I heard groaning I jumped up from my seat freezing.
"Kenzie?" He groaned his sleepy voice was so cute.
"Yeah" I respond
"What are you doing in here?"
"I can't sleep so I came to see if you were awake but you weren't so I just sat here she looked around your room" I say to him
"Neither can I" he says
"Why can't you sleep?" I ask
"Too busy thinking" he says
"Yeah, same" I say twiddling my thumbs
"You wanna lay in here and watch something?" He asks I look over and shrug why not.
"Sure" I say and crawl under the sheets with him. Wrapped all the blankets around me trying to keep me warm.
"What do you want to watch?" He asks
"Whatever doesn't matter" I say yawning Cameron shrugs and puts a movie on. I ended up passing out half way during the movie I was to tired and I just needed sleep. I woke up at who knows what time cuddled into Cameron his arms were around my waist my body was huddled into his chest to take his warmth. I groaned rolling my head and squinting when I realize who's laying with me I slowly tried to slip away but the next thing you know I hear my name being croaked out.
A/N: sorry this is a little late I have a lot of English homework that needs to be done. And we're starting new assignments so I'm trying to squeeze these in. Speaking on writing stories I have to write a horror one and I need some ideas so let me know in the comments below.
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